The Lady of La Garaye.
Norton, Caroline Sheridan, 18081877.
THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
PROLOGUE.
- RUINS! A charm is in the word:
- It makes us smile, it makes us sigh,
- ’Tis like the note of some spring bird
- Recalling other Springs gone by,
- And other wood‐notes which we heard
- With some sweet face in some green lane,
- And never can so hear again!
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- Ruins! They were not desolate
- To us,—the ruins we remember:
- Early we came and lingered late,
- Through bright July, or rich September;
- With young companions wild with glee,
- We feasted ’neath some spreading tree—
- And looked into their laughing eyes,
- And mocked the echo for replies.
- Oh! eyes—and smiles—and days of yore,
- Can nothing your delight restore?
- Return!
- Return? In vain we listen;
- Those voices have been lost to earth!
- Our hearts may throb—our eyes may glisten,
- They’ll call no more in love or mirth.
- For, like a child sent out to play,
- Our youth hath had its holiday,
- And silence deepens where we stand
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- Lone as in some foreign land,
- Where our language is not spoken,
- And none know our hearts are broken.
- Ruins! How we loved them then!
- How we loved the haunted glen
- Which grey towers overlook,
- Mirrored in the glassy brook.
- How we dreamed,—and how we guessed,
- Looking up, with earnest glances,
- Where the black crow built its nest,
- And we built our wild romances;
- Tracing in the crumbled dwelling
- Bygone tales of no one’s telling!
- This was the Chapel: that the stair:
- Here, where all lies damp and bare,
- The fragrant thurible was swung,
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- The silver lamp in beauty hung,
- And in that mass of ivied shade
- The pale nuns sang—the abbot prayed.
- This was the Kitchen. Cold and blank
- The huge hearth yawns; and wide and high
- The chimney shows the open sky;
- There daylight peeps through many a crank
- Where birds immund find shelter dank,
- And when the moonlight shineth through,
- Echoes the wild tu‐whit tu‐whoo
- Of mournful owls, whose languid flight
- Scarce stirs the silence of the night.
- This is the Courtyard,—damp and drear!
- The men‐at‐arms were mustered here;
- Here would the fretted war‐horse bound,
- Starting to hear the trumpet sound;
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- And Captains, then of warlike fame,
- Clanked and glittered as they came.
- Forgotten names! forgotten wars!
- Forgotten gallantry and scars!
- How is your little busy day
- Perished and crushed and swept away!
- Here is the Lady’s Chamber, whence
- With looks of lovely innocence
- Some heroine our fancy dresses
- In golden locks or raven tresses,
- And pearl embroidered silks and stuffs,
- And quaintly quilted sleeves and ruffs,
- Looked forth to see retainers go,
- Or trembled at the assaulting foe.
- This was the Dungeon; deep and dark!
- Where the starved prisoner moaned in vain
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- Until Death left him, stiff and stark,
- Unconscious of the galling chain
- By which the thin bleached bones were bound
- When chance revealed them under ground.
- Oh, Time! oh, ever conquering Time!
- These men had once their prime:
- But now, succeeding generations hear
- Beneath the shadow of each crumbling arch
- The music low and drear,
- The muffled music of thy onward march,
- Made up of piping winds and rustling leaves
- And plashing rain‐drops falling from slant eaves,
- And all mysterious unconnected sounds
- With which the place abounds.
- Time doth efface
- Each day some lingering trace
- Of human government and human care:
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- The things of air
- And earth, usurp the walls to be their own;
- Creatures that dwell alone,
- Occupy boldly: every mouldering nook
- Wherein we peer and look,
- Seems with wild denizens so swarming rife,
- We know the healthy stir of human life
- Must be for ever gone!
- The walls where hung the warriors’ shining casques
- Are green with moss and mould;
- The blindworm coils where Queens have slept, nor asks
- For shelter from the cold.
- The swallow,—he is master all the day,
- And the great owl is ruler through the night;
- The little bat wheels on his circling way
- With restless flittering flight;
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- And that small black bat, and the creeping things,
- At will they come and go,
- And the soft white owl with velvet wings
- And a shriek of human woe!
- The brambles let no footstep pass
- By that rent in the broken stair,
- Where the pale tufts of the windle‐strae grass
- Hang like locks of dry dead hair;
- But there the keen wind ever weeps and moans,
- Working a passage through the mouldering stones.
- Oh, Time! oh, conquering Time!
- I know that wild wind’s chime
- Which, like a passing bell,
- Or distant knell,
- Speaks to man’s heart of Death and of Decay;
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- While thy step passes o’er the necks of Kings
- And over common things,—
- And into Earth’s green orchards making way,
- Halts, where the fruits of human hope abound,
- And shakes their trembling ripeness to the ground.
- But hark, a sudden shout
- Of laughter! and a nimble giddy rout,
- Who know not yet what saddened hours may mean,
- Come dancing through the scene!
- Ruins! Ruins! let us roam
- Through what was a human home,
- What care we
- How deep its depths of darkness be?
- Follow! Follow!
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- Down the hollow
- Through the bramble‐fencing thorns
- Where the white snail hides her horns;
- Leap across the dreadful gap
- To that corner’s mossy lap,—
- Do, and dare!
- Clamber up the crumbling stair;
- Trip along the narrow wall,
- Where the sudden rattling fall
- Of loosened stones, on winter nights,
- In his dreams the peasant frights:
- And push them, till their rolling sound,
- Dull and heavy, beat the ground.
- Now a song, high up and clear,
- Like a lark’s enchants the ear;
- Or some happy face looks down,
- Looking, oh! so fresh and fair,
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- Wearing youth’s most glorious crown,
- One rich braid of golden hair:
- Or two hearts that wildly beat,
- And two pair of eager feet,
- Linger in the turret’s bend
- As they side by side ascend,
- For the momentary bliss
- Of a lover’s stolen kiss;
- And emerge into the shining
- Of that summer day’s declining,
- Disengaging clasping hands
- As they meet their comrade bands;
- With the smile that lately hovered,
- (Making lips and eyes so bright,)
- And the blush which darkness covered
- Mantling still in rosy light!
- Ruins! Oh! ye have your charm;
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- Death is cold, but life is warm;
- And the fervent days we knew
- Ere our hopes grew faint and few,
- Claim even now a happy sigh,
- Thinking of those hours gone by:
- Of the wooing long since passed,—
- Of the love that still shall last,—
- Of the wooing and the winning;
- Brightest end to bright beginning;
- When the feet we sought to guide
- Tripped so lightly by our side,
- That, as swift they made their way
- Through the path and tangled brake,
- Safely we could swear and say
- We loved all ruins for their sake!
- Gentle hearts, one ruin more
- From amongst so many score—
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- One, from out a host of names,
- To your notice puts forth claims.
- Come! with me make holiday,
- In the woods of La Garaye,
- Sit within those tangled bowers,
- Where fleet by the silent hours,
- Only broken by a song
- From the chirping woodland throng.
- Listen to the tale I tell:
- Grave the story is—not sad;
- And the peasant plodding by
- Greets the place with kindly eye
- For the inmates that it had!
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
PART I.
- ON Dinan’s walls the morning sunlight plays,
- Gilds the stern fortress with a crown of rays,
- Shines on the children’s heads that troop to school,
- Turns into beryl‐brown the forest pool,
- Sends diamond sparkles over gushing springs,
- And showers down glory on the simplest things.
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- And many a young seigneur and damsel bold
- See with delight those beams of reddening gold,
- For they are bid to join the hunt to‐day
- By Claud Marot, the lord of La Garaye;
- And merry is it in his spacious halls;
- Cheerful the host, whatever sport befalls,
- Cheerful and courteous, full of manly grace,
- His heart’s frank welcome written in his face;
- So eager, that his pleasure never cloys,
- But glad to share whatever he enjoys;
- Rich, liberal, gaily dressed, of noble mien,
- Clear eyes,—full curving mouth,—and brow serene;
- Master of speech in many a foreign tongue,
- And famed for feats of arms, although so young;
- Dexterous in fencing, skilled in horsemanship—
- His voice and hand preferred to spur or whip;
- Quick at a jest and smiling repartee,
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- With a sweet laugh that sounded frank and free,
- But holding Satire an accursèd thing,
- A poisoned javelin or a serpent’s sting;
- Pitiful to the poor; of courage high;
- A soul that could all turns of fate defy
- Gentle to women: reverent to old age:
- What more, young Claud, could men’s esteem engage?
- What more be given to bless thine earthy state,
- Save Love,—which still must crown the happiest fate!
- Love, therefore, came. That sunbeam lit his life
- And where he wooed, he won, a gentle wife
- Born, like himself, of lineage brave and good;
- And, like himself, of warm and eager mood;
- Glad to share gladness, pleasure to impart,
- With dancing spirits and a tender heart.
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- Pleased too to share the manlier sports which made
- The joy of his young hours. No more afraid
- Of danger, than the seabird, used to soar
- From the high rocks above the ocean’s roar,
- Which dips its slant wing in the wave’s white crest,
- And deems the foamy undulations, rest.
- Nor think the feminine beauty of her soul
- Tarnished by yielding to such joy’s control;
- Nor that the form which, like a flexile reed,
- Swayed with the movements of her bounding steed,
- Took from those graceful hours a rougher force,
- Or left her nature masculine and coarse.
- She was not bold from boldness, but from love;
- Bold from gay frolic; glad with him to rove
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- In danger or in safety, weal or woe,
- And where he ventured, still she yearned to go.
- Bold with the courage of his bolder life,
- At home a tender and submissive wife;
- Abroad, a woman, modest,—ay, and proud;
- Not seeking homage from the casual crowd.
- She remained pure, that darling of his sight,
- In spite of boyish feats, and rash delight;
- Still the eyes fell before an insolent look,
- Or flashed their bright and innocent rebuke;
- Still the cheek kept its delicate youthful bloom,
- And the blush reddened through the snow‐white plume.
