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The Prophecy of Saint Oran and Other Poems. Blind, Mathilde, 1841–1896.
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THE PROPHECY OF ST. ORAN.

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THE PROPHECY OF ST. ORAN.

PART I.

“Earth, earth on the mouth of Oran, that he may blab no more.”

Gaelic Proverb.

    I.

  • THE storm had ceased to rave: subsiding slow
  • Lashed ocean heaved, and then lay calm and still;
  • From the clear North a little breeze did blow
  • Severing the clouds: high o’er a wooded hill
  • The slant sun hung intolerably bright,
  • And spanned the sea with a broad bridge of light.
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    II.

  • Now St. Columba rose from where he sat
  • Among his monkish crew; and lifting high
  • His pale worn hands, his eagle glances met
  • The awful glory which suffused the sky.
  • As soars the lark, sweet singing from the sod,
  • So prayer is wafted from his soul to God.

    III.

  • For they in their rude coracle that day
  • Shuddered had climbed the crests of mountainous wave,
  • To plunge down glassy walls of shifting spray,
  • From which death roared as from an open grave;
  • Till, the grim fury of the tempest o’er,
  • Bursts on their ravished sight an azure shore.

    IV.

  • Ah! is this solid earth which meets their view,
  • Or some still cloud‐land islanded on high?
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  • Those crags are too aërially blue,
  • Too soft those mountains mingling with the sky,
  • And too ineffable their dewy gleam,
  • For aught but fabric of a fleeting dream.

    V.

  • Entranced they gaze, and o’er the glimmering track
  • Of seething gold and foaming silver row:
  • Now to their left tower headlands, bare and black
  • And blasted, with grey centuries of snow,
  • Deep in whose echoing caves, with hollow sighs,
  • Monotonous seas for ever ebb and rise.

    VI.

  • Rounding these rocks, they glide into a deep
  • And tranquil bay, in whose translucent flood
  • The shadows of the azure mountains sleep:
  • High on a hill, amid green foliage, stood
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  • A square and rough‐hewn tower, whose time‐bleached stone,
  • Like some red beacon, with the sunset shone.

    VII.

  • A few more vigorous strokes, and the sharp keel
  • Grates on the beach, on which, inclining low
  • Their tonsured heads, the monks adoring kneel;
  • While St. Columba, his pale face aglow
  • With outward light and inward, lifts on high
  • The Cross, swart outlined on the burning sky.

    VIII.

  • Impassive, though in silent wonder, stood
  • The islesmen while these worshipped, on their shore,
  • A thorn‐crowned figure nailed upon the wood,
  • From whose pierced side the dark blood seemed to pour;
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  • While on the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
  • They loudly called as brow and breast they crost.

    IX.

  • Spoke now their Master, in a voice whose ring
  • Was like the west wind’s in a twilight grove:
  • “Glad tidings to this sea‐girt isle we bring,
  • Good tidings of our heavenly Father’s love,
  • Who sent His only Son,—oh, marvellous
  • Deep love!—to die that He might ransom us.”

    X.

  • “Come! listen to the story of our Lord!
  • Sweet Jesus Christ, a child of lowly birth,
  • Whom in the manger the wise kings adored,
  • For well they knew Him Lord of Heaven and Earth,
  • With myrrh and spice they journeyed from the far
  • Prophetic East, led by the Pilgrim Star:
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    XI.

  • “And when the star stood still, and mildly shone
  • Above a shed where lay the new‐born child,
  • They hailed Him God’s only‐begotten Son,
  • Saviour of sinners and Redeemer mild;
  • Eve’s promised seed, when she with streaming eyes
  • Saw the bright sword wave her from Paradise.

    XII.

  • “For we are children of a fallen race,
  • Our sins are grievous in the Father’s sight,
  • Death was our doom, but that by heavenly grace
  • God sent His Son to be a steadfast light,
  • Which calmly shining o’er life’s troubled wave,
  • The storm‐tossed souls of erring men might save.

    XIII.

  • “Go unto Him, all ye that toil and weep,
  • Ye that are weary with the long day’s load;
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  • He is the Shepherd watching o’er His sheep,
  • He leads His flock along the narrow road;
  • And when He hears the bleating lamb’s alarm
  • He folds the weak one in His sheltering arm.

    XIV.

  • “Ah, tender Shepherd, who didst love us so,
  • Choosing to die that we Thy flock might live;
  • What bitter anguish, ah! what heavy woe
  • To think, O Lord! that mortal hands should give
  • This wound that cleaves Thy side, that mortal scorn
  • In mockery crowned Thee with the barren thorn!”

    XV.

  • Sad was Columba’s face, his words were slow
  • As though reluctant to the piteous tale—
  • But now his eyes with sacred rapture glow,
  • And his wan features kindle, like a pale
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  • Dissolving cloud through which the moon is shed:
  • He speaks of Christ re‐risen from the dead.

    XVI.

  • He ceased, then cried: “Glory unto the Lord
  • Whose mercy is as boundless as the sea;
  • Fruitful to‐day makes He my feeble word,
  • For with faith’s eye an ancient chief I see,
  • Whose bark o’er the blue deep is drawing nigh,
  • He comes to be baptised before he die.”

    XVII.

  • Scarce had he ended when towards the land
  • A wicker boat sped swiftly o’er the bay;
  • There by the Pictish chieftain, hand in hand,
  • Her golden locks entangled with his grey,
  • His grandchild sat, lit by the level rays;
  • The loveliest and the last of all her race.
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    XVIII.

