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BOOK III.
- THE deepest grief the human heart can know
- Writes not its impress on an altered brow,
- Assumes no outward character, nor wears
- Before observant eyes the trace of tears.
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- Thus William Herbert met the world again,
- And mixed in all the wonted ways of men,
- Unchanged in things that common friends would mark;
- Yet altered was that world to him, and dark.
- One bitter drop mixed with his daily cup,
- One spring of life—the sweetest—all dried up.
- As yields the leading branch of goodly tree
- Unto the cankerworm, so yielded he;
- All its fresh boughs but that, still green and gay,
- That one consumed by premature decay.
- Thus he went forth again, and bought, and sold,
- And gained new influence, and amassed more gold;
- For all things prospered with him, and he grew
- A man of weight amongst the simple few,
- Seared it might be in heart, yet upright, kind, and true.
- And round his hearth a fairy band was seen
- Of infant loveliness, or on the green
- Sporting beneath the apple-boughs, where oft
- Was heard the cuckoo's voice, or dove's more soft,
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- Or on the flowery bank, or in the dell,
- Where rippling streams were wont to sink and swell.
- A lovely band they were, and full of glee,
- Rich in the bloom of untamed infancy.
- Sweet liberty 'twas yet their bliss to boast,
- No native tone, no inborn gladness lost
- Thought was just leading through their infant minds
- That endless clue that human knowledge winds,
- While vague conclusions, such as nature draws,
- Awoke some glimmerings of effect and cause.
- But feeling, in her wayward wild career,
- Had far outstripped stern wisdom, even here.
- For theirs were looks of beauty flashing bright,
- And waves of raven-hair as dark as night,
- And wreathing curls around their brows of snow,
- And rosy smiles that quickly come and go,
- With some faint touch of mournfulness the while,
- As if those fair lips might not always smile;
- And the deep shadow of their soft dark eyes
- More of tenderness than men deem wise.
- Henry, the oldest, and the only son,
- His race of classic lore had just begun.
- The reverend pastor of a neighbouring church
- Deigned to conduct his mind in its research;
- And well he taught his daily tasks, and heard
- His pupil parse, and construe every word.
- But had he watched him more, that reverend man
- Would much have marvelled, one who learned to scan
- Should learn to moralize almost as soon,
- And pause as oft to gaze upon the moon
- With mournful eye half dimmed by gathering tears,
- And brow of thought too earnest for his years.
- Yes, it was sad, yet beautiful to see
- How learned that boy deep sorrow's mystery,
- Dreaming of his lost mother and her grave,
- Till memory's tide swept o'er him like a wave,
- And all things present vanished from his view,
- While fancy framed a world less cold and true.
- Whence came such thoughts? He had been taught to plough,
- To ride, to measure land, to reap, and sow,
- And once he loved the farmer's life so free,
- And nothing but a farmer's boy would be.
- Yet lately had he looked on rustic toil
- With something haughty on his brow the while,
- Deeming such occupation mean, compared
- With reading Virgil, or the Grecian bard.
- Whence came such thoughts? There was a secret store,
- A precious pile of circulating lore
- Brought by his aunt from the next market town;
- And every week a fresh supply came down.
- These had he found, and greedily devoured,
- While the sweet poison o'er his bosom poured.
- Here had he learned what time could ne'er unteach,
- By all that sage might say, or pastor preach;
- And, absent, moody, dreamer as he was,
- His aunt looked on, nor knew to check the cause.
- Matilda Herbert was more fair than wise,
- She had not dim, but undiscerning eyes.
- Books were to her amusement, nothing more,
- To kill the weary time she read them o'er.
- So that a maiden loved, a hero bled,
- Enough for her, the volume soon was read.
- She had been trained in city schools, and thought
- Good manners should at any price be bought,
- Good clothing and good looks beyond even these,
- Nor failed good furniture her eye to please.
- Thus she looked down upon the farmer's home,
- And deemed it much to quit the town, and come
- To scenes so humble, rustic, and obscure,
- Which, but for novels, she could ne'er endure.
- Still she was kind, and had the heart to love
- Sweet children, if they would but learn to move
- Softly and gracefully, and curtsy low,
- And go about as well-bred children go.
- 'Twas in such teaching, here she found a band
- Of idle rebels under her fair hand.
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- Nature was yet too strong within their hearts,
- For all to learn at once their different parts,
- And scorn crept in sometimes, and marred the rule
- She sought to establish in her polished school;
- And they rushed forth, when hours of play came round,
- Like pent-up torrents, with such bursts of sound
- From silvery voices, and such laughter wild,
- As left small hope to make them soft or mild.
- Martha, the oldest girl, with auburn hair
- In close crisp curls around her cheek so fair,
- Rosy, and dimpled o'er with smiles of glee,
- The worst of all that rebel band was she.
- For if one moment she looked grave or shy,
- Some frolic fun flashed from her hazel eye,
- Or mimic majesty set forth the grace
- With which her aunt embellished all her ways.
- Yet was she grave sometimes—by Henry's side,
- And to be near him was her joy and pride;
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- Grave—for deep earnest love is ever so,
- And she had learned this tenderest love to know.