- He that had seen her, with her courage high,
- First in the chase where all dashed rapid by;
- He that had watched her bright impetuous look
- When she prepared to leap the silver brook,—
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- Fair in her Springtime as a branch of May,—
- Had felt the dull sneer feebly die away,
- And unused kindly smiles upon his cold lips play!
- God made all pleasure innocent; but man
- Turns them to shame, since first our earth began
- To shudder ’neath the stroke of delving tools
- When Eve and Adam lost,—poor tempted fools,—
- The sweet safe shelter of their Eden bowers,
- Its easy wealth of sun‐ripe fruits and flowers,
- For some forbidden zest that was not given,
- Some riotous hope to make a mimic heaven,
- And sank,—from being wingless angels,—low
- Into the depths of mean and abject woe.
- Why should the sweet elastic sense of joy
- Presage a fault? Why should the pleasure cloy,
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- Or turn to blame, which Heaven itself inspires,
- Who gave us health and strength and all desires?
- The children play, and sin not;—let the young
- Still carol songs, as others too have sung;
- Still urge the fiery courser o’er the plain,
- Proud of his glossy sides and flowing mane;
- Still, when they meet in careless hours of mirth,
- Laugh, as if Sorrow were unknown to earth;
- Prattling sweet nothings, which, like buds of flowers,
- May turn to earnest thoughts and vigilant hours.
- What boys can suffer, and weak women dare,
- Let Indian and Crimean wastes declare:
- Perchance in that gay group of laughers stand
- Guides and defenders for our native land;—
- Folly it is to see a wit in woe,
- And hold youth sinful for the spirits’ flow.
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- As thro’ the meadow lands clear rivers run,
- Blue in the shadow—silver in the sun—
- Till, rolling by some pestilential source,
- Some factory work whose wheels with horrid force
- Strike the pure waters with their dripping beams,
- Send poison gushing to the crystal streams,
- And leave the innocent things to whom God gave
- A natural home in that translucent wave
- Gasping strange death, and floating down to show
- The evil working in the depths below,—
- So man can poison pleasure at its source;
- Clog the swift sparkle of its rapid course,
- Mix muddy morbid thoughts in vicious strife,
- Till to the surface floats the death of life;—
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- But not the less the stream itself was pure—
- And not the less may blameless joy endure.
- Careless,—but not impure,—the joyous days
- Passed in a rapturous whirl; a giddy maze,
- Where the young Count and lovely Countess drew
- A new delight from every pleasure new.
- They woke to gladness as the morning broke;
- Their very voices kept, whene’er they spoke,
- A ring of joy, a harmony of life,
- That made you bless the husband and the wife.
- And every day the careless festal throng,
- And every night the dance and feast and song,
- Shared with young boon companions, marked the time
- As with a carillon’s exulting chime;
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- Where those two entered, gloom passed out of sight,
- Chased by the glow of their intense delight.
- So, till the day when over Dinan’s walls
- The Autumn sunshine of my story falls;
- And the guests bidden, gather for the chase,
- And the smile brightens on the lovely face
- That greets them in succession as they come
- Into that high and hospitable home.
- Like a sweet picture doth the Lady stand,
- Still blushing as she bows; one tiny hand,
- Hid by a pearl‐embroidered gauntlet, holds
- Her whip, and her long robe’s exuberant folds.
- The other hand is bare, and from her eyes
- Shades now and then the sun, or softly lies,
- With a caressing touch, upon the neck
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- Of the dear glossy steed she loves to deck
- With saddle‐housings worked in golden thread,
- And golden bands upon his noble head.
- White is the little hand whose taper fingers
- Smooth his fine coat,—and still the lady lingers,
- Leaning against his side; nor lifts her head,
- But gently turns as gathering footsteps tread;
- Reminding you of doves with shifting throats,
- Brooding in sunshine by their sheltering cotes.
- Under her plumèd hat her wealth of curls
- Falls down in golden links among her pearls,
- And the rich purple of her velvet vest
- Slims the young waist, and rounds the graceful breast.
- So, till the latest joins the happy Meet;
- Then springs she gladly to her eager feet;
- And, while the white hand from her courser’s side
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- Slips like a snow‐flake, stands prepared to ride.
- Then lightly vaulting to her seat, she seems
- Queen of some fair procession seen in dreams;
- Queen of herself, and of the world; sweet Queen!
- Her crown the plume above her brow serene,
- Her jewelled whip a sceptre, and her dress
- The regal mantle worn by loveliness.
- And well she wears such mantle: swift
the
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horse,
- But firm her seat throughout the rapid course;
- No rash unsteadiness, no shifting pose
- Disturbs that line of beauty as she goes:
- She wears her robe as some fair sloop her sails,
- Which swell and flutter to the rising gales,
- But never from the cordage taut and trim
- Slacken or swerve away. The evening dim
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- Sees her return, unwearied and unbent,
- The fair folds falling smooth as when she went;
- The little foot no clasping buckle keeps,
- She frees it, and to earth untrammelled leaps.
- Alas! look well upon that picture fair!
- The face—the form—the smile—the golden hair;
- The agile beauty of each movement made,—
- The loving softness of her eyes’ sweet shade,
- The bloom and pliant grace of youthful days,
- The gladness and the glory of her gaze.
- If we knew when the last time was the last,
- Visions so dear to straining eyes went past;
- If we knew when the horror and the gloom
- Should overcast the pride of beauty’s bloom;
- If we knew when affection nursed in vain
- Should grow to be but bitterness and pain;
- It were a curse to blight all living hours
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- With a hot dust, like dark volcano showers.
- Give thanks to God who blinded us with Hope;
- Denied man skill to draw his horoscope;
- And, to keep mortals of the present fond,
- Forbid the keenest sight to pierce beyond!
- Falsehood from those we trusted; cruel sneers
- From those whose voice was music to our ears;
- Lonely old age; oppressed and orphaned youth;
- Yearning appeals to hearts that know no ruth;
- Ruin, that starves pale mouths we loved to feed;
- A friend’s forsaking in our utmost need;
- These come,—and sting,—and madden; ay, and slay;
- But not the less our joy hath had its day;
- No little cloud first flecked our tranquil skies,
- Presaging shipwreck to the prophet eyes;
- No hand came forth upon the walls of home
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- With vanishing radiance writing darkest doom;
- No child‐soul called us in the dead of night,
- Thrilled with a message from a God of might;
- No shrouded Seer, by some enforcing spell,
- Rose from Death’s rest, Life’s restless chance to tell;
- The lightning smote us—shivering stem and bough:
- All was so green: all lies so blighted now!
- They ride together all that sunny day,
- Claud and the lovely Lady of Garaye;
- O’er hill and dale,—through fields of late reaped corn,
- Through woods,—wherever sounds the hunting horn,
- Wherever scour the fleet hounds, fast they follow,
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- Through tufted thickets and the leaf‐strewn hollow;
- And thrice,—the game secured,—they rest awhile,
- And slacken bridle with a breathless smile:
- And thrice, with joyous speed, off, off they go,—
- Like a fresh arrow from a new‐strung bow!
- But now the ground is rough with boulder stones,
- Where, wild beneath, the prisoned streamlet moans,
- The prisoned streamlet strugggling to be free,
- Baring the roots of many a toppling tree,
- Breaking the line where smooth‐barked saplings rank,
- And undermining all the creviced bank;
- Till gushing out at length to open space,
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- Mad with the effort of its desperate race,
- It pauses, swelling o’er the narrow ridge
- Where fallen branches make a natural bridge,
- Leaps to the next desent, and, balked no more,
- Foams to a waterfall, whose ceaseless roar
- Echoes far down the banks, and through the forest hoar!
- Across the water full of peakèd stones—
- Across the water where it chafes and moans—
- Across the water at its widest part—
- Which wilt thou leap,—oh, lady of brave heart?
- Their smiling eyes have met—those eager two:
- She looks at Claud, as questioning which to do:
- He rides—reins in —looks down the torrent’s course,—
- Pats the sleek neck of his sure‐footed horse,—
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- Stops,—measures spaces with his eagle eye,
- Tries a new track, and yet returns to try.
- Sudden, while pausing at the very brink,
- The damp leaf‐covered ground appears to sink,
- And the keen instinct of the wise dumb brute
- Escapes the yielding earth, the slippery root;
- With a wild effort as if taking wing
- The monstrous gap he clears with one safe spring;
- Reaches—(and barely reaches)—past the roar
- Of the wild stream, the further lower shore,—
- Scrambles—recovers,—rears—and panting stands
- Safe ’neath his master’s nerveless trembling hands.
- Oh! even while he leapt, his horrid thought
- Was of the peril to that lady brought;
- Oh! even while he leapt, her Claud looked back,
- And shook his hand to warn her from the track.
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- In vain: the pleasant voice she loved so well
- Feebly re‐echoed through that dreadful dell,
- The voice that was the music of her home
- Shouted in vain across that torrent’s foam.
- He saw her, pausing on the bank above;
- Saw,—like a dreadful vision of his love,—
- That dazzling dream stand on the edge of death:
- Saw it—and stared—and prayed—and held his breath.
- Bright shone the Autumn sun on wood and plain;
- On the steed’s glossy flanks and flowing mane;
- On the wild silver of the rushing brook;
- On his wife’s smiling and triumphant look;
- Bright waved against the sky her wind‐tost plume,
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- Bright on her freshened cheek the healthy bloom,—
- Oh! all bright things, how could ye end in doom?
- Forward they leaped! They leaped—a coloured flash
- Of life and beauty. Hark! a sudden crash,—
- Blent with that dreadful sound, a man’s sharp cry,—
- Prone,—’neath the crumbling bank,—the horse and lady lie!
- The heart grows humble in an awe‐struck grief;
- Claud thinks not, dreams not, plans not her relief.
- Strengthen him but, O God! to reach the place,
- And let him look upon her dying face!
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- Let him but say farewell! farewell, sweet love!
- And once more hear her speak, and see her move,—
- And ask her if she suffers where she lies,—
- And kiss the lids down on her closing eyes,—
- And he will be content.