  • They hailed the Chief as to a sea‐worn stone
  • Two fishers bore him; and his muffled sense
  • Struggled with feeble eld to seize the tone
  • Of the Saint’s voice, as he in words intense
  • Proclaimed the saving truth of gospel lore,
  • Then with his hands baptised the Chieftain hoar.

    XIX.

  • And when the holy dew had wet his brow,
  • And his wan lips tasted the sacrament,
  • His head against Columba’s breast sank low,
  • And o’er his face a smile of rapt content
  • Played softly, smoothing out the lines of care
  • Which joy and grief and toil had planted there.

    XX.

  • Then on the spot where he has breathed his last
  • They lay him, letting dust to dust return;
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  • Then one by one, as solemnly they cast
  • A little earth upon his grave, they turn
  • To the benighted heathen, look above,
  • And chaunt: “His soul is God’s, and God is love.”

    XXI.

  • A piteous cry and terrible then rung
  • Even like a very echo to the word
  • Upon the startled hearers, whom it wrung
  • With answering grief, as when along the chord
  • Of palpitating harp the breezes sigh
  • Each string responsive wails in sympathy.

    XXII.

  • A maiden with wild eyes and streaming hair
  • And features white with horror rose aghast,
  • Unconscious of the pitying people’s stare,
  • And on the new‐made grave herself she cast
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  • In utter desolation, till her frame
  • Convulsed by sobs shook like a wind‐blown flame.

    XXIII.

  • “Oh father, father,” she at last made moan,
  • “My father’s father, last of all our race,
  • Hast thou gone too, and left me here alone
  • So helpless as I am, so weak to face
  • The dreadful shifts of war with all its woes,
  • Cold, hunger, shame, fear of insulting foes.”

    XXIV.

  • “Nay, child, blaspheme not in thine agony!
  • Art thou not in our heavenly Father’s care?
  • He who upholds the everlasting sky
  • Throughout the ages, suffers not a hair
  • Of thine to fall but that it is His will;
  • Bless Him for joy, for sorrow bless Him still.
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    XXV.

  • “Yea! clasp thine unused hands in prayer, and lift
  • Thy still down‐drooping eyes to Him above.
  • Is not the giver greater than His gift?
  • Must not His love contain all lesser love
  • Of father, mother, brother, husband, wife—
  • The Alpha He and Omega of life?”

    XXVI.

  • Thus spake Columba, burning to allay
  • The pains of earthly love with saving truth;
  • But she, who deemed confusedly that they
  • With their sad rites had slain her sire, forsooth,
  • Was deaf to him, and ever made her moan,
  • “Hast thou gone too, and left me here alone!”

    XXVII.

  • At last—when all his words and prayers had failed
  • To comfort or assuage the orphan’s woe,
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  • Who prostrate on the grave still wept and wailed,—
  • Columba muttered as he turned to go:
  • “Nay, sooner parley with the roaring main
  • Than with a woman maddening in her pain.”

    XXVIII.

  • So thus they left her, as she would not come,
  • Left her to night and a few firstling stars
  • That here and there from the celestial dome
  • Peered brightly through the narrow cloudy bars,
  • As though some great white seraph’s lidless eyes
  • Were looking down on her from Paradise.

    XXIX.

  • But one there was who could not rest in peace,
  • For pity of that maiden’s lonely pain!
  • Was there no balm in Gilead to appease
  • Her wounded spirit?—yea, might not he gain
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  • That soul benighted to eternal bliss,
  • By teaching her God’s love through grief like this?

    XXX.

  • Thus Oran mused, the youngest and most fair
  • Of that devoted zealous little band
  • That now for many a laborious year
  • Followed Columba’s lead from land to land,
  • Daring the danger of the narrow seas
  • To plant the Cross among the Hebrides.

    XXXI.

  • Young, but most fervid of their brotherhood,
  • Fair Oran was, whose faith leaped like a sword
  • From out the sheath, and could not be subdued
  • When brandished in the service of the Lord,
  • To whom—as sparks leap upward from a fire—
  • His soaring thoughts incessantly aspire.
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    XXXII.

  • Yea, he must save her soul, that like a bark
  • Drifting without a rudder, rudely tossed
  • On life’s rough sea, might founder in the dark,
  • In the abysm of hell engulfed and lost.
  • Thus musing, he retraced his steps once more
  • Towards the grave beside the sounding shore.

    XXXIII.

  • “Arise, and let the dead bury their dead!”
  • He said to her still shedding stanchless tears.
  • Affrighted by his voice, she raised her head
  • With eyes dilated like a startled deer’s;
  • With lovely, longing, melancholy eyes,
  • She looked up at him with a dumb surprise.

    XXXIV.

  • “Come unto Jesus, He will give thee rest, ”
  • Oran began, but stammered as he spoke:
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  • Why throbbed his heart so loudly in his breast,
  • As if impatient of the heavy yoke
  • Of faith, that curbed desire as soon as born,
  • That nipped the rose, but left its piercing thorn?

    XXXV.

  • A moment has undone the work of years!
  • A single glance o’erthrown an austere saint!
  • And the clear faith, achieved with stripes and tears
  • And midnight fasts and vigils, now grows faint,
  • And like a star lost in the new‐born light
  • Flickers awhile, then fades into the night.

    XXXVI.

  • Still Oran wrestles with the fiend within,
  • Striving to teach the gospel to the maid;
  • He tells her of man’s fall through deadly sin,
  • And of the Saviour who our ransom paid:
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  • She, with her eyes now bent upon the ground,
  • Listens like one by strong enchantment bound.

