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The Prophecy of Saint Oran and Other Poems. Blind, Mathilde, 1841–1896.
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POEMS.

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LOVE‐TRILOGY.

I.

  • SHE stood against the Orient sun,
  • Her face inscrutable for light;
  • A myriad larks in unison
  • Sang o’er her, soaring out of sight.
  • A myriad flowers around her feet
  • Burst flame‐like from the yielding sod,
  • Till all the wandering airs were sweet
  • With incense mounting up to God.
  • A mighty rainbow shook, inclined
  • Towards her, from the Occident,
  • Girdling the cloud‐wrack which enshrined
  • Half the light‐bearing firmament.
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  • Lit showers flashed golden o’er the hills,
  • And trees flung silver to the breeze,
  • And, scattering diamonds, fleet‐foot rills
  • Fled laughingly across the leas.
  • Yea Love, the skylarks laud but thee,
  • And writ in flowers thine awful name;
  • Spring is thy shade, dread Ecstasy,
  • And life a brand which feeds thy flame.
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II.

  • WINDING all my life about thee,
  • Let me lay my lips on thine;
  • What is all the world without thee,
  • Mine—oh mine!
  • Let me press my heart out on thee,
  • Crush it like a fiery vine,
  • Spilling sacramental on thee
  • Love’s red wine.
  • Let thy strong eyes yearning o’er me
  • Draw me with their force divine;
  • All my soul has gone before me
  • Clasping thine.
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  • Irresistibly I follow,
  • As wherever we may run
  • Runs our shadow, as the swallow
  • Seeks the sun.
  • Yea, I tremble, swoon, surrender
  • All my spirit to thy sway,
  • As a star is drowned in splendour
  • Of the day.

III.

  • I CHARGE you, O winds of the West, O winds with the wings of the dove,
  • That ye blow o’er the brows of my Love, breathing low that I sicken for love.
  • I charge you, O dews of the Dawn, O tears of the star of the morn,
  • That ye fall at the feet of my love with the sound of one weeping forlorn.
  • I charge you, O birds of the Air, O birds flying home to your nest,
  • That ye sing in his ears of the joy that for ever has fled from my breast.
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  • I charge you, O flowers of the Earth, O frailest of things, and most fair,
  • That ye droop in his path as the life in me shrivels consumed by despair.
  • O Moon, when he lifts up his face, when he seeth the waning of thee,
  • A memory of her who lies wan on the limits of life let it be.
  • Many tears cannot quench, nor my sighs extinguish, the flames of love’s fire,
  • Which lifteth my heart like a wave, and smites it, and breaks its desire.
  • I rise like one in a dream when I see the red sun flaring low,
  • That drags me back shuddering from sleep each morning to life with its woe.
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  • I go like one in a dream, unbidden my feet know the way
  • To that garden where love stood in blossom with the red and white hawthorn of May.
  • The song of the throstle is hushed, and the fountain is dry to its core,
  • The moon cometh up as of old; she seeks, but she finds him no more.
  • The pale‐faced, pitiful moon shines down on the grass where I weep,
  • My face to the earth, and my breast in an anguish ne’er soothed into sleep.
  • The moon returns, and the spring, birds warble, trees burst into leaf,
  • But Love once gone, goes for ever, and all that endures is the grief.
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DEAD LOVE.

  • MOTHER of the unfortunate, mystic form,
  • Who calm, immutable, like oldest fate,
  • Sittest, where through the sombre swinging gate
  • Moans immemorial life’s encircling storm.
  • My heart, sore stricken by grief’s leaden arm,
  • Lags like a weary pilgrim knocking late,
  • And sigheth—toward thee staggering with its weight—
  • Behold Love conquered by thy son, the worm!
  • He stung him mid the roses’ purple bloom,
  • The Rose of roses, yea, a thing so sweet,
  • Haply to stay blind Change’s flying feet,
  • And stir with pity the unpitying tomb.
  • Here, take him, cold, cold, heavy and void of breath!
  • Nor me refuse, O Mother almighty, death.
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A DREAM.