- He climbs and strives:
- The strength is in his heart of twenty lives;
- Across the leaf‐strewn gaps he madly springs;
- From branch to branch like some wild ape he swings;
- Breasts, with hot effort, that cold rushing source
- Of death and danger. With a giant’s force
- His bleeding hands and broken nails have clung
- Round the gnarled slippery roots above him hung,
- And now he’s near,—he sees her through the leaves;
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- But a new horrid fear his mind receives:
- The steed! his hoofs may crush that angel head!
- No, Claud,—her favourite is already dead,
- One shivering gasp thro’ limbs that now stretch out like lead.
- He’s with her! is he dying too? his blood
- Beats no more to and fro; his abstract mood
- Weighs like a nightmare; something, well he knows,
- Is horrible,—and still the horror grows;
- But what it is, or how it came to pass,
- Or why he lies half fainting on the grass,
- Or what he strove to clutch at in his fall,
- Or why he had no power for help to call,
- This is confused and lost.
- But Claud has heard
- A sound like breathings from a sleeping bird
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- New‐caged that day,—a weak distrubing sigh,
- The whisper of a grief that cannot cry,—
- Repeated, and then still; and then again
- Repeated,—and a long low moan of pain.
- The hunt is passing; through the arching glade
- The hounds sweep on in flickering light and shade,
- The cheery huntsman winds his rallying horn,
- And voices shouting from his guests that morn
- Keep calling, calling, “Claud, the hunt is o’er,
- Return we to the merry halls once more!”
- Claud hears not; heeds not;—all is like a dream
- Except that lady lying by the stream;
- Above all tumult of uproarious sound
- Comes the faint sigh that breathes along the ground,
- Where pale as death in her returning life
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- Writhes the sweet angel whom he still calls wife.
- He parts the masses of her golden hair,
- He lifts her, helpless, with a shudderng care,
- He looks into her face with awe‐struck eyes;—
- She dies—the darling of his soul—she dies!
- You might have heard, through that thought’s fearful shock,
- The beating of his heart like some huge clock;
- And then the strong pulse falter and stand still,
- When lifted from that fear with sudden thrill
- He bent to catch faint murmurs of his name,
- Which from those blanched lips low and trembling came:
- “Oh! Claud!” she said: no more—
- But never yet,
- Through all the loving days since first they met,
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- Leaped his heart’s blood with such a yearning vow
- That she was all in all to him, as now.
- “Oh! Claud—the pain!”
- “Oh! Gertrude, my beloved!”
- Then faintly o’er her lips a wan smile moved,
- Which dumbly spoke of comfort from his tone,
- As though she felt half saved, not so to die alone.
- Ah! happy they who in their grief or pain
- Yearn not for some familiar face in vain;
- Who in the sheltering arms of love can lie
- Till human passion breathes its latest sigh;
- Who, when words fail to enter the dull ear,
- And when eyes cease from seeing forms most dear,
- Still the fond clasping touch can understand,—
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- And sink to death from that detaining hand!
- He sits and watches; and she lies and moans;
- The wild stream rushes over broken stones;
- The dead leaves flutter to the mossy earth;
- Far‐away echoes bring the hunters’ mirth;
- And the long hour creeps by—too long—too long;
- Till the chance music of a peasant’ song
- Breaks the hard silence with a human hope,
- And Claud starts up and gazes down the slope;
- And from a wandering herdsman he obtains
- The help whose want has chilled his anxious veins.
- Into a simple litter then they bind
- Thin cradling branches deftly intertwined;
- And there they lay the lady as they found her,
- With all her bright hair streaming sadly round her;
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- Her white lips parted o’er the pearly teeth
- Like pictured saints’, who die a martyr’s death,—
- And slowly bear her, like a corse of clay,
- Back to the home she left so blithe to‐day.
- The starry lights shine forth from tower and hall,
- Stream through the gateway, glimmer on the wall,
- And the loud pleasant stir of busy men
- In courtyard and in stable sounds again.
- And through the windows, as that death‐bier passes,
- They see the shining of the ruby glasses
- Set at brief intervals for many a guest
- Prepared to share the laugh, the song, the jest;
- Prepared to drink, with many a courtly phrase,
- Their host and hostess—‘Health to the Garayes!’
- Health to the slender, lithe, yet stalwart frame
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- Of Claud Marot—Count of that noble name;
- Health to his lovely Countess: health—to her!
- Scarce seems she now with faintest breath to stir:
- Oh! half‐shut eyes—oh! brow with torture damp,—
- Will life’s oil rise in that expiring lamp?
- Are there yet days to come, or does he bend
- Over a hope of which this is the end?
- He shivers, and hot tears shut out the sight
- Of that dear home for feasting made so bright;
- The golden evening light is round him dying,
- The dark rooks to their nests are slowly flying,
- As underneath the portal, faint with fear,
- He sees her carried, now so doubly dear;
- “Save her!” is written in his anxious glances,
- As the quick‐summoned leech in haste advances.
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- “Save her!”—and through the gloom of midnight hours,
- And through the hot noon, shut from air and flowers,
- Young Claud sits patient—waiting day by day
- For health for that sweet lady of Garaye.
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
PART II.
- A FIRST walk after sickness: the sweet breeze
- That murmurs welcome in the bending trees,
- When the cold shadowy foe of life departs,
- And the warm blood flows freely through our hearts:
- The smell of roses,—sound of trickling streams,
- The elastic turf cross‐barred with golden gleams,
- That seems to lift, and meet our faltering tread;
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- The happy birds, loud singing overhead;
- The glorious range of distant shade and light,
- In blue perspective, rapturous to our sight,
- Weary of draperied curtains folding round,
- And the monotonous chamber’s narrow bound;
- With,—best of all,—the consciousness at length,
- In every nerve of sure returning strength:—
- Long the dream stayed to cheer that darkened room,
- That this should be the end of all that gloom!
- Long, as the vacant life trained idly by,
- She pressed her pillow with a restless sigh,—
- “To‐morrow, surely, I shall stronger feel!”
- To‐morrow! but the slow days onward steal,
- And find her still with feverish aching head,
- Still cramped with pain; still lingering in her bed;
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- Still sighing out the tedium of the time;
- Still listening to the clock’s recurring chime,
- As though the very hours that struck were foes,
- And might, but would not, grant complete respose.
- Until the skilled physician,—sadly bold
- From frequent questioning,—her sentence told!
- That no good end could come to her faint yearning,—
- That no bright hour should see her health returning,—
- That changeful seasons,—not for one dark year,
- But on through life,—must teach her how to bear:
- For through all Springs, with rainbow‐tinted showers,
- And through all Summers, with their wealth of flowers,
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- And every Autumn, with its harvest‐home,
- And all white Winters of the time to come,—
- Crooked and sick for ever she must be:
- Her life of wild activity and glee
- Was with the past, the future was a life
- Dismal and feeble; full of suffering; rife
- With chill denials of accustomed joy,
- Continual torment, and obscure annoy.
- Blighted in all her bloom,—her withered frame
- Must now inherit age; young but in name.
- Never could she, at close of some long day
- Of pain that strove with hope, exulting lay
- A tiny new‐born infant on her breast,
- And, in the soft lamp’s glimmer, sink to rest,
- The strange corporeal weakness sweetly blent
- With a delicious dream of full content;
- With pride of motherhood, and thankful prayers,
- And a confused glad sense of novel cares,
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- And peeps into the future brightly given,
- As though her babe’s blue eyes turned earth to heaven!
- Never again could she, when Claud returned
- After brief absence, and her fond heart yearned
- To see his earnest eyes, with upward glancing,
- Greet her known windows, even while yet advancing,—
- Fly with light footsteps down the great hall‐stair,
- And give him welcome in the open air
- As though she were too glad to see him come,
- To wait till he should enter happy home,
- And there, quick‐breathing, glowing, sparkling stand,
- His arm round her slim waist; hand locked in hand;
- The mutual kiss exchanged of happy greeting,
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- That needs no secrecy of lovers’ meeting;
- While, giving welcome also in their way,
- Her dogs barked rustling round him, wild with play;
- And voices called, and hasty steps replied,
- And the sleek fiery steed was led aside,
- And the grey seneschal came forth and smiled,
- Who held him in his arms while yet a child;
- And cheery jinglings from unfastened doors,
- And vaulted echoes through long corridors,
- And distant bells that thrill along the wires,
- And stir of logs that heap up autumn fires,
- Crowned the glad eager bustle that makes known
- The Master’s step is on his threshold‐stone!
- Never again those rides so gladly shared,
- So much enjoyed,—in which so much was dared
- To prove no peril from the gate or brook,—
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- Need bring the shadow of an anxious look,
- To mar the pleasant ray of proud surprise
- That shone from out those dear protecting eyes.
- No more swift hurrying through the summer rain,
- That showered light silver on the freshened plain,
- Hung on the tassels of the hazel bough,
- And plashed the azure of the river’s flow.
- No more glad climbing of the mountain height,
- From whence a map, drawn out in lines of light,
- Showed dotting villages, and distant spires,
- And the red rows of metal‐burning fires,
- And purple covering woods, within which stand
- White mansions of the nobles of the land.
- No more sweet wanderings far from tread of men,
- In the deep thickets of the sunny glen,
- To see the vanished Spring bud forth again;
- Its well remembered tufts of primrose set
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- Among the sheltered banks of violet;
- Or in thatched summer‐houses sit and dream,
- Through gurgling gushes of the woodland stream;
- Then, rested rise, and by the sunset ray
- Saunter at will along the homeward way;
- Pausing at each delight,—the singing loud
- Of some sweet thrush, e’er lingering eve be done;
- Or the pink shining of some casual cloud
- That blushes deeper as it nears the sun.
- The rough woodpath; the little rocky burn;
- Nothing of this can ever now return.
- The life of joy is over: what is left
- Is a half life; a life of strength bereft;
- The body broken from the yearning soul,
- Never again to make a perfect whole!