    XXXVII.

  • It was a clear and cloudless summer night,
  • Stars without number clustered in the blue,
  • Some like mere sparks of evanescent light
  • Receding infinite from mortal view,
  • Some with a steadier lustre softly glow,
  • Like golden flames or silver flakes of snow.

    XXXVIII.

  • But lo! like some lost soul from heaven’s height
  • Hurled headlong, shivering to its awful doom,
  • A wingèd star shoots dazzling through the night,
  • And vanishes in some stupendous gloom:
  • Thus once the brightest of the angels fell
  • Through yawning space into profoundest hell.
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    XXXIX.

  • And trembling for his own soul, Oran prayed:
  • “Oh blessed Virgin, whom the angelic quire
  • Rapturous adore! immaculate Mother‐maid!
  • Pure Queen! make pure my heart of every fire
  • Which is not kindled on thy sacred shrine,
  • Of every thought not wholly, solely thine!”

    XL.

  • Even while suppliant’s lips devoutly move,
  • A heavenly face, though not the Virgin’s, filled
  • His eyes with beauty, and his heart with love,
  • Till with dread rapture all his pulses thrilled:
  • A face whose heavenly innocence might well
  • Eradicate the very thought of hell.

    XLI.

  • Perplexed, bewildered, breathless Oran stood,
  • Torn by the passions he had still suppressed
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  • With macerations of the flesh and blood;
  • But now this idol which enthralled his breast
  • With subtle witchcraft, snake‐like seemed to hiss,
  • “Thine immortality for one long kiss!”

    XLII.

  • “Get thee behind me, Satan!” wildly cries
  • The monk, and flees in horror from the place.
  • Did not the devil tempt him through those eyes
  • Burning like two fair lights in that fair face,
  • Till moth‐like drawn in ever‐narrowing rings
  • Towards the flame, his soul must scorch her wings?

    XLIII.

  • Far o’er the moorland through the starlit night
  • He rushed, like one who flies in mortal fear
  • Of some dread enemy that dogs his flight,
  • And who, whate’er his speed, still draweth near:
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  • Yea, though he shall outspeed the wingèd wind,
  • How fly the haunting thought of his own mind?

    XLIV.

  • At last he knelt all breathless on the sod,
  • And gathered up his whole soul in one prayer,
  • Yea,—even as Jacob wrestled before God
  • While angels hovered on the heavenly stair,
  • He wrestled,—loudly calling on the Lord
  • To keep him from the sin his soul abhorred.

    XLV.

  • When his long prayer was done, and the pale priest
  • Rose cold with clinging vapour, one by one
  • The flickering stars went out, and in the East
  • The dim air kindled with the coming sun,
  • While in illimitable sheer delight
  • The holy larks rose worshipping the light.

PART II.

    I.

  • THERE was a windless mere, on whose smooth breast
  • A little island, flushed with purple bloom,
  • Lay gently cradled like a moorhen’s nest:
  • It glowed like some rich jewel ’mid the gloom
  • Of sluggish leagues of peat and black morass,
  • Without or shrub or tree or blade of grass.

    II.

  • But on the isle itself the birch was seen
  • With its ethereal foliage, like some haze
  • Floating among the rowan’s vivid green;
  • The ground with fern all feathered, and ablaze
  • With heath’s and harebell’s hyacinthine hue,
  • Was mirrored in the wave’s intenser blue.
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    III.

  • This was the immemorial isle of graves,
  • Here, under nameless mound and dateless stone,
  • The generations, like successive waves,
  • Had rolled one o’er the other, and had gone
  • As these go, indistinguishably fused
  • Their separate lives in common death confused.

    IV.

  • And here amid the dead Columba chose
  • To found God’s holy house and sow His word;
  • Already here and there the walls arose,
  • Built from the stones imbedded in the sward;
  • These did the natives without mortar pile,
  • As was the ancient custom of their isle.

    V.

  • For many of them to the work were won
  • By reverence for the saint, and thus apace
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  • The chapel grew which they had first begun
  • As dedicate to God’s perpetual praise;
  • So many of the monks again were free
  • To give thought wholly to their ministry.

    VI.

  • And ever first in hastening to his task
  • St. Oran was, though last to seek repose;
  • Columba’s best beloved, he still would ask
  • For heaviest share of duty, while he chose
  • Rude penances, till shadow‐like he grew
  • With fasts and vigils that the flesh subdue.

    VII.

  • Yet there was that which would not be subdued—
  • A shape, a presence haunting every dream;
  • Fair as the moon that shines above a flood,
  • And ever trembles on the trembling stream;
  • Sweet as some gust of fragrance, unaware
  • Stealing upon us on the summer air.
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    VIII.

  • Even so it stole upon his ravished heart,
  • Suffusing every fibre with delight,
  • Till from his troubled slumber he would start,
  • And, as with ague shivering and affright,
  • Catch broken speech low murmuring in his ears,
  • And feel his eyelids ache with unshed tears.

    IX.

  • But it befell one windy afternoon,
  • While monks and men were busied with the roof,
  • Laying the beams through which the sun and moon
  • Might shed their light as yet without reproof,
  • That there came one across the lonely waste
  • Toward these men of God, crying in haste,—

    X.

  • “Ye say ye came to save us, save us then!
  • Save us if ye spake truth, and not a lie!
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  • Famine and fever stalk among us,—men,
  • Women, and children are struck down and die!
  • For lo, the murrain smites our cowering sheep,
  • The fishers haul no fish from out the deep.

    XI.