  • IN dreams I met my Love; he stood alone,
  • A sadness like pale mist lay on his face;
  • His eyes met mine, then as with anguish prone,
  • Or yet in shame—he turned away his gaze.
  • I made no moan, but even as one in sleep
  • Helplessly murmurs, murmuring fell his name,
  • Like tears which tremulous eyelids may not keep,
  • Or flicker of involuntary flame.
  • Sharply he turned: I neither moved nor spoke,
  • But all life’s pent‐up passion gathered form,
  • Till on our eyes the full‐orbed lovelight broke,
  • Even as the sun will break upon a storm,
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  • And opening wide his arms, he stood! But I,
  • Like a pale wave with backward fluttering crest,
  • Wavered awhile, then with a rapturous cry,
  • Shivering in ecstasy, fell on his breast.
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LOVE’S PHANTOM.

  • SHUT out day’s wintry beams!
  • Sleep, brood upon my brain!
  • For sweet sleep bringeth dreams
  • And love again!
  • Love cold and wan and sere
  • Heaped over with tears and snows;
  • Lo, born within its bier,
  • Blooms like a rose!
  • Its fragrance fills each vein,
  • Its fervour flushes my heart,
  • I feel through breast and brain
  • Its rapturous smart;
  • The look, the tone, the deep
  • Supreme smile of delight:
  • Ah, fickle as love, false sleep,
  • Why take thy flight?
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SNOW OR SNOWDROPS?

  • IS it snow or snowdrops’ shimmer
  • Whitens thus the bladed grass,
  • With a faint aërial glimmer,—
  • Spring or winter, which did pass?
  • For the sky is dim and tender
  • With the evanescent light,
  • And the fading fields are white,
  • White with snow or snowdrops, under
  • The fair firstling stars of night.
  • Little robin, softly, cheerly
  • Piping on yon wintry bough,
  • Why have all the fields that pearly
  • Iridescence, knowest thou?
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  • Did old Winter, grim and hoary,
  • Aim a parting dart at Spring
  • As she fled on azure wing,
  • Or did she with rainbow glory
  • In his face her snowdrops fling?
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PAUPER POET’S SONG.

  • SUN, moon, and stars, the ample air,
  • The birds shrill whistling everywhere,
  • Fields white with lambs and daisies;
  • The pearls of eve, the jewelled morn,
  • The rose rich blowing on the thorn,
  • The glow of blush‐rose faces;
  • The silver glint of sun‐smit rain;
  • The shattered sun‐gold of the main,
  • And heaven’s sweet breath that moves it;
  • The earth, our myriad‐bosomed nurse,
  • This whole miraculous universe
  • Belongs to him who loves it!
  • Why fret then for the gold of this,
  • The fame of that man, or the bliss,
  • Or such another’s graces?
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  • Oh heart that chim’st with golden verse,
  • My heart, thou art the magic purse
  • Which all dull trouble chases;
  • Thine too fruition of all fame
  • When the live soul, as flame with flame,
  • Weds the dead soul that moves it;
  • Then sing for aye, and aye rehearse,
  • This whole miraculous universe
  • Belongs to him who loves it!
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SUNDERED PATHS.

  • TWO travellers, worn with sun and rain
  • And gropings o’er dim paths unknown,
  • Meet where long separate ways have grown
  • To one, and then diverge again.
  • They halt anigh the green wayside,
  • Where groves pant with the impassioned song
  • Of nightingales; wild roses throng
  • There round them leaning side by side.
  • As close and still more close they cling,
  • Like some weird tale—once more in dreams
  • Lived through with ghastlier horror—seems
  • That old, cold, lonely wayfairing.
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  • Oh close sweet clasp of hands! oh sweet
  • Close beat of heart on happy heart;
  • Beating as though no more apart
  • Their pulses ever again should beat!
  • One look of love! one long embrace!
  • One kiss that welds two lives in one!
  • And lo, the sudden lifted sun
  • Lights their slow feet on separate ways.
  • Fledged by strong love, their wingèd speech
  • Is borne awhile from soul to soul,
  • Then ever‐widening waters roll
  • And drown their voices each from each.
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LINES.