- Helpless desires, and cravings unfulfilled;
- Bitter regret, in stormy weepings stilled;
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- Strivings whose easy effort used to bless,
- Grown full of danger and sharp weariness;
- This is the life whose dreadful dawn must rise
- When the night lifts, within whose gloom she lies:
- Hope, on whose lingering help she leaned so late,
- Struck from her clinging by the sword of fate—
- That wild word NEVER, to her shrinking gaze,
- Seems written on the wall in fiery rays.
- Never!—our helpless changeful natures shrink
- Before that word as from the grave’s cold brink!
- Set us a term whereto we must endure,
- And you shall find our crown of patience sure;
- But the irrevocable smites us down;—
- Helpless we lie before the eternal frown;
- Waters of Marah whelm the blinded soul,
- Stifle the heart, and drown our self‐control.
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- So, when she heard the grave physician speak,
- Horror crept through her veins, who, faint and weak,
- And tortured by all motion, yet had lain
- With a meek cheerfulness that conquered pain,
- Hoping,—till that dark hour. Give back the hope,
- Though years rise sad with intervening scope!
- Scarce can those radiant eyes with sickly stare
- Yet comprehend that sentence of despair:
- Crooked and sick for ever! Crooked and sick!
- She, in whose veins the passionate blood ran quick
- As leaps the rivulet from the mountain height,
- That dances rippling into Summer light;
- She, in whose cheek the rich bloom always stayed,
- And only deepened to a lovelier shade;
- She, whose fleet limbs no exercise could tire,
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- When wild hill‐climbing wooed her spirit higher!
- Knell not above her bed this funeral chime;
- Bid her be prisoner for a certain time;
- Tell her blank years must waste in that changed home,
- But not for ever,—not for life to come;
- Let infinite torture be her daily guest,
- But set a term beyond which shall be rest.
- In vain! she sees that trembling fountain rise,
- Tears of compassion in an old man’s eyes;
- And in low pitying tones, again he tells
- The doom that sounds to her like funeral bells.
- Long on his face her wistful gaze she kept;
- Then dropped her head, and wildly moaned and wept;
- Shivering through every limb, as lightning thought
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- Smote her with all the endless ruin wrought.
- Never to be a mother! Never give
- Another life beyond her own to live,
- Never to see her husband bless their child,
- Thinking (dear blessèd thought!) like him it smiled:
- Never again with Claud to walk or ride,
- Partake his pleasures with a playful pride,
- But cease from all companionship so shared,
- And only have the hours his pity spared.
- His pity—ah! his pity, would it prove
- As warm and lasting as admiring love?
- Or would her petty joys’ late‐spoken doom
- Carry the great joy with them to joy’s tomb?
- Would all the hopes of life at once take wing?
- The thought went through her with a secret sting,
- And she repeated, with a moaning cry,
- “Better to die, O God! ’Twere best to die!”
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- But we die not by wishing; in God’s hour,
- And not our own, do we yield up the power
- To suffer or enjoy. The broken heart
- Creeps through the world, encumbered by its clay;
- While dearly loved and cherished ones depart,
- Though prayer and sore lamenting clog their way.
- She lived: she left that sick room, and was brought
- Into the scenes of customary thought:
- The banquet‐room, where lonely sunshine slept,
- Saw her sweet eyes look round before she wept;
- The garden heard the slow wheels of her chair,
- When noon‐day heat had warmed the untried air;
- The pictures she had smiled upon for years,
- Met her gaze trembling through a mist of tears;
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- Her favourite dog, his long unspoken name
- Hearing once more, with timid fawning came;
- It seemed as if all things partook her blight,
- And sank in shadow like a spell of night.
- And she saw Claud,—Claud in the open day,
- Who through dim sunsets, curtained half away,
- And by the dawn, and by the lamp’s pale ray
- So long had watched her!
- And Claud also saw,
- That beauty which was once without a flaw;
- And flushed,—but strove to hide the sense of shock,—
- The feelings that some witchcraft seemed to mock.
- Are those her eyes, those eyes so full of pain?
- Her restless looks that hunt for ease in vain?
- Is that her step, that halt uneven tread?
- Is that her blooming cheek, so pale and dead?
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- Is that,—the querulous anxious mind that tells
- Its little ills, and on each ailment dwells,—
- The spirit alert which early morning stirred
- Even as it rouses every gladsome bird,
- Whose chorus of irregular music goes
- Up with the dew that leaves the sun‐touched rose?
- Oh! altered, altered; even the smile is gone,
- Which, like a sunbeam, once exulting shone!
- Smiles have returned; but not the smiles of yore;
- The joy, the youth, the triumph, are no more.
- An anxious smile remains, that disconnects
- Smiling from gladness; one that more dejects,
- Than floods of passionate weeping, for it tries
- To contradict the question of our eyes:
- We say, “Thou’rt pained, poor heart, and full of woe?”
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- It drops that shining veil, and answers “No;”
- Shrinks from the touch of unaccepted hands,
- And while it grieves, a show of joy commands.
- Wan shine such smiles;—as evening sunlight falls
- On a deserted house whose empty walls
- No longer echo to the children’s play
- Or voice of ruined inmates fled away;
- Where wintry winds alone, with idle state,
- Move the slow swinging of its rusty gate.
- But something sadder even than her pain
- Torments her now; and thrills each languid vein.
- Love’s tender instinct feels through every nerve
- When love’s desires, or love itself doth swerve.
- All the world’s praise re‐echoed to the sky
- Cancels not blame that shades a lover’s eye;
- All the world’s blame, which scorn for scorn repays,
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- Fails to disturb the joy of lover’s praise.
- Ah! think not vanity alone doth deck
- Wtih rounded pearls the young girl’s innocent neck,
- Who in her duller days contented tries
- The homely robe that with no rival vies,
- But on the happy night she hopes to meet
- The one to whom she comes with trembling feet,
- With crimson roses decks her bosom fair,
- Warm as the thoughts of love all glowing there,
- Because she must his favourite colours wear;
- And all the bloom and beauty of her youth
- Can scarce repay, she thinks, her lover’s truth.
- Vain is the argument so often moved,
- “Who feels no jealousy hath never loved;”
- She whose quick fading comes before her tomb,
- Is jealous even of her former bloom.
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- Restless she pines; because, to her distress,
- One charm the more is now one claim the less
- On his regard whose words are her chief treasures,
- And by whose love alone her worth she measures.
- Gertrude of La Garaye, thy heart is sore;
- A worm is gnawing at the rose’s core,
- A doubt corrodeth all thy tender trust,
- The freshness of thy day is choked in dust.
- Not for the pain—although the pain be great,
- Not for the change—though changed be all thy state;
- But for a sorrow dumb and unrevealed,
- Most from its cause with mournful care concealed—
- From Claud—who goes and who returns with sighs
- And gazes on his wife with wistful eyes,
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- And muses in his brief and cheerless rides
- If her dull mood will mend; and inly chides
- His own sad spirit, that sinks down so low,
- Instead of lifting her from all her woe;
- And thinks if he but loved her less, that he
- Could cheer her drooping soul with gaiety—
- But wonders evermore that Beauty’s loss
- To such a soul should seem so sore a cross.
- Until one evening in that quiet hush
- That lulls the falling day, when all the gush
- Of various sounds seem buried with the sun,
- He told his thought.
- As winter streamlets run,
- Freed by some sudden thaw, and swift make way
- Into the natural channels where they play,
- So leaped her young heart to his tender tone,
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- So, answering to his warmth, resumed her own;
- And all her doubt and all her grief confest,
- Leaning her faint head on his faithful breast.
- “Not always, Claud, did I my beauty prize;
- Thy words first made it precious in my eyes,
- And till thy fond voice made the gift seem rare,
- Nor tongue nor mirror taught me I was fair.
- I recked no more of beauty in that day
- Of happy girlishness and childlike play,
- Than some poor woodland bird who stays his flight
- On some low bough when summer days are bright,
- And in that pleasant sunshine sits and sings,
- And breaks the plumage of his glistening wings,
- Recks of the passer‐by who stands to praise
- His feathered smoothness and his thrilling lays.
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- But now, I make my moan—I make my moan—
- I weep the brightness lost, the beauty gone;
- Because, now, fading is to fall from thee,
- As the dead fruit falls blighted from the tree;
- For thee,—not vanished loveliness,—I weep;
- My beauty was a spell, thy love to keep;
- For I have heard and read how men forsake
- When time and tears that gift of beauty take,
- Nor care although the heart they leave may break!”
- A husband’s love was there—a husband’s love,—
- Strong, comforting, all other loves above;
- On her bowed neck he laid his tender hand,
- And his voice steadied to his soul’s command:
- “Oh! thou mistaken and unhappy child,
- Still thy complainings, for thy words are wild.
- Thy beauty, though so perfect, was but one
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- Of the bright ripples dancing to the sun,
- Which, from the hour I hoped to call thee wife,
- Glanced down the silver stream of happy life.
- Whatever change Time’s heavy clouds may make,
- Those are the waters which my thirst shall slake;
- River of all my hopes thou wert and art;
- The current of thy being bears my heart;
- Whether it sweep along in shine or shade,
- By barren rocks, or banks in flowers arrayed,
- Foam with the storm, or glide in soft repose,—
- In that deep channel, love unswerving flows!
- How canst thou dream of beauty as a thing
- On which depends the heart’s own withering?
- Lips budding red wth tints of vernal years,
- And delicate lids of eyes that shed no tears,
- And light that falls upon the shining hair
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- As though it found a second sunbeam there,—
- These must go by, my Gertrude, must go by;
- The leaf must wither and the flower must die;
- The rose can only have a rose’s bloom;
- Age would have wrought thy wondrous beauty’s doom;
- A little sooner did that beauty go—
- A little sooner—Darling, take it so;
- Nor add a strange despair to all this woe;
- And take my faith, by changes unremoved,
- To thy last hour of age and blight, beloved!”
- But she again,—“Alas! not from distrust
- I mourn, dear Claud, nor yet to thee unjust.