  • “Ye tell us that your God did multiply
  • A few small fishes, wherewithal He fed
  • A multitude; in sooth, if ’tis no lie,
  • Then come, ye holy men, and give us bread!
  • For they are starving by the waterside,—
  • Come then, and give us bread,” he loudly cried.

    XII.

  • He was a man inspiring dread surprise,
  • Half‐naked, with long glibs of bristling hair
  • In fiery meshes tumbling o’er his eyes,
  • Which, like a famished wolf’s from out its lair,
  • Glanced restlessly; his dog behind him came,
  • Whose lolling tongue hung down like scarlet flame.
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    XIII.

  • “Let me arise, and go to them withal!”
  • Cried Oran, flinging down his implement:
  • “This heavy tribulation is a call
  • From the Most High; a blessed instrument
  • To compass their salvation: let me go
  • Teach them what mercy worketh in their woe.”

    XIV.

  • “Go then, my son, and God go with thee still,
  • While I abide to speed His temple here,”
  • Said St. Columba; “and thy basket fill
  • With herbs and cordials, also wine to cheer
  • And bread to feed the poor, so that their days
  • May still endure to God’s eternal praise.”

    XV.

  • Then Oran and that wild man forth did fare,
  • And o’er the little lake they rowed in haste,
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  • And mounting each a small and shaggy mare,
  • They ambled o’er that solitary waste,
  • Then through a sterile glen their road did lie
  • Whose shrouded peaks loomed awfully on high.

    XVI.

  • When for a mile or two they thus had gone,
  • The mountains opened wide on either hand,
  • And lo, amid those labyrinths of stone
  • The sea had got entangled in the land,
  • And turned and twisted, struggling to get free,
  • And be once more the immeasurable sea.

    XVII.

  • It was a sorcerous, elemental place,
  • O’er which there now came rushing from the plain—
  • Like some dark host whom yelling victors chase—
  • A moving pillar of resistless rain
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  • Shivering the gleaming lances in its flight
  • Against the bastions of each monstrous height.

    XVIII.

  • Fast, fast it raced before the roaring gale,
  • With shrieks and frenzied howlings that did shake
  • The very stones with long‐resounding wail,
  • And in outlying gorges would it wake
  • The startled echo’s sympathetic scream,
  • Then whirling on would vanish like a dream,—

    XIX.

  • Would vanish dream‐like, whither no man knows,
  • Fading afar in vaporous gulfs of light,
  • While the wet mountain‐tops flushed like a rose,
  • And following the spent tempest in its flight
  • Its hues ethereal mantling o’er the gloom,
  • There glowed the rainbow’s evanescent bloom.
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    XX.

  • And while that rain still drenched him to the skin,
  • St. Oran, unappalled, intoned a psalm,
  • And lifting up his voice amidst the din,
  • He sang, “We laud Thee, Lord, through storm and calm,
  • In the revolving stars we see Thine hand,
  • The sun and moon rise as Thou dost command.

    XXI.

  • “We laud Thee for the evening and the morn,
  • And the prolific seasons’ changing boon,
  • For singing‐birds, and flowers, and ripening corn,
  • For tides that rise and fall beneath the moon;
  • As in a mirror darkling do we see
  • The shadow that Thou castest on the sea.”
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    XXII.

  • Up many a wild ascent, down many a steep
  • Clothed with scant herbage, rode that battered pair,
  • Where lay the bleaching bones of mangled sheep,
  • And carrion crows wheeled hoarsely in the air;
  • At last through mist and darkness they espied
  • Small lights that twinkled by the waterside.

    XXIII.

  • There in dark turf‐built hovels close to earth
  • Lay the poor sufferers on their beds of heath,
  • Gnawed to the very bone by cruel dearth,
  • Cold to the marrow with approaching death;
  • Thither came Oran like some vision bright,
  • And ministered to each one through the night.

    XXIV.

  • And so dispensing alms he went and came,
  • Stooping to enter the last house of all;
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  • There, by the peat‐fire’s orange‐coloured flame,
  • Whose flashes fitfully did rise and fall
  • On the smoke‐blackened rafters—sat a crone
  • Ancient it might be as the lichened stone.

    XXV.

  • Fast through her bony fingers flies the thread,
  • And as her foot still turns the whirring wheel,
  • She seems to spin the yarn of quick and dead!
  • But oh, what makes St. Oran’s senses reel?
  • Whose is the shape clad in its golden hair
  • That turns and tosses on the pallet there?

    XXVI.

  • Like some wan water lily veiled in mist
  • When puffs of wind its tender petals shake,
  • Whose chalice by the shining moonbeams kissed
  • Sways to and fro upon the swelling lake,
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  • So white—so wan—so wonderfully fair,
  • Showed Mona tossing mid her golden hair.

    XXVII.

  • What should he do? Ah, whither should he turn?
  • Why had God let this trial come again?
  • Her beauty, half‐revealed, did straightly burn
  • Through his hot eyeballs to his kindling brain.
  • Was it his duty to go hence or stay?
  • He wavered—gazed on her—then turned away.

    XXVIII.

    • But that old woman tottered to the door
    • And clutched his cassock with a shaking hand,
    • And mumbled, “Priest, ah! dost thou shun the poor?
    • They say that ye go bragging through the land
    • Of some new God called Christian Charity;
    • But in our need ye turn from us and fly.”
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    • XXIX.

    • So spake the crone, but Oran bowed his head
    • And murmured, “If thou bid’st me, I abide.”
    • With downcast eyes he turned towards the bed
    • In fervent prayer low kneeling by its side:
    • At last he rose, pale, cold, and deadly still,
    • With heart subdued to his stern Maker’s will.
    • XXX.