  • THOU camest with the coming Spring!
  • With swallows, and the murmuring
  • Of unloosed waters, with the birth
  • Of daisies dimpling the green earth.
  • And when the perfect rose of June
  • Responded to the golden noon,
  • My heart’s deep core, suffused with bliss,
  • Broke into flower beneath thy kiss.
  • But now the swallows seaward fly,
  • The winds in chorus wail, “Good‐bye!”
  • The dead leaves whirl, and like a leaf
  • My heart shakes on the gusts of grief.
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  • And yet awhile earth’s flowerless breast
  • In lethal folds of snow will rest;
  • On thee too heart, with all thy woe,
  • Death falls one day like falling snow.
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LOVE AND THE MUSE.

  • STRUCK down by Love in cruel mood,
  • That I ever met Love I rued,
  • Bleeding and bruised I lay,
  • Wet was my face as with the salt sea spray.
  • A lovely Muse on sparkling wing
  • A painless elemental thing,
  • Free as bird did float,
  • Swift flames of song light leaping from her throat.
  • And being more pitiful than Love
  • Stooped glowing from her path above,
  • And an unearthly kiss
  • Laid on my lips: Muse, answer, what is this?
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  • In dreams or drunkenness divine
  • My life is all transfused with thine;
  • Like bubbles swept along,
  • My tears dissolve on cataracts of song.
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SONG.

  • OH haste while roses bloom below,
  • Oh haste while pale and bright above
  • The sun and moon alternate glow,
  • To pluck the rose of love.
  • Yea, give the morning to the lark,
  • The nightingale its glimmering grove,
  • Give moonlight to the hungry dark,
  • But to man’s heart give love!
  • Then haste while still the roses blow,
  • And pale and bright in heaven above
  • The sun and moon alternate glow,
  • Pluck, pluck the rose of love.
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SONG.

  • ALL my heart is stirring lightly
  • Like dim violets winter‐bound,
  • Quickening as they feel the brightly
  • Glowing sunlight underground.
  • Yea, this drear and silent bosom,
  • Hushed as snow‐hid grove but now,
  • Breaketh into leaf and blossom
  • Like a gleaming vernal bough.
  • Oh the singing, singing, singing!
  • Callow hopes that thrill my breast!
  • Can the lark of love be winging
  • Back to its abandoned nest?
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IN SPRING.

  • THE young birds shy twitter
  • In hedges and bowers,
  • Fields brighten and glitter
  • With dewdrops and flowers.
  • Over flood, over fallow,
  • Impelled by old yearning,
  • The nest‐building swallow
  • Exults at returning;
  • For dark days and hoary
  • Are routed and over,
  • Dark Winter is gone;
  • Resplendent in glory,
  • The earth meets her lover,
  • Her bridegroom the Sun.
  • Must I alone sorrow,
  • Despairingly languish,
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  • Breaks never a morrow
  • On the night of my anguish?
  • The jubilant gladness
  • In bird, beam, and blossom,
  • But deepens the sadness
  • That weighs on my bosom.
  • Oh, Spring, in whose azure
  • Wake follow the starling,
  • The daisy, the dove;
  • Sweet spendthrift of pleasure,
  • Brings also my darling,
  • Oh bring me my love!
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RENUNCIATION.

When ich Dich liebe was geht es Dich an?


    I.

  • THE air is full of the peal of bells,
  • The rhythmical pealing of marriage bells;
  • But athwart and above their ringing—
  • Throbbing clear like the light of a star
  • Lost in the sunrise—I hear afar
  • The skylark’s jubilant singing.

    II.

  • The clouds all woollen and white on high,
  • Like flocks of heavenly sheep go by,
  • Go through heaven’s sapphire meadows;
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  • While here on the earth’s green meadows, deep
  • In sapphire flowers, our earthly sheep
  • Loll in their loitering shadows.

    III.

  • Come, we will sit by the wayside here,
  • They must cross this field to the chapel, dear,
  • The loved by the side for her lover.
  • Grey, through the glimmer of vernal green,
  • Its time‐worn tower may just be seen
  • Through the yews which curtain it over.