- I love thee: I believe thee: yea, I know
- Thy very soul is wrung to see my woe;
- The earthquake of compassion trembles still
- Within its depths, and conquers natural will.
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- But after,—after,—when the shock is past,—
- When cruel Time, who flies to change so fast,
- Hath made my suffering an accustomed thing,
- And only left me slowly withering;
- Then will the empty days rise chill and lorn,
- The lonely evening, the unwelcome morn,
- Until thy path at length be brightly crost
- By some one holding all that I have lost;
- Some one with youthful eyes, enchanting, bright,
- Full as the morning of a liquid light;
- And while my pale lip stiff and sad remains,
- Her smiles shall thrill like sunbeams through thy veins:
- I shall fade down, and she, with simple art,
- All bloom and beauty, dance into thy heart!
- Then, then, my Claud, shall I—at length alone—
- Recede from thee with an unnoticed moan,
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- Sink where none heed me, and be seen no more,
- Like waves that fringe the Netherlandish shore,
- Which roll unmurmuring to the flat low land,
- And sigh to death in that monotonous sand.”
- Again his earnest hand on hers he lays,
- With love and pain and wonder in his gaze.
- “Oh, darling! bitter word and bitter thought
- What dæmon to thy trusting heart hath brought?
- It may be thus within some sensual breast,
- By passion’s fire, not true love’s power possest;
- The creature love, that never lingers late,
- A springtide thirst for some chance‐chosen mate.
- Oh! my companion, ’twas not so with me;
- Not in the days long past, nor now shall be.
- The drunken dissolute hour of Love’s sweet cup,
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- When eyes are wild, and mantling blood is up,
- Even in my youth to me was all unknown:
- Until I truly loved, I was alone.
- I asked too much of intellect and grace,
- To pine, though young, for every pretty face,
- Whose passing brightness to quick fancies made
- A sort of sunshine in the idle shade;
- Beauties who starred the earth like common flowers,
- The careless eglantines of wayside bowers.
- I lingered till some blossom rich and rare
- Hung like a glory on the scented air,
- Enamouring at once the heart and eye,
- So that I paused, and could not pass it by.
- Then woke the passionate love within my heart,
- And only with my life shall that depart;
- ’Twas not so sensual strong, so loving weak,
- To ebb when ebbs the rose‐tinge on thy cheek;
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- Fade with thy fading, weakening day by day
- Till thy locks silver with a dawning grey:
- No, Gertrude, trust me, for thou may’st believe,
- A better faith is that which I receive;
- Sacred I’ll hold the sacred name of wife,
- And love thee to the sunset verge of life!
- Yea, shall so much of empire o’er man’s soul
- Live in a wanton’s smile, and no control
- Bind down his heart to keep a steadier faith,
- For links that are to last from life to death?
- Let those who can, in transient love rejoice,—
- Still to new hopes breathe forth successive sighs,—
- Give me the music of the accustomed voice,
- And the sweet light of long familiar eyes!”
- He ceased. But she, for all her fervent speech,
- Sighed as she listened. “Claud, I cannot reach
- The summit of the hope where thou wouldst set me,
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- And all I crave is never to forget me!
- Wedded I am to pain and not to thee,
- Thy life’s companion I no more can be,
- For thou remainest all thou wert—but I
- Am a fit bride for Death, and long to die.
- Yea, long for death; for thou wouldst miss me then
- More even than now, in mountain and in glen;
- And musing by the white tomb where I lay,
- Think of the happier time and earlier day,
- And wonder if the love another gave
- Equalled the passion buried in that grave.”
- Then with a patient tenderness he took
- That pale wife in his arms, with yearning look:
- “Oh! dearer now than when thy girlish tongue
- Faltered consent to love while both were young,
- Weep no more foolish tears, but lift thy head;
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- Those drops fall on my heart like molten lead;
- And all my soul is full of vain remorse,
- Because I let thee take that dangerous course,
- Share in the chase, pursue with horn and hound,
- And follow madly o’er the roughened ground.
- Not lightly did I love, nor lightly choose;
- Whate’er thou losest I will also lose;
- If bride of Death,—being first my chosen bride,—
- I will await death, lingering by thy side;
- And God, He knows, who reads all human thought,
- And by whose will this bitter hour was brought,
- How eagerly, could human pain be shifted,
- I would lie low, and thou once more be lifted
- To walk in beauty as thou didst before,
- And smile upon the welcome world once more.
- Oh! loved even to the brim of love’s full fount,
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- Wilt thou set nothing to firm faith’s account?
- Choke back thy tears which are thy bitter smart,
- Lean thy dear head upon my aching heart;
- It may be God, who saw our careless life,
- Not sinful, yet not blameless, my sweet wife,
- (Since all we thought of, in our youth’s bright May,
- Was but the coming joy from day to day;)
- Hath blotted out all joy to bid us learn
- That this is not our home; and make us turn
- From the enchanted earth, where much was given,
- To higher aims, and a forgotten heaven.”
- So spoke her love—and wept in spite of words;
- While her heart echoed all his heart’s accords,
- And leaning down, she said with whispering sigh,
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- “I sinned, my Claud, in wishing so to die.”
- Then they, who oft in Love’s delicious bowers
- Had fondly wasted glad and passionate hours,
- Kissed with a mutual moan:—but o’er their lips
- Love’s light passed clear, from under Life’s eclipse.
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
A THRENODY.
- HOW Memory haunts us! When we fain would be
- Alone and free,
- Uninterrupted by his mournful words,
- Faint, indistinct, as are a wind‐harp’s chords
- Hung on a leafless tree,—
- He will not leave us: we resolve in vain
- To chase him forth—for he returns again,
- Pining incessantly!
- In the old pathways of our lost delights
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- He walks on sunny days and starlit nights,
- Answering our restless moan,
- With,—“I am here alone,
- My brother Joy is gone—for ever gone!
- Round your decaying home
- The Spring indeed is come,
- The leaves are thrilling with a sense of life,
- The sap of flowers is rife,
- But where is Joy, Heaven’s messenger,—bright Joy,—
- That curled and radiant boy,
- Who was the younger brother of my heart?
- Why let ye him whom I so loved depart?
- Call him once more,
- And let us all be glad, as heretofore!”
- Then, urged and stung by Memory, we go forth,
- And wander south and north,
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- Deeming Joy may yet answer to our yearning;
- But all is blank and bare:
- The silent air
- Echoes no pleasant shout of his returning.
- Yet somewhere—somewhere, by the pathless woods,
- Or silver rippling floods,
- He wanders as he wandered once with us;
- Through bright arcades of cities populous;
- Or else in deserts rude,
- Happy in solitude,
- And choosing only Youth to be his mate,
- He leaves us to our fate.
- We hear his distant laughter as we go,
- Pacing, ourselves, with Woe,—
- Both us he hath outstripped for evermore!
- Seek him not in the wood,
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- Where the sweet ring‐doves ever murmuring brood;
- Nor on the hill, nor by the golden shore:
- Others inherit that which once was ours;
- The freshness of the hours,—
- The sparkling of the early morning rime,
- The evanescent glory of the time!
- With them, in some sweet glade,
- Warm with a summer shade,
- Or where white clover, blooming fresh and wild,
- Breathes like the kisses of a little child,
- He lingers now:—we call him back in vain
- To our world’s snow and rain;
- The bower we built him when he was our guest
- Life’s storms have beaten down,
- And he far off hath flown,
- And buildeth where there is a sunnier nest;
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- Or, closing rainbow wings and laughing eyes,
- He lieth basking ’neath the open skies,
- Taking his rest
- On the soft moss of some unbroken ground,
- Where sobs did never sound.
- Oh! give him up: confess that Joy has gone:
- He met you at the source of Life’s bright river;
- And if he hath passed on,
- ’Tis that his task is done,
- He hath no future message to deliver,
- But leaves you lone and still for ever and for ever!
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
PART III.
- NEVER again! When first that sentence fell
- From lips so loth the bitter truth to tell,
- Death seemed the balance of its burdening care,
- The only end of such a strange despair.
- To live deformed; enfeebled; still to sigh
- Through changeless days that o’er the heart go by
- Colourless,—formless,—melting as they go
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- Into a dull and unrecorded woe,—
- Why strive for gladness in such dreary shade?
- Why seek to feel less cheerless, less afraid?
- What recks a little more or less of gloom,
- When a continual darkness is our doom?
- But custom, which, to unused eyes that dwell
- Long in the blankness of a prison cell,
- At length shows glimmerings through some ruined hole,—
- Trains to endurance the imprisoned soul;
- And teaching how with deepest gloom to cope,
- Bids patience light her lamp, when sets the sun of hope.
- And e’en like one who sinks to brief repose
- Cumbered with mournfulness from many woes;
- Who, restless dreaming, full of horror sleeps,
- And with a worse than waking anguish weeps,
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- Till in his dream some precipice appear
- Which he must face, however great his fear:
- Who stepping on those rocks, then feels them break
- Beneath him,—and, with shrieks, leaps up awake;
- And seeing but the grey unwelcome morn,
- And feeling but the usual sense forlorn,
- Of loss and dull remembrance of known grief,
- Melts into tears that partly bring relief,
- Because, though misery holds him, yet his dreams
- More dreadful were than all around him seems:—
- So, in the life grown real of loss and woe,
- She woke to crippled days; which, sad and slow
- And infinitely weary as they were,
- At first, appeared less hard than fancy deemed, to bear.
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- But as those days rolled on, of grinding pain,
- Of wild untamed regrets, and yearnings vain,
- Sad Gertrude grew to weep with restless tears
- For all the vanished joys of blighted years.
- And most she mourned with feverish piteous pining,
- When o’er the land the summer sun was shining;
- And all the volumes and the missals rare,
- Which Claud had gathered with a tender care,
- Seemed nothing to the book of nature, spread
- Around her helpless feet and weary head.