    • Thus through her fever did he tend the maid,
    • Who babbled wildly in delirious trance
    • Of her lost home, and her loved kindred laid
    • In alien earth—and of a countenance
    • Fair as a spirit’s comforting her pain,
    • But soon withdrawn to its own heaven again.
    • XXXI.

    • All this unflinching would the monk endure,
    • And having cured her body’s sickness, strove
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    • With double zeal her sicker soul to cure:
    • But when he told her of the Saviour’s love,
    • Of sin, and its atonement, and free grace,
    • She looked in puzzled wonder on his face.
    • XXXII.

    • She could not understand his mournful creed,
    • Nor knew, poor child, of what she should repent,
    • Nor why her heart was wicked, and had need
    • That some poor pitying God should once have spent
    • His blood for her five hundred years ago—
    • Ancestral voices never told her so!
    • XXXIII.

    • She could not understand, but she could feel!
    • And while she sat before him by the flame
    • The pathos of his pleading voice would steal
    • Sweeter than sweetest music through her frame,
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    • And as the ocean murmur in a shell
    • Through her dim soul his solemn accents swell.
    • XXXIV.

    • He was the air she breathed—all living things
    • Were pale reflections of him—as the hart
    • In desert places thirsts for water‐springs,
    • Even thus for him she thirsted in her heart;
    • To her it seemed as if life’s aim and end
    • Were just to lay her hand within his hand.
    • XXXV.

    • Her eyes were full of love as stars of light,
    • And pierced the cold obstructive atmosphere
    • Of his joy‐killing creed, and did ignite
    • His inmost spirit of sense with fire as clear
    • And radiant as their own—their beaming looks
    • Mingled as flames of fire or meeting brooks.
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    • XXXVI.

    • Was he not young and beautiful?—in face
    • Like to that radiant god whose flame divine
    • The Druid worshipped in those younger days
    • Ere sin had stamped the green earth with its sign,
    • Had made the loveliness of flowers a snare,
    • And bid frail man of woman’s love beware.
    • XXXVII.

    • Oh, not for him, through all the lonely years
    • Never for him a woman’s love might bloom;
    • Her smiles would never cheer him, nor her tears
    • Fall softly on his unlamented tomb;
    • Never till quenched in death’s supreme eclipse
    • His lips would know the sweetness of her lips.
    • XXXVIII.

    • Oh God! would nothing quench that secret fire,
    • Nor yet assuage that hunger of the heart?
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    • To feel this flagellation of desire,
    • To be so near, yet evermore apart,
    • Never to clasp this woman as a wife—
    • This was the crowning penance of his life.
    • XXXIX.

    • But lo! one day at dusk they were alone,
    • The rain was beating down on roof and wall,
    • The round of earth with solid rock and stone
    • Had turned phantasmal in its misty pall:
    • They were alone, but neither spake a word—
    • Only their hearts in throbbing might be heard.
    • XL.

    • Whose is that low involuntary cry
    • That like a flash of lightning shook each frame
    • With thrill electric? Simultaneously
    • Their yearning lips had sobbed each other’s name!
    • With swift instinctive dread they move apart
    • While magnet‐like each draws the other’s heart.
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    • XLI.

    • What boots it thus to struggle with his sin,
    • So much more sweet than all his virtues were?
    • Like a great flood let all her love roll in
    • And his soul stifle mid her golden hair!
    • And so he barters his eternal bliss
    • For the divine delirium of her kiss!
    • XLII.

    • What cares he for his soul’s salvation now?
    • Let it go to perdition evermore
    • For breaking that accursed monastic vow
    • Which cankers a man’s nature to the core;
    • For he had striven as never mortal strove,
    • But than his Lord a mightier lord was Love.

PART III.

    I.

  • “A CURSE is on this work!” Columba cried;
  • And with their dark robes flapping in the gale,
  • The frightened monks came hurrying to his side,
  • And looked at one another turning pale;
  • For every night the work done in the day
  • Strewn on the ground in wild confusion lay.

    II.

  • “A curse is on this work!” he cried again
  • As his keen glances swept each face in turn:
  • “Behold, God smites us in the hurricane,
  • And in the lightning doth His anger burn.
  • Brethren, some secret deadly sin there is
  • Known to the Lord for which we suffer this.
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    III.

  • “Why is it that the elements combine
  • Against us, raging in relentless ire
  • Against our humble wave‐encircled shrine?
  • That air, that water, that consuming fire
  • Inveterately war against this fane
  • Which we would build, but ever build in vain?

    IV.

  • “Why is it that the billows of the deep
  • Rise in revolt against the rock‐bound shore,
  • Lashing themselves to fury on each steep,
  • Till inland lakes, awakening at the roar,
  • Now roar in mad response, and swell amain,
  • Till broadening waters hide the drowning plain?

    V.

  • “One night, ye know, from out the imminent gloom,
  • Shrouding the firmament as in a pall,
  • page: 41
  • The levin, like a spirit from the tomb,
  • Leaped with a ghastly glare, and in its fall
  • Struck the new roof‐tree with reverberate crash,
  • And left a little heap of shrivelled ash.

    VI.

  • “Another night—why need I tell the tale?—
  • The winds in legions thundered through the air,
  • Battering the walls with sudden gusts of hail,
  • They rushed with piercing shrieks and strident blare
  • Athwart the cloisters and the roofless hall,
  • Till stone by stone fell from the rocking wall.

    VII.