    IV.

  • Nay, little brother, why should I pine?
  • Dare a violet ask that the sun should shine,
  • The shining sun shine for it solely?
  • Lowly it lifteth its meek blue eye,
  • And yields up its soul to the sun on high,
  • Nor asks for love, loving so wholly.
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    V.

  • He passed by the garden where, snow‐white and red,
  • I tended the flowers which give us our bread,
  • And watered my lilies and roses;
  • He passed and repassed both early and late,
  • And lingering, often would lean on the gate
  • While I tied for him one of my posies.

    VI.

  • Day after day would he pass this way,
  • And his smiling was sweet as the flowers of May,
  • Or the scent of the bee‐haunted clover;
  • And a softer flame seemed to light up his eye
  • Than the lily‐white moon’s in the rose‐hued sky,
  • Ere the blush of the May‐day is over.

    VII.

  • Aye, day after day he would stop on his way,
  • While the trees were in leaf and the meadows were gay,
  • And the curled little lambs were grazing;
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  • As he went, or returned in the waning light
  • From the smoke‐capped city whose lamps by night
  • Turn the black clouds red with their blazing.

    VIII.

  • It’s a year to‐day when the young sun sets
  • Since I gave him that first bunch of violets
  • From the root on the grave of our mother.
  • Though thou seest them not with the bodily eye,
  • The language of flowers much better than I
  • I know that thou knowest, my brother.

    IX.

  • Violets—then golden daffodils
  • Which the light of the sun like a wine‐cup fills—
  • Tall tulips like flames upspringing—
  • Golden‐brown wallflowers bright as his locks—
  • Marigolds—balsams—and perfumed stocks
  • Whose scent’s like a blackbird’s singing.

    X.

  • You see, my darling, I never forget!
  • Aye, those were your own very words—ere yet
  • Our father lost his all in yon city,
  • Where the people, they say, in their struggle for gold,
  • Become like wild beasts, and the feeble and old
  • Are trampled upon without pity.

    XI.

  • Poor father was better to‐day: for the smile
  • Of the sun seemed to gladden him too for awhile
  • As he sat by the bright little casement,
  • With buttercups heaped on his knees without stint,
  • Which, deeming them childishly fresh from the mint,
  • He counted in chuckling amazement.
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    XII.

  • The air is full of the peal of bells—
  • The rhythmical pealing of marriage bells!
  • And there floats o’er the fields, o’er the fallows,
  • Borne on the wind with the wind‐blown chimes,
  • From the old house hidden in older limes,
  • A chatter of maidens and swallows.

    XIII.

  • Ah, give me the flowers!—the last year was all
  • In tune with the flowers from the spring to the fall,
  • And with singing of birds in the bowers;
  • And once—ah, look not so angry, dear!—
  • He whispered so softly I scarce could hear,
  • “You yourself are the flower of all flowers!”

    XIV.

  • But oh, when the wind was loud in the trees,
  • When the fluttering petals snowed down on the leas,
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  • And the dim sun went out like an ember,
  • He stood by the gate all drenched with the mist,
  • And I gave him my last Christmas rose, which he kissed
  • For the last time that last of November.

    XV.

  • Say, could he help if a hope as sweet
  • As the wild thyme had sprouted under his feet?
  • If his face in my heart is enfolden,
  • As the sun‐smit globes of the summer rain
  • Reflect and hold and refract again
  • The sun, the eternally golden.

    XVI.

  • He cometh, he cometh, oh brother, there!
  • Ah would that you saw the glint of his hair,
  • For he looks like that saint in the story
  • Whom you loved so to hear of in days of old,
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  • Till he lit up your dreams with his curls of gold,
  • Exhaling a mystical glory.

    XVII.

  • The unseen wings of the morning air
  • Fan his brow and ruffle his hair
  • As he steps with a stately measure;
  • White daisies under his feet are spread,
  • White butterflies hover above his head,
  • White clouds high up in the azure:

    XVIII.