- Oh! woodland paths she ne’er again may see,
- Oh! tossing branches of the forest tree,
- Oh! loveliest banks in all the land of France,
- Glassing your shadows in the silvery Rance;
- Oh! river with your swift yet quiet tide,
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- Specked with white sails that seem in dreams to glide;
- Oh! ruddy orchards, basking on the hills,
- Whose plenteous fruit the thirsty flagon fills;
- And oh! ye winds, which, free and unconfined,
- No sickness poisons, and no heart can bind,—
- Restore her to enjoyment of the earth!
- Echo again her songs of careless mirth,
- Those little Breton songs so wildly sweet,
- Fragments of music strange and incomplete,
- Her small red mouth went warbling by the way
- Through the glad roamings of her active day.
- It may not be! Blighted are summer hours!
- The bee goes booming through the plats of flowers,
- The butterfly its tiny mate pursues
- With rapid fluttering of its painted hues,
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- The thin‐winged gnats their transient time employ
- Reeling through sunbeams in a dance of joy,
- The small field‐mouse with wide transparent ears
- Comes softly forth, and softly disappears,
- The dragon‐fly hangs glittering on the reed,
- The spider swings across his filmy thread,
- And gleaming fishes, darting to and fro,
- Make restless silver in the pools below.
- All these poor lives—these lives of small account,
- Feel the ethereal thrill within them mount;
- But the great human life,—the life Divine,—
- Rests in dull torture, heavy and supine,
- And the bird’s song, by Garaye’s walls of stone,
- Crosses, within, the irrepressible moan!
- The slow salt tears, half weakness and half grief,
- That sting the eyes before they bring relief,
- And which with weary lids she strives in vain
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- To prison back upon her aching brain,
- Fall down the lady’s cheek,—her heart is breaking:
- A mournful sleep is hers; a hopeless waking;
- And oft, in spite of Claud’s beloved rebuke,
- When first the awful wish her spirit shook,—
- She dreams of DEATH,—and of that quiet shore
- In the far world where eyes shall weep no more,
- And where the soundless feet of angels pass,
- With floating lightness o’er the sea of glass.
- Nor is she sole in gloom. Claud too hath lost
- His power to soothe her,—all his thoughts are tost
- As in a storm of sadness: shall he speak
- To her, who lies so faint, and lone, and weak,
- Of pleasant walks and rides? or yet describe
- The merry sayings of that careless tribe
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- Of friends and boon companions now unseen,—
- Or the wild beauty of the forest green,—
- Or daring feats and hair‐breadth ’scapes, which they
- Who are not crippled, think a thing for play?
- He dare not:—oft without apparent cause
- He checks his speaking with a faltering pause;
- Oft when she bids him, with a mournful smile,
- By stories such as these the hour beguile,
- And he obeys—only because she bids—
- He sees the large tears welling ’neath the lids.
- Or if a moment’s gaiety return
- To his young heart that scarce can yet unlearn
- Its habits of delight in all things round,
- And he grows eager on some subject found
- In their discourse, linked with the outward world,
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- Till with a pleasant smile his lip is curled,—
- Even with her love she smites him back to pain!
- Upon his hand her tears and kisses rain;
- And with a suffocated voice she cries,
- “O Claud!—the old bright days!”
- And then he sighs,
- And with a wistful heart makes new endeavour
- To cheer or to amuse;—and so for ever,
- Till in his brain the grief he tries to cheat,
- A dreary mill‐wheel circling seems to beat,
- And drive out other thoughts—all thoughts but one:
- That he and she are both alike undone,—
- That better were their mutual fate, if when
- That leap was taken in the fatal glen,
- Both had been found, released from pain and dread,
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- In the rough waters of the torrent’s bed,
- And greeted pitying eyes, with calm smiles of the Dead!
- A spell is on the efforts each would make,
- With willing spirit, for the other’s sake:
- Through some new path of thought he fain would move,—
- And she her languid hours would fain employ,—
- But bitter grows the sweetness of their love,—
- And a lament lies under all their joy.
- She, watches Claud,—bending above the page;
- Thinks him grown pale, and wearying with his care;
- And with a sigh his promise would engage
- For happy exercise and summer air:
- He, watches her, as sorrowful she lies,
- And thinks she dreams of woman’s hope denied;
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- Of the soft gladness of a young child’s eyes,
- And pattering footsteps on the terrace wide,—
- Where sunshine sleeps, as in a home for light,
- And glittering peacocks make a rainbow show,—
- But which seems sad, because that terrace bright
- Must evermore remain as lone as now.
- And either tries to hide the thoughts that wring
- Their secret hearts; and both essay to bring
- Some happy topic, some yet lingering dream,
- Which they with cheerful words shall make their theme;
- But fail,—and in their wistful eyes confess
- All their words never own of hopelessness.
- Was then DESPAIR the end of all this woe?
- Far off the angel voices answer, No!
- Devils despair, for they believe and tremble;
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- But man believes and hopes. Our griefs resemble
- Each other but in this. Grief comes from Heaven;
- Each thinks his own the bitterest trial given;
- Each wonders at the sorrows of his lot;
- His neighbour’s sufferings presently forgot,
- Though wide the difference which our eyes can see
- Not only in grief’s kind, but its degree.
- God grants to some, all joys for their possession,
- Nor loss, nor cross, the favoured mortal mourns;
- While some toil on, outside those bounds of blessing,
- Whose weary feet for ever tread on thorns.
- But over all our tears God’s rainbow bends;
- To all our cries a pitying ear He lends;
- Yea, to the feeble sound of man’s lament
- How often have His messengers been sent!
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- No barren glory circles round His throne,
- By mercy’s errands were His angels known;
- Where hearts were heavy, and where eyes were dim,
- There did the brightness radiate from Him;
- God’s pity,—clothed in an apparent form,—
- Starred with a polar light the human storm,
- Floated o’er tossing seas man’s sinking bark,
- And for all dangers built one sheltering ark.
- When a slave’s child lay dying, parched with thirst,
- Till o’er the arid waste a fountain burst,—
- When Abraham’s mournful hand upheld the knife
- To smite the silver cord of Isaac’s life,—
- When faithful Peter in his prison slept,—
- When lions to the feet of Daniel crept,—
- When the tried Three walked through the furnace glare,
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- Believing God was with them, even there,—
- When to Bethesda’s sunrise‐smitten wave
- Poor trembling cripples crawl’d their limbs to lave;—
- In all the various forms of human trial,
- Brimming that cup, filled from a bitter vial,
- Which even the suffering Christ with fainting cry
- Under God’s will had shudderingly past by:—
- To hunger, pain, and thirst, and human dread;
- Imprisonment; sharp sorrow for the dead;
- Deformed contraction; burdensome disease;
- Humbling and fleshly ill!—to all of these
- The shining messengers of comfort came,—
- God’s angels,—healing in God’s holy name.
- And when the crowning pity sent to earth
- The Man of Sorrows, in mysterious birth;
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- And the angelic tones with one accord
- Made loving chorus to proclaim the Lord;
- Was Isaac’s guardian there, and he who gave
- Hagar the sight of that cool gushing wave?
- Did the defender of the youthful Three,
- And Peter’s usher, join that psalmody?
- With him who at the dawn made healing sure,
- Troubling the waters with a freshening cure;
- And those, the elect, to whom the task was given
- To offer solace to the Son of Heaven,
- When,—mortal tremors by the Immortal felt,—
- Pale, ’neath the Syrian olives, Jesu knelt,
- Alone,—’midst sleeping followers warned in vain;
- Alone with God’s compassion, and His pain!
- Cease we to dream. Our thoughts are yet more dim
- Than children’s are, who put their trust in Him.
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- All that our wisdom knows, or ever can,
- Is this: that God hath pity upon man;
- And where His Spirit shines in Holy Writ,
- The great word COMFORTER comes after it.
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
PART IV.
- SILENT old gateway! whose two columns stand
- Like simple monuments on either hand;
- No trellised iron‐work, with pleasant view
- Of trim‐set flowery gardens shining through;
- No bolts to bar unasked intruders out;
- No well‐oiled hinge whose sound, like one low note
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- Of music, tells the listening hearts that yearn,
- Expectant of dear footsteps, where to turn;
- No ponderous bell whose loud vociferous tone
- Into the rose‐decked lodge hath echoing gone,
- Bringing the porter forth with brief delay,
- To spread those iron wings that check the way;
- Nothing but ivy‐leaves, and crumbling stone;
- Silent old gateway,—even thy life is gone!
- But ere those columns, lost in ivvied shade,
- Black on the midnight sky their forms portrayed;
- And ere thy gate, by damp weeds overtopped,
- Swayed from its rusty fastenings and then dropped,—
- When it stood portal to a living home,
- And saw the living faces go and come,
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- What various minds, and in what various moods,
- Crossed the fair paths of these sweet solitudes!
- Old gateway, thou hast witnessed times of mirth,
- When light the hunter’s gallop beat the earth;
- When thy quick wakened echo could but know
- Laughter and happy voices, and the flow
- Of jocund spirits, when the pleasant sight
- Of broidered dresses (careless youth’s delight,)
- Trooped by at sunny morn, and back at falling night.
- And thou hast witnessed triumph,—when the Bride
- Passed through,—the stately Bridegroom at her side;
- The village maidens scattering many a flower,
- Bright as the bloom of living beauty’s dower,
- With cheers and shouts that bid the soft tears rise
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- Of joy exultant, in her downcast eyes.
- And thou hadst gloom, when,—fallen from beauty’s state,—
- Her mournful litter rustled through the gate,
- And the wind waved its branches as she past,—
- And the dishevelled curls around her cast,
- Rose on that breeze and kissed, before they fell,
- The iron scroll‐work with a wild farewell!
- And thou hast heard sad dirges chanted low,
- And sobbings loud from those who saw with woe
- The feet borne forward by a funeral train,
- Which homeward never might return again,
- Nor in the silence of the frozen nights
- Reclaim that dwelling and its lost delights;
- But lowly lie, however wild love’s yearning,
- The dust that clothed them, unto dust returning.