  • “And then the very water turned our foe,
  • For in the dead of night it slowly crept,
  • Soft wave on wave, till in its overflow
  • It deluged all the basement while we slept;
  • page: 42
  • And where the convent yesterday did stand,
  • There spreads the lake as level as my hand.

    VIII.

  • “And then, when slowly after many days
  • The waters had subsided to the main,
  • And through the toilsome hours we sought to raise
  • Our ever‐shattered structure once again,
  • Behold! the earth herself with stone and block
  • Shudders convulsive and begins to rock.

    IX.

  • “For lo, the fiends let loose at God’s command
  • Burrow and delve in subterranean gloom,
  • Till like the troubled ocean all the land
  • Heaves to and fro as tottering to its doom:
  • The quiet graves themselves now bursting yawn,
  • God’s holy house once more lies overthrown!
page: 43

    X.

  • “And now hath come the hour of darkest need—
  • The people have abandoned us! They wail
  • That their dead fathers rage against our creed,
  • That in dark rushing cloud and roaring gale
  • The houseless spirits ride and fill the air
  • With lamentations for the gods that were!

    XI.

  • “The Lord rebukes us in His wrath! I ask,
  • Again I ask, what man among you all
  • Living in deadly sin, yet wears the mask
  • Of sanctity? Yea, let him cleanse his soul,
  • Confessing all the crying guilt of it,
  • Or go for ever to the burning pit!”

    XII.

  • Again his eagle glances swept each face,
  • While the assembled monks, with anxious sigh,
  • page: 44
  • Asked with a thrill of horror and amaze,
  • “Was it indeed a judgment from on high?”
  • As with one voice then cried the saintly throng,
  • “Not I—not I—know of that hidden wrong.”

    XIII.

  • And with uplifted arms they loudly prayed,
  • “Oh Lord, if in our midst the traitor bides
  • Who breaks the sacramental vow he made,
  • And takes Thy name in vain, and basely hides
  • His wicked ways from every eye save Thine—
  • Let his dark sin stand forth, and make a sign.”

    XIV.

  • All day expectant, waiting on His will,
  • The monks in reverential silence stand
  • Beneath the rustling pine‐trees of the hill,
  • Whence their eyes sweep across the level land:
  • Lo, from afar the vision of a maid
  • Comes o’er the shining pools the flood has made.
page: 45

    XV.

  • Swiftly she came across the devious track,
  • With glimmering waterways on either hand;
  • Against the luminous vapour at her back
  • Her dusky form looms mystically grand;
  • While in the liquid crystal by her side
  • The phantom of herself seems still to glide.

    XVI.

  • Was she a spirit risen from the grave
  • When its foul depths lay open to the sky,
  • Or ghost of Druid priestess wont to rave
  • Her blasphemous oracles in times gone by,
  • Who ventured thus upon the sacred isle
  • For ever barred against a woman’s wile?

    XVII.

  • But no! as nearer and more near she draws,
  • They see a maiden with the wild deer’s grace
  • page: 46
  • Bounding from stone to stone, whose beauty awes
  • These Christian fathers, riveting their gaze;
  • For like the full moon framed in amber air
  • Her face shone mid the glory of her hair.

    XVIII.

  • Then in their midst all breathless did she stand,
  • But paused bewildered and as one affrayed,—
  • Even as a swift wave making for the strand
  • With all its waters gathering to a head
  • Delays, suspended with back‐fluttering locks,
  • Then breaks in showers of brine upon the rocks.

    XIX.

  • So for a moment motionless she stood,
  • From monk to monk her wildered glances stray;
  • Immovable, like figures carved in wood,
  • These waited what their master’s lips would say,
  • But ever and anon, in mute appeal,
  • Her piteous eyes to Oran’s face would steal.
page: 47

    XX.

  • Only for one brief moment she delayed,
  • Struck speechless at his cold averted mien,
  • Then with a long low moan she blindly swayed
  • With her fair arms towards him, and in keen
  • Unutterable anguish cried aghast—
  • “Is this a dream, or am I mad at last?

    XXI.

  • “Dost thou not know me, Oran—Oran mine?
  • Look on me; I am Mona, I am she
  • For whom thy soul so thirstily did pine!
  • Nay, turn not from me! Say, art thou not he
  • Whose mouth to my mouth yearningly was pressed,
  • Whose dearest head lay pillowed on my breast?

    XXII.

  • “Dear, be not wroth with me in that I came;
  • For our love’s sake look not so stern and grave;
  • page: 48
  • Ah, surely thou wilt think me free from blame
  • For having dared to break the word I gave,
  • When I have told thee what has brought me here,
  • How sore distraught I was with grief and fear.

    XXIII.

  • Oh love, when night came swooping o’er the sea,
  • And on the poor folk’s tired eyelids sleep
  • Fell like a seabird’s feather, stealthily
  • I climbed the jagged overhanging steep
  • Whose giddy summit looks towards thy home,
  • Wondering if haply I might see thee come.

    XXIV.

  • When, lo! the solid cliff began to shake
  • As in an ague fit, and while I stood
  • Trembling, methought the maddening sea would break
  • Its everlasting limits, for the flood
  • page: 49
  • Came crashing in loud thunder o’er the land,
  • And swept our huts like seaweed from the sand.

    XXV.

  • Then a great horror seized me, and I reeled
  • And fell upon my face, and knew no more.
  • When from that trance I woke, the sun had wheeled
  • Far up the sky and shone upon the shore,
  • And there beneath the bright and cloudless sky
  • I saw a heap of mangled corpses lie.