- To share his sport was bliss enough for her,
- Yet much she strove his sorrows too to share;
- And oft would check her mirth, to think, and pause,
- But ne'er could fully comprehend their cause.
- The world to her was all so fair and bright,
- Its petty cares so transient and so light;
- No thought had she for maladies of mind,
- While those she loved were happy, good, and kind.
- Thus when her brother's moody fit came on,
- And she beheld him wandering all alone,
- She ran to join him, that he might not be
- So lonely, and so wrapt in mystery.
- Then would she tell him sportive tales, and gay,
- And try to win him to his favourite play,
- Till he became a wiser, happier boy,
- And smiled again with gratitude and joy.
- Thus the twain roamed together through the fields,
- Reaping the golden fruit that nature yields
- From summer flowers, and leaves, and murmuring rills,
- And purple tints upon the distant hills;
- From all things pure, and beautiful, and bright,
- Reaping a perfect harvest of delight.
- Lucy was next in age, too young to roam
- Wide as they wandered from their father's home;
- Too delicate her frame, too slightly cast,
- To bear the roughness of a single blast.
- She was a tall pale girl, with thoughtful eyes,
- Of that dark blue we gaze on with surprise
- To find them not more dark, so deep the shade
- By the soft waving of their lashes made.
- Her forehead was like moonlight, high, and fair,
- Gleaming beneath the shadow of her hair—
- Cloud-coloured hair, that floated round her brow
- Like fleecy vapours over hills of snow,
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- Her mother's smile she wore, her look of truth,
- With all the touching tenderness of youth,
- And something mournful too beyond her years,
- That almost moved the observant eye to tears.
- She was a calm, sweet child, like a young dove
- Pining at heart for its lost mother's love;
- Love was her element, nor could she live
- Without this richest of all boons to give.
- She would have loved her aunt, and often tried,
- When evening came, to nestle to her side;
- Till quick repulse forbade the child to press
- So closely as to spoil her silken dress.
- Then would she sit apart, and wait, and watch
- Some glimpse of her dear father's form to catch,
- Or run to meet him with extended arms,
- And that fond look the lonely heart that warms.
- She was so like her mother. He could bear
- To meet each day's returning weight of care;
- But he was melted by this tenderness,
- And almost wished the child would love him less.
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- Still would he press her kindly to his breast,
- And on his bosom lay her head to rest,
- Smooth her soft hair, and kiss her gentle brow,
- Wishing she ne'er might live his grief to know.
- Vain wish! In lieu of the sad tears he shed
- Alone, at midnight, by her infant bed,
- He should have taught her lips the words of prayer,
- And shielded his sweet flower by more than mortal care.
- Helen, the youngest, who shall paint her form?
- What line so delicate, what tints so warm,
- As those that marked, in childhood's happy time,
- Her beaming beauty ere it reached its prime?
- Health never glowed beneath a fairer cheek,
- Nor deeper blushes feeling's power could speak,
- Nor Grecian sculptor e'er portrayed a face
- More perfect in its symmetry and grace.
- Her brow was queen-like, and her raven hair
- In glossy bands lay smoothly parted there,
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- Save when the unconquered impulse of her will
- Sent her young steps careering o'er the hill,
- Free as the wandering winds, for none could say,
- With hope to be obeyed, “here should they stay.”
- Her lips were like a Hebe's, but her eye—
- 'Twas there her beauty's witchery seemed to lie—
- Deep, dark, intelligent, with such a blaze
- Of living light as mocked the observer's gaze.
- High was her intellect, her genius bold
- Had been imperious, had her heart been cold;
- And none had hoped her haughty soul to tame,
- Save for the fleeting blush, that went and came,
- And mist of girlish tears, that often showed
- Her heart was yet more feminine than proud.
- Music to her was rapture. Not a flower
- Bloomed on earth's bosom, but it had the power
- To move her soul to gladness, and her hand,
- Quick in its imitative art, she could command
- To do whate'er her fertile fancy planned.
- Who could behold her with a parent's love,
- Nor deem her born all rustic cares above?
- Proud was her lady-aunt to show the child,
- Nor with less pride her father looked, and smiled;
- Yet something touched his heart with secret fear
- That all these gifts'might prove her greater snare.
- How could he save her? Sometimes he would check
- The impetuous pride that raised her haughty neck,
- Sometimes would harshly speak, and sternly look,
- Or meet her quick success with cold rebuke.
- But he forgot there was one only cure,
- One only antidote both safe and sure;
- For human weakness, or for human pride,
- Through this world's wilderness, one only guide.
- Thus they grew up around him, fair, and free,
- Like flowers of summer round some goodly tree.
- Nor knew he then, or cared not, if he knew,
- How full of weeds the soil in which they grew.
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- He saw their bright luxuriance. Would it last?
- Would their green stems break with the autumn blast?
- He asked not, for his bosom's grief had grown
- A sort of listless, melancholy tone,
- Pervading life, and thus the world passed by,
- Its lights and shades unnoticed by his eye.
- Yet were not all things quite indifferent grown;
- One spring of feeling closed, its force was thrown
- Into another channel, most extreme
- In its wide difference from his early dream.