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- Through thee, how often hath been borne away
- Man’s share of dual life—the senseless clay!
- Through thee how oft hath hastened, glad and bold,
- God’s share—the eager spirit in that mould;
- But neither life nor death hath left a trace
- On the strange silence of that vacant place.
- Not vacant in the day of which I write!
- Then rose thy pillared columns fair and white;
- Then floated out the odorous pleasant scent
- Of cultured shrubs and flowers together blent,
- And o’er the trim‐kept gravel’s tawny hue
- Warm fell the shadows and the brightness too.
- Count Claud is at the gate, but not alone:
- Who is his friend?
- They pass, and both are gone.
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- Gone, by the bright warm path, to those sad halls
- Where now his slackened step in sadness falls;
- Sadness of every day and all day long,
- Spite of the summer glow and wild bird’s song.
- Who is that slow‐paced Priest to whom he bows
- Courteous precedence, as he sighing shows
- The oriel window where his Gertrude dwells,
- And all her mournful story briefly tells?
- Who is that friend whose hand with gentle clasp
- Answers his own young agonizing grasp,
- And looks upon his burst of passionate tears
- With calmer grieving of maturer years?
- Oh! well round that friend’s footsteps might be breathed
- The blessing which the Italian poet wreathed
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- Into a garland gay of graceful words,
- As full of music as a lute’s low chords;
- “Blessed be the year, the time, the day, the hour,”
- When He passed through those gates, whose gentle power
- Lifted with ministrant zeal the leaden grief,
- Probed the soul’s festering wounds and brought relief,
- And taught the sore vexed spirits where to find
- Balm that could heal, and thoughts that cheered the mind.
- Prior of Benedictines, did thy prayers
- Bring down a blessing on them unawares,
- While yet their faces were to thee unknown,
- And thou wert kneeling in thy cell alone,
- Where thy meek litanies went up to Heaven,
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- That ALL who suffered might have comfort
given,
- And thy heart yearned for all thy fellow‐men,
- Smitten with sorrows far beyond thy ken?
- He sits by Gertrude’s couch, and patient listens
- To her wild grieving voice;—his dark eye glistens
- With tearful sympathy for that young wife,
- Telling the torture of her broken life;
- And when he answers her she seems to know
- The peace of resting by a river’s flow.
- Tender his words, and eloquently wise;
- Mild the pure fervour of his watchful eyes;
- Meek with serenity of constant prayer
- The luminous forehead, high and broad and bare;
- The thin mouth, though not passionless, yet still;
- With a sweet calm that speaks an angel’s will,
- Resolving service to his God’s behest,
- And ever musing how to serve Him best.
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- Not old, nor young; with manhood’s gentlest grace;
- Pale to transparency the pensive face,
- Pale not with sickness, but with studious thought,
- The body tasked, the fine mind overwrought;
- With something faint and fragile in the whole,
- As though ’twere but a lamp to hold a soul.
- Such was the friend who came to La Garaye,
- And Claud and Gertrude lived to bless the day!
- There is a love that hath not lover’s wooing,
- Love’s wild caprices, nor love’s hot pursuing;
- But yet a clinging and persistent love,
- Tenderly binding, most unapt to rove;
- As full of fervent and adoring dreams,
- As the more gross and earthlier passion seems,
- But far more single‐hearted; from its birth,
- With humblest notions of unequal worth!
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- Guided and guidable; with thankful trust;
- Timid, lest all complaint should be unjust;
- Circling,—a lesser orb,—around its star
- With tributary love, that dare not war.
- Such is the love which aged men inspire;
- Priests, whose pure hearts are full of sacred fire;
- And friends of dear friends dead,—whom trembling we admire.
- A touch of mystery lights the rising morn
- Of love for those who lived ere we were born;
- Whose eyes the eyes of ancestors have seen;
- Whose voice hath answered voices that have been;
- Whose words show wisdom gleaned in days gone by,
- As glory flushes from a sunset sky.
- Our judgment leans upon them, feeling weak;
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- Our hearts lift yearning towards them as they speak,
- And silently we listen, lest we lose
- Some teaching truth, and benefits refuse.
- With such a love did Gertrude learn to greet
- The gentle Prior; whose slow‐pacing feet
- Each day of her sad life made welcome sound
- Across the bright path of her garden ground.
- And ere the golden summer past away,
- And leaves were yellowing with a pale decay;
- Ere, drenched by sweeping storms of autumn rain,
- In turbulent billows lay the beaten grain;
- Ere Breton orchards, ripening, turned to red
- All the green freshness which the spring‐time shed,
- Mocking the glory which the sunset fills
- With stripes of crimson o’er the painted hills,—
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- Her thoughts submitted to his thoughts’ control,
- As ’twere an elder brother of her soul.
- Well she remembered how that soul was stirred,
- By the rebuking of his gentle word,
- When in her faltering tones complaint was given,
- “What had I done; to earn such fate from Heaven?”
- “Oh, Lady! here thou liest, with all that wealth
- Or love can do to cheer thee back to health;
- With books that woo the fancies of thy brain,
- To happier thoughts than brooding over pain;
- With light, with flowers, with freshness, and with food,
- Dainty and chosen, fit for sickly mood:
- With easy couches for thy languid frame,
- Bringing real rest, and not the empty name;
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- And silent nights, and soothed and comforted days;
- And Nature’s beauty spread before thy gaze:—
- “What have the Poor done, who instead of these
- Suffer in foulest rags each dire disease,
- Creep on the earth, and lean against the stones,
- When some disjointing torture racks their bones;
- And groan and grope throughout the wearying night,
- Denied the rich man’s easy luxury,—light?
- What has the Babe done,—who, with tender eyes,
- Blinks at the world a little while, and dies;
- Having first stretched, in wild convulsive leaps,
- His fragile limbs, which ceaseless suffering keeps
- In ceaseless motion, till the hour when death
- Clenches his little heart, and stops his breath?
- What has the Idiot done, whose half‐formed soul
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- Scarce knows the seasons as they onward roll;
- Who flees with gibbering cries, and bleeding feet,
- From idle boys who pelt him in the street!
- What have the fair girls done, whose early bloom
- Wasting like flowers that pierce some creviced tomb,
- Plants that have only known a settled shade,
- Lives that for others’ uses have been made,—
- Toil on from morn to night, from night to morn,
- For those chance pets of Fate, the wealthy born;
- Bound not to murmur, and bound not to sin,
- However bitter be the bread they win?
- What hath the Slandered done, who vainly strives
- To set his life among untarnished lives?
- Whose bitter cry for justice only fills
- The myriad echoes lost among life’s hills;
- Who hears for evermore the self‐same lie
- Clank clog‐like at his heel when he would try
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- To climb above the loathly creeping things
- Whose venom poisons, and whose fury stings,
- And so slides back; for ever doomed to hear
- The old witch, Malice, hiss with serpent leer
- The old hard falsehood to the old bad end,
- Helped, it may be, by some traducing friend,
- Or one rocked with him on one mother’s breast,—
- Learned in the art of where to smite him best.
- “What we must suffer, proves not what was done:
- So taught the God of Heaven’s anointed Son,
- Touching the blind man’s eyes amid a crowd
- Of ignorant seething hearts who cried aloud
- The blind, or else his parents, had offended;
- That was Man’s preaching; God that preaching mended.
- But whatsoe’er we suffer, being still
- Fixed and appointed by the heavenly will,
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- Behoves us bear with patience as we may
- The Potter’s moulding of our helpless clay.
- Much, Lady, hath He taken, but He leaves
- What outweighs all for which thy spirit grieves;
- No greater gift lies even in God’s control
- Than the large love that fills a human soul.
- If taking that, He left thee all the rest,
- Would not vain
anguish
angush
wring thy pining breast?
- If, taking all, that dear love yet remains,
- Hath it not balm for all thy bitter pains?
- “Oh, Lady! there are lonely deaths that make
- The heart that thinks upon them burn and ache;
- And such I witnessed on the purple shore
- Where scorched Vesuvius rears his summit hoar,
- And Joan’s gaunt palace, with its skull‐like eyes,
- And barbarous and cruel memories,
- For ever sees the blue wave lap its feet,
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- And the white glancing of the fishers’ fleet.
- The death of the FORSAKEN! lone he lies,
- His sultry noon, fretted by slow black flies,
- That settle on pale cheek and quivering brow
- With a soft torment. The increasing glow
- Brings the full shock of day; the hot air grows
- Impure alike from action and repose;
- Bruised fruit, and faded flowers, and dung and dust,
- The rich man’s stew‐pan, and the beggar’s crust,
- Poison the faint lips opening hot and dry,
- Loathing the plague they breathe with gasping sigh,
- The thick oppression of its stifling heat,
- The busy murmur of the swarming street,
- The roll of chariots and the rush of feet;
- With the tormenting music’s nasal twang
- Distorting melodies his loved ones sang!
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- “Then comes a change—not silence, but less sound,
- Less echo of hard footsteps on the ground,
- Less rolling thunder of vociferous words,
- As though the clang struck out in crashing chords
- Fell into single notes, that promise rest
- To the wild fever of the labouring breast.
- “Last cometh on the night—the hot, bad night,
- With less of all—of heat, of dust, of light;
- And leaves him watching, with a helpless stare,—
- The theme of no one’s hope and no one’s care!
- The cresset lamp, that stands so grim and tall,
- Widens and wavers on the upper wall;
- And calming down from day’s perpetual storm
- His thoughts’ dark chaos takes some certain form,
- And he begins to pine for joys long lost,
- Or hopes unrealized;—till bruised and tost
- He sends his soul vain journeys through the gloom
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- For radiant eyes that should have wept his doom.
- Then clasps his hands in prayer, and for a time,
- Gives aspirations unto things sublime:
- But sinking to some speck of sorrow found,
- Some point which, like a little festering wound,
- Holds all his share of pain,—he gazes round,
- Seeking some vanished form, some hand whose touch
- Would almost cure him; and he yearns so much,
- That passionate painful sobs his breathing choke,
- And the thin bubble of his dream hath broke!