    XXVI.

  • Shrieking I fled, and paused not in my fright
  • Fleeing I knew not whither, but my feet
  • Flew swift as ever arrow in its flight
  • To thee, my love! Hast thou no smile to greet
  • Thy Mona with,—no kiss? For pity’s sake,
  • Speak to me, Oran, or my heart will break.”
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    XXVII.

  • All held their breath when she had made her moan:
  • All eyes were fixed on that pale monk, who stood
  • Unnaturally quiet—like a stone
  • Whose flinty sides are fretted by the flood—
  • When St. Columba turned on him, and said,
  • “I bid thee speak,—man, knowest thou this maid?”

    XXVIII.

  • Then answered him the other, but his words
  • Rang hollow like the toll of funeral bell,
  • And on his humid brows like knotted cords
  • The livid veins and arteries seemed to swell,
  • Facing the accusation of his eyes,
  • “Master, I know her not—the woman lies!”
page: 51

    XXIX.

  • A hum of indignation, doubt, alarm,
  • Ran through their circle, but none durst to speak
  • Before the Master, who with lifted arm
  • And eyes whence fiery flashes seemed to break,
  • Cried very loudly, “Is it even so,—
  • Then help me God but I will rout this foe!

    XXX.

  • “Look, brethren, on this lovely maiden, fair
  • As virginal white lilies newly blown,
  • Fresh as the first breath of the vernal air,
  • Pure as an incarnation of the dawn;
  • Look on that golden glory of her hair,—
  • It is a man‐trap, Satan’s deadliest snare.

    XXXI.

  • “Brethren, let the two eldest of you seize
  • This fiend in angel’s garb, this beast of prey
  • page: 52
  • Which lies in wait behind that snowy fleece
  • Lusting to take our brother’s name away,
  • And blast his fame for purest sanctity
  • With lies forged by our common enemy!

    XXXII.

  • “Seize her, and bear her to that frightful steep
  • Where, bristling with huge pier and jagged spire,
  • The spectre rock which overhangs the deep
  • Pierces the ghastly clouds like frozen fire;
  • There standing, fling her from its giddiest cone—
  • Into the ocean fling her, like a stone.”

    XXXIII.

  • The sentence had gone forth; the monks obeyed;
  • Two venerable brothers, deep in years,
  • First crossed themselves, then seized the struggling maid
  • In their stout arms; despite her prayers and tears,
  • page: 53
  • And wild appears on him she called her love,
  • They with their burden now began to move.

    XXXIV.

  • But he, whose human flesh seemed petrified
  • To marble, started from that rigid mood,
  • And blindly running after them, he cried,
  • “Hold! hold! stain not your hands with innocent blood;
  • I broke my vow, I am the sinner, I
  • Seduced the maid,—spare her, and let me die.”

    XXXV.

  • They halted midway, marvelling, aghast,
  • When St. Columba thundered to them “Stay!”
  • His voice was like a dreadful battle‐blast,
  • And startled coveys rose and whirred away:
  • “He broke his vow, he is the sinner; aye
  • Do as he says—spare her, and let him die!
page: 54

    XXXVI.

  • “Yea, well I saw the gnawing worm within,
  • But wished to tear the mask from off his soul,
  • That in the naked hideousness of sin
  • He might stand pilloried before you all:
  • This is a judgment on me from above
  • For loving him with more than woman’s love.”

    XXXVII.

  • His voice here failed him and he hid his face;
  • And as before some imminent storm all sound
  • In earth, air, ocean ceases for a space,
  • There fell a breathless silence on that mound;
  • But when Columba raised his voice once more,
  • It seemed the muffled thunder’s boding roar.

    XXXVIII.

  • “Oh perjured one! oh breaker of thy vow!
  • Oh base, apostate monk, whose guilt abhorred
  • page: 55
  • Weighed down our walls and laid our chapel low!
  • Thy life shall be an offering to the Lord,
  • And with thy blood we will cement the fane
  • Which for thy sin’s sake still was built in vain.

    XXXIX.

  • “Seize him, and bear him to that dolorous site
  • Where mid our ruined cells the chapel stands
  • Whose holy walls and columns every night
  • Have fallen beneath the blow of dæmon hands;
  • There, living, bury him beneath its sod,
  • And so propitiate the Lord our God.”

PART IV.

    I.

  • It is the night: across the starless waste
  • Of silent heaven the solitary moon
  • Flits like a frightened maid who flies in haste,
  • And wild with terror seems to reel and swoon,
  • As in her rear the multitudinous clouds
  • Follow like spectral huntsmen in their shrouds.

    II.

  • And sometimes the wild rout o’ertakes its prey,
  • And holds her captive in the lowering sky,
  • But ever and anon she bursts away,
  • And her white orb floats lustrously on high,
  • And with its lambent flame transmutes the haze
  • Into a living halo for her face.
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    III.

  • And far o’er black morass and barren moor
  • The fitful splendour of the moonlight falls,
  • Its broken eddies sweep across the floor,
  • And dance in chequered silver on the walls,
  • And flood the chapel’s grave‐encircled site
  • With sudden flashes of unearthly light.

    IV.

  • And as the unquiet moonlight comes and flies
  • Athwart the little roofless house of prayer,
  • Like some lost spirit strayed from Paradise
  • Or dæmon‐angel of the realms of air,
  • A pallid shape flits through the open door
  • And flings itself, low wailing, on the floor;

    V.