- When o'er his path the light of life had set,
- Deep in his heart he nursed each fond regret,
- Too sacred to bring forth to public gaze;
- And thus he walked in his accustomed ways,
- And mixed with other men, and bought, and sold,
- Forcing his mind to calculate his gold:
- And there arose a sort of inward joy
- From out such calculations, that would buoy
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- His spirit up; until at length he deemed
- His life less wearisome than once it seemed.
- It was a stirring time in Britain then,
- War was abroad, and all true Englishmen
- Were called to nerve themselves in heart, or hand,
- To vindicate their laws, or guard their land.
- And over this green isle of beauty came
- The war-trump, and the scarlet vest of fame,
- The prancing charger, and the rattling drum,
- Breaking our rural silence with the hum
- Of stranger voices, and of restless feet,
- That trod our village pathways like a street.
- Then ran the village maid all unabashed
- To see the glittering arms, that gleamed, and clashed,
- While rustic youths forsook the tardy plough,
- The soldier's nobler exercise to know.
- It was a stirring time for Britain then;
- The conqueror's hostile fleet was on the main,
- Invasion threatened, and the eastern shore
- With many a tented field was studded o'er.
- Dire were the tidings brought by every post,
- Of troops surrendering, and of armies lost;
- Yet woke the war-cry from beleagured ground,
- And bloody field, with glory in its sound,
- And gentle eyes awhile forgot to weep,
- So strong the patriot call—so loud and deep.
- And Britain answered from her northern dales,
- Her peaceful hamlets, and her southern vales;
- Her yeoman bands forsook their flocks, and rose
- With sword in hand, to guard their country's cause.
- The w aving plume, the glittering helm and spear,
- With bold defiance of all doubt and fear,
- Dazzling the wary, deafening the distressed,
- Stunning the voice of pity in the breast;
- Till war became a sort of demon-god,
- And men could bleed and worship under his fierce rod.
- Nor was it glory's brazen voice alone
- That drowned the notes of pity's feebler tone,
- Keen avarice, too, with tearless eye, looked on.
- And men who would have mourned a single death,
- A single wound, if near their native hearth,
- Grew callous to the groans of thousands, where
- The fiend of battle drove his blood-stained car.
- That battle-field was distant, and that groan
- Came not across the deep—was not their own.
- But all their own the yellow grain that grew
- Deepening in golden beauty to their view,
- Their own the wealth that British produce made,
- While ports were closed, and strict embargoes laid
- On importations from the hostile shore.
- And thus their greedy gains they counted o'er,
- Blessing themselves for prosperous men in trade,
- Because they doubled what they once had made;
- While breathing sometimes just a passing sigh,
- For those who fought abroad, and needs must die.
- Was William Herbert such a man as these?
- Why question we? Our simple tale agrees
- With other tales of human nature told,
- How grows the insidious love and thirst of gold.
- Yet let us vindicate his name again,
- From taint of avarice, that foulest stain.
- He was no miser, but he knew that wealth
- Though it could neither purchase life, nor health,
- Nor peace of mind—could purchase good esteem
- Before the world, could make the humble seem
- Exalted, and the silent sufferer blest,
- Softening the pillow of the sore distressed.
- Thus, though he truly grieved such tales to hear
- Of wide destruction from the fields of war,
- Yet fired with that old-fashioned patriot zeal,
- That but for one dear spot of earth can feel,
- Deeming each Frenchman too a deadly foe,
- Created, formed, and fated to be so,
- That death most glorious for one's country's good,
- (That country England, always understood,)
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- How could he, burning with this patriot fire,
- A lower price for English grain desire?
- No. He was like mankind. No whit more wise,
- The specious seeming often mocked his eyes.
- Then let us turn again to that fair page,
- Where infancy was ripening into age
- Around his hearth, and watch the tide of time
- Flow brightly on, ere youth had reached its prime.
- Oh, thou art beautiful, sweet spring of life!
- Unsullied by disease, unworn by strife!
- The heart yearns over thee, to keep thee pure,
- That thy fresh loveliness may but endure,
- That storms may never reach thee, nor the blight
- Of sin or sorrow check thy blossoms bright.
- The heart yearns over thee, for never more,
- When once thy bloom is gone, can time restore
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- The rose or lily to thy faded cheek,
- Or wake thy voice in youth's glad tones to speak.
- Couldst thou be ever thus, life were too fair,
- This world too lovely, and too free from care.
- By the clear light of thine unruffled brow,
- Thy soft eyes gleaming under lids of snow,
- The dewy freshness of thy lip, thy hair
- Floating and free, unsilvered o'er by care,
- Thy sportive step, thy dimpling smile, thy song,
- The silvery tones that to thy voice belong,
- But, most of all, by thy strong power to trust,
- To admire and vindicate whate'er is just,
- By all the golden hopes that bloom in youth,
- And by thy love, unshaken as thy truth,
- I would implore thee, ere that youth is past,
- And thy frail bark on life's rough ocean cast,
- To dedicate the gifts in childhood given,
- With all their freshness and their bloom, to heaven.