- “So, still again; and all alone again;
- Not even a vision present with his pain.
- The hot real round him; the forsaken bed;
- The tumbled pillow, and the restless head.
- The drink so near his couch, and yet too far
- For feeble hands to reach; the cold fine star
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- That glitters through the unblinded window‐pane,
- And with slow gliding leaves it blank again;
- Till morning flushing through the world once more,
- Brings the dull likeness of the day before,—
- The first vague freshness of new wings unfurled,
- As though Hope lighted, somewhere, in the world;
- The heat of noon; the fading down of light;
- The glimmering evening, and the restless night.
- And then again the morning; and the noon;
- The evening and the morning;—till a boon
- Of double weakness sinks him, and he knows
- One or two other days shall end his woes:
- One or two mournful evenings, glimmering grey,
- One or two hopeless risings of new day.
- One or two noons too weak to brush off flies,
- One or two nights of flickering feeble sighs,
- One or two shivering breaks of helpless tears,
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- One or two yearnings for forgotten years,—
- And then the end of all, then the great change,
- When the freed soul, let loose at length to range,
- Leaves the imprisoning and imprisoned clay,
- And soars far out of reach of sorrow and decay!”
- Then Claud, who watched the faint and pitying flush
- Tint her transparent cheek; with sudden gush
- Of manly ardour, spoke of soldier deaths;
- Of scattered slain who lay on cold bleak heaths:
- Of prisoners pining for their native land
- After the battle’s vain and desperate stand;
- Brave hearts in dungeons,—rusting like their swords;
- And wounded men,—midst whom the rifling hordes
- Of spoil‐desiring searchers crept and smote,—
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- Who vainly heard the rallying bugle’s note,
- Or the quick march of their companions pass;
- Sunk, dumb and dying, on the trampled grass.
- Then also, the meek anxious Prior told
- Of war’s worst horrors,—when in freezing cold,
- Or in the torrid heat, men lay and groaned,
- With none to hear or heed them when they moaned;
- Or, with half‐help,—borne in a comrade’s arms
- To where, all huddled up in feverish swarms,
- The dying numbers mocked the scanty skill
- Of wearied surgeons,—crowding, crowding still,
- With different small degrees of lingering breath,
- Asking for instant aid, or choked in death.
- Order, and cleanliness, and thought, and care,
- The hush of quiet, or the sound of prayer,
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- These things were not:—nor, from the exhausted store,
- Medicines and balms, to help the troubling sore;
- Nor soft cool lint, like dew on parched‐up ground,
- Clothing the weary, burning, festering wound;
- Nor delicate linen; nor fresh cooling drinks
- To woo the fever‐cracking lip which shrinks
- Even from such solace; nor the presence blest
- Of holy women watching broken rest,
- And gliding past them through the wakeful night,
- Like her whose Shadow made the soldier’s light.*
- And as the three discoursed of things like these,
- Sweet Gertrude felt her mind grow ill at ease.
- The words of Claud,—that God took what was given
- To teach their hearts to turn from earth to heaven;
- The Prior’s words, of tender mild appeal,
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- Teaching her how for others’ woes to feel;
- Weighed on her heart; till all the past life seemed
- Thankless and thoughtless: and the lady dreamed
- Of succour to the helpless, and of deeds
- Pious and merciful, whose beauty breeds
- Good deeds in others, copying what is done,
- And ending all by earnest thought begun.
- Nor idly dreamed. Where once the shifting throng
- Of merry playmates met, with dance and song,—
- Long rows of simple beds the place proclaim
- A Hospital, in all things but the name.
- In that same castle where the lavish feast
- Lay spread, that fatal night, for many a guest,
- The sickly poor are fed! Beneath that porch
- Where Claud shed tears that seemed the lids to scorch,
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- Seeing her broken beauty carried by
- Like a crushed flower that now has but to die,
- The self‐same Claud now stands and helps to guide
- Some ragged wretch to rest and warmth inside.
- But most to those, the hopeless ones, on whom
- Early or late her own sad spoken doom,
- Hath been pronounced; the Incurables; she spends
- Her lavish pity, and their couch attends.
- Her home is made their home; her wealth their dole;
- Her busy courtyard hears no more the roll
- Of gilded vehicles, or pawing steeds,
- But feeble steps of those whose bitter needs
- Are their sole passport. Through that gateway press
- All varying forms of sickness and distress,
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- And many a poor worn face that hath not smiled
- For years,—and many a feebled crippled child,—
- Blesses the tall white portal where they stand,
- And the dear Lady of the liberal hand.
- Not in a day such happy change was brought;
- Not in a day the works of mercy wrought:
- But in God’s gradual time. As Winter’s chain
- Melts from the earth and leaves it green again:
- As the fresh bud a crimsoning beauty shows
- From the black briars of a last year’s rose:
- So the full season of her love matures,
- And her one illness breeds a thousand cures.
- Her soft eyes looking into other eyes,
- Bleared, and defaced to blinding cavities,
- Weary not in their task; nor turn away
- With a sick loathing from their glimmering ray.
- Her small white comforting hand,—no longer hid
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- In pearl‐embroidered gauntlet,—lifts the lid
- Outworn with labour in the bitter fields,
- And with a tender skill some healing yields;
- Bathes the swoln redness,—shades unwelcome light;—
- And into morning turns their threatening night.
- And Claud, her eager Claud, with fervent heart,
- Earnest in all things, nobly does his part;
- His high intelligence hath mastered much
- That baffled science: with a surgeon’s touch
- He treats,—himself,—the hurts from many a wound,
- And, by deep study, novel cures hath found.
- But good and frank and simple he remains,
- Though a King’s notice lauds successful pains;
- And, echoing through his grateful country, fame
- Sends to far nations noble Garaye’s name.*
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- Oh! loved and reverenced long that name shall be,
- Though, crumbled on the soil of Brittany,
- No stone, at last, of that pale Ruin shows
- Where stood the gateway of his joys and woes.
- For, in the Breton town, the good deeds done
- Yield a fresh harvest still, from sire to son:
- Still thrives the noble Hospital that gave
- Shelter to those whom none from pain could save;
- Still to the schools the ancient chiming clock
- Calls the poor yeanlings of a simple flock:
- Still the calm Refuge for the fallen and lost
- (Whom love a blight and not a blessing crost,)
- Sends out a voice to woo the grieving breast,—
- Come unto me, ye weary, and find rest!
- And still the gentle nurses,—vowed to give
- Their aid to all who suffer and yet live,—
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- Go forth in show‐white cap and sable gown,
- Tending the sick and hungry in the town,
- And show dim pictures on their quiet walls
- Of those who dwelt in Garaye’s ruined halls!
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THE LADY OF LA GARAYE.
CONCLUSION.
- PEACE to their ashes! Far away they lie,
- Among their poor, beneath the equal sky.
- Among their poor, who blessed them ere they went
- For all the loving help and calm content.
- Oh! happy beings, who have gone to hear
- “Well done, ye faithful servants,” sounding clear;
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- How easy all your virtues to admire;
- How hard, alas! to copy and aspire.
- Servant of God, well done! They serve God well
- Who serve His creatures: when the funeral bell
- Tolls for the dead, there’s nothing left of all
- That decks the scutcheon and the velvet pall
- Save this. The coronet is empty show:
- The strength and loveliness are hid below:
- The shifting wealth to others hath accrued:
- And learning cheers not the grave’ solitude:
- What’s DONE, is what remains! Ah, blessed they
- Who leave completed tasks of love to stay
- And answer mutely for them, being dead,
- Life was not purposeless, though Life be fled.
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- Even as I write, before me seem to rise,
- Like stars in darkness, well remembered eyes
- Whose light but lately shone on earth’s endeavour,
- Now vanished from this troubled world for ever.
- Oh! missed and mourned by many,—I being one,—
- HERBERT, not vainly thy career was run;
- Nor shall Death’s shadow, and the folding shroud,
- Veil from the future years thy worth allowed.
- Since all thy life thy single hope and aim
- Was to do good,—not make thyself a name,—
- ’Tis fit that by the good remaining yet,
- Thy name be one men never can forget.
- Oh! eyes I first knew in our mutual youth.
- So full of limpid earnestness and truth;
- Eyes I saw fading still, as day by day
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- The body, not the spirit’s strength, gave way;
- Eyes that I last saw lifting their farewell
- To the now darkened windows where I dwell,—
- And wondered, as I stood there sadly gazing,
- If Death were brooding in their faint upraising;
- If never more thy footstep light should cross
- My threshold stone—but friends bewail thy loss,
- And She bewidowed young, who lonely trains
- Children that boast thy good blood in their veins;
- Fair eyes,—your light was quenched while men still thought
- To see those tasks to full perfection brought!
- But GOOD is not a shapeless mass of stone,
- Hewn by man’s hands and worked by him alone;
- It is a seed God suffers One to sow,—
- Many to reap; and when the harvests grow,
- GOD giveth increase through all coming years,—
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- And lets us reap in joy, seed that was sown in tears.
- Brave heart! true soldier’s son; set at thy post,
- Deserting not till life itself was lost;
- Thou faithful sentinel for others’ weal,
- Clad in a surer panoply than steel,
- A resolute purpose,—sleep, as heroes sleep,—
- Slain, but not conquered! We thy loss must weep,
- And while our sight the mist of sorrow dims,
- Feel all these comforting words die down like hymns
- Hushed after service in cathedral walls;
- But proudly on thy name thy country calls,
- By thee raised higher than the highest place
- Yet won by any of thy ancient race.
- Be thy sons like thee! Sadly as I bend
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- Above the page, I write thy name, lost friend!
- With a friend’s name this brief book did begin,
- And a friend’s name shall end it: names that win
- Happy remembrance from the great and good;
- Names that shall sink not in oblivion’s flood,
- But with clear music, like a church‐bell’s chime,
- Sound through the river’s sweep of onward rushing Time!