  • Pelt him with sunlit April rain,
  • Rain which ripens the earth‐hid grain,
  • Which brings up the grass and the heather!
  • Hark at the peal of the bridal bells,
  • How their musical chiming swells and swells
  • As they enter the church door together.
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    XIX.

  • Let us go hence now—’tis over—the twain
  • One will they be when they pass here again:
  • All my flowers in their pathway I scatter;
  • Though he forget me as yesterday’s rose,
  • My heart with a sweet tender feeling o’erflows:
  • If I love him, to whom can it matter?

    XX.

  • Yea, let us go now; the stile, love, is here:
  • Henceforth I live but for thee. What! a tear
  • Splashed on thy hand? Nay, a drop from the shower
  • That has passed over, for yon, on that dark
  • Ominous cloud, dearest brother, the arc
  • Of the Lord’s bow now breaks into flower.
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THE ABANDONED.

  • SHE sat by the wayside and wept, where roses, red roses and white,
  • Lay wasted and withered and sere, like her life and its ruined delight;
  • Like chaff blown about in the wind whirled roses, white roses and red,
  • And pale, on night’s threshold, the moon bent over the day that was dead.
  • She sat by the wayside and wept; far over the desolate plain
  • A noise as of one that is weeping re‐echoed in wind and in rain,
  • And the long dim line of the spectral poplars with dolorous wail
  • Nodded their bald‐headed tops as they chattered with cold in the gale.
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  • She sat by the wayside and wept in a passion of vain desire,
  • And her weak heart fluttered and failed like the flame of a faltering fire,
  • Fluttered and failed in her breast like the broken wing of a bird
  • When its feathers are dabbled with gore, and the low last gurgle is heard.
  • And behold, like balm on her soul, while she sat by the wayside and wept,
  • There came a forgetting of sorrow, a lulling of grief, and she slept;
  • Yea, like the wings of a dove when cooing it broods on the nest,
  • So the wings of slumber about her assuaged and filled her with rest.
  • And a light that was not the sun’s nor the moon’s light illumined her brain;
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  • From afar in the country of dreams three maidens stole over the plain,
  • Three loveliest maidens they were, like roses, red roses and white;
  • And behold the earth and the heavens were glorified in their light.
  • And the first of the maidens was fair, as fair as the blue‐kirtled Spring,
  • When she comes with a snowfall of blossoms and a rustling of birds on the wing,
  • When a glimmer of green like a tide rolls over the woodland and vales,
  • And odours are blown on the winds with the song of the nightingales.
  • The second was loftier of stature, a huntress of grief;
  • The wilderness glowed as she passed and broke into blossom and leaf;
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  • Yea, it seemed that her upturned eyes, with their fathomless gaze,
  • Could pierce to the shining stars through the veil of the noonday blaze.
  • But the third was a splendour incarnate, a luminous form,
  • Thrilling with raptures that keep the heart of the cold earth warm,
  • Who hidden far in the mystical glory of quivering rays
  • Sets the whole world on fire for an absolute sight of her face.
  • But darkling ever they see her, and ever as through a veil,
  • For if naked she lightens upon them, their lives must shrivel and fail,
  • Must fail and shrivel consumed by that burst of insufferable light,
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  • As a tree set on fire by lightning which burns to the ground in a night.
  • The first one kissed her cheek, her cheek grew pallid and wan:
  • “Goodbye,” she cried, “we must part; I am Youth, and I follow the sun;
  • I am Youth, and I love to build in the heart that is buoyant and gay;
  • Goodbye, we shall meet not again,” she cried, as she fluttered away.
  • The second she kissed her eyes, then the glamour went out of their gaze,
  • Through the magical show she beheld life staring her straight in the face;
  • With a terrible Gorgon stare that turned her heart into stone—
  • “Adieu,” she sighed, “I am Hope, all is over between us and done.”
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  • The third one she kissed her lips, and the kiss was a quenchless fire,
  • It burned up her life like a victim’s in the flames of a funeral pyre—
  • “Farewell,” she wailed, “I am Love,” and her wings were spread as for flight—
  • It seemed like the wail of the wind as they left her alone with the night.
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