  • And wailing, wailing, lay there in its pain,
  • When suddenly it snatched from the out the sod
  • page: 58
  • Some late‐forgotten spade, while tears like rain
  • Poured from its eyes, enough to melt the clod,
  • And digging hard the small breach grew apace,
  • Till the soil lay like molehills round the place.

    VI.

  • But through the silence suddenly there swells
  • Along the gusty breaths of midnight air
  • The mellow tinkling sound of magic bells,
  • Such as the pious brethren love to wear,
  • To keep the fiends and goblins off that prowl
  • For ever near to catch a tripping soul.

    VII.

  • And as the monks, chanting a solemn hymn,
  • Draw nigh the chapel to perform their rite,
  • That wailing shape flies far into the dim
  • Recess behind the altar full of night;
  • While they with burning torches move in file
  • To consecrate afresh their sacred pile.
page: 59

    VIII.

  • Three days, three nights have fled since in that spot,
  • Where fiends and dæmons revelled unforbid,
  • They buried that false monk who was a blot
  • Upon their rule: but since the earth has hid
  • His bones accursed, God’s sun has shone again,
  • Nor has fresh ill assailed their prospering fane

    IX.

  • Which now they enter, singing hymns of praise,
  • Columba at their head—when lo, behold
  • The grave yawns open and a bloodless face,
  • The face of him they knew, rose from the mould:
  • Slowly he rose from the incumbent clay
  • Lifting the white shroud in the moonlight grey.

    X.

  • Slowly his arm beneath the winding‐sheet
  • He waved three times, as though to bid them hear;
  • page: 60
  • Then in the moonlight rose he to his feet
  • Showing his shrunken body, and his sere
  • Discoloured hair, and smouldering eyes that lie
  • Sunk in their sockets, glaring hot and dry.

    XI.

  • Slowly he raised his voice—once rich in tone
  • Like sweetest music, now a mournful knell
  • With dull sepulchral sounds, as of a stone
  • Cast down into a black unfathomed well—
  • And murmured, “Lo, I come back from the grave,—
  • Behold, there is no God to smite or save.

    XII.

  • “Poor fools! wild dreamers! No, there is no God;
  • Yon heaven is deaf and dumb to prayer and praise;
  • page: 61
  • Lo, no almighty tyrant wields the rod
  • For evermore above our hapless race;
  • Nor fashioned us, frail creatures that we be,
  • To bear the burden of eternity.

    XIII.

  • “Hear it, self‐torturing monks, and cease to wage
  • Your mad, delirious, suicidal war;
  • There is no devil who from age to age
  • Waylays and tempts all souls of men that are;
  • For ever seeking whom he may devour,
  • And damn with wine and woman, gold and power.

    XIV.

  • “Deluded priests, ye think the world a snare,
  • Denouncing every tender human tie!
  • Behold, your heaven is unsubstantial air,
  • Your future bliss a sick brain’s phantasy;
  • There is no room amid the stars which gem
  • The firmament for your Jerusalem.
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    XV.

  • “Rejoice, poor sinners, for I come to tell
  • To you who hardly dare to live for fright;
  • There is no burning everlasting hell
  • Where souls shall be tormented day and night:
  • The fever ye call life ends with your breath;
  • All weary souls set in the night of death.

    XVI.

  • “Then let your life on earth be life indeed!
  • Nor drop the substance, snatching at a shade!
  • Ye can have Eden here! ye bear the seed
  • Of all the hells and heavens and gods ye made
  • Within that mighty world‐transforming thought
  • Which permeates the universe it wrought—

    XVII.

  • “Wrought out of stones and plants and birds and beasts,
  • To flower in man, and know itself at last:
  • page: 64
  • Around, about you, see what endless feasts
  • The spring and summer bountifully cast!
  • “A vale of tears,” ye cry—“if ye were wise,
  • The earth itself would change to Paradise.

    XVIII.

  • “The earth itself—the old despisèd earth,
  • Would render back your love a thousandfold,
  • Nor yet afflict the sons of men with dearth,
  • Disease, and misery, and drought and cold;
  • If you would seek a blessing in her sod,
  • Instead of crying vainly on your God.

    XIX.

  • “Cast down the crucifix, take up the plough!
  • Nor waste your breath which is the life in prayer!
  • Dare to be men, and break you impious vow,
  • Nor fly from woman as the devil’s snare!
  • page: 64
  • For if within, around, beneath, above
  • There is a living God, that God is Love.”

    XX.

  • “The fool says in his heart, There is no God,”
  • Cried St. Columba, white with Christian ire
  • “Seize Oran, re‐inter him in the sod
  • And may his soul awake in endless fire:
  • Earth on his mouth—the earth he would adore,
  • That his blaspheming tongue may blab no more.”

    XXI.

  • Then like swart ravens swooping on their prey
  • These monks rushed upon Oran; when there came
  • One gliding towards them in wild disarray
  • With hair that streamed behind her like a flame
  • And face dazed with the moon, who shrilly cried,
  • “Let not death part the bridegroom from his bride.”
page: 65

    XXII.

  • But deeming her some fiend in female guise,
  • They drive her forth with threats, till, crazed with fear,
  • Across the stones and mounded graves she flies
  • Towards that lapping, moon‐illumined mere;
  • And like a child seeking its mother’s breast
  • She casts her life thereon, and is at rest.

    XXIII.

  • And while the waves close gurgling o’er her head,
  • A grave is dug whence he may never stray,
  • Or come back prophesying from the dead,—
  • All shouting as they stifle him with clay:
  • “Earth on his mouth—the earth he would adore,
  • That his blaspheming tongue may blab no more.”
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