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Dramas in Miniature. Blind, Mathilde, 1841–1896.
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LYRICS.

page: 91

LOVE’S SOMNABULIST.

  • LIKE some wild sleeper who alone at night
  • Walks with unseeing eyes along a height,
  • With death below and only stars above;
  • I, in broad daylight, walk as if in sleep,
  • Along the edges of life’s perilous steep,
  • The lost somnambulist of love.
  • I, in broad day, go walking in a dream,
  • Led on in safety by the starry gleam
  • Of thy blue eyes that hold my heart in thrall;
  • Let no one wake me rudely, lest one day,
  • Startled to find how far I’ve gone astray,
  • I dash my life out in my fall.
page: 92

A MEETING.

  • A TWILIGHT glow diffused on high
  • Flushed all the autumn land beneath;
  • Like love that lights your azure eye,
  • The pond’s blue goblet on the heath
  • Was brimful of the sky.
  • We met by chance, and heaven’s rich hue
  • Leaped to your face in rosy flame;
  • Ah, is it possible you knew
  • The wild delight that filled my frame
  • As I caught sight of you?
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  • Ah, is it possible, my love,
  • That your delight can equal mine?
  • Nay, then, the burning sky above
  • Grows pale beside this bliss divine,
  • And the deep glow thereof.
page: 94

YOUR FACE.

I TOOK your face into my dreams, It floated round me like a light; Your beauty’s consecrating beams Lay mirrored in my heart all night. As in a lonely mountain mere, Unvisited of any streams, Supremely bright and still and clear, The solitary moonlight gleams, Your face was shining in my dreams. page: 95

ONLY A SMILE.

  • NO butterfly whose frugal fare
  • Is breath of heliotrope and clove,
  • And other trifles light as air,
  • Could live on less than doth my love.
  • That childlike smile that comes and goes
  • About your gracious lips and eyes,
  • Hath all the sweetness of the rose,
  • Which feeds the freckled butterflies.
  • I feed my love on smiles, and yet
  • Sometimes I ask, with tears of woe,
  • How had it been if we had met,
  • If you had met me long ago,
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  • Before the fast, defacing years
  • Had made all ill that once was well?
  • Ah, then your smiling breeds such tears
  • As Tantalus may weep in hell.
page: 97

SOMETIMES I WONDER.

  • SOMETIMES I wonder if you guess
  • The deep impassioned tenderness
  • Which overflows my heart;
  • The love I never dare confess;
  • Yet hard, yea, harder to repress
  • Than tears too fain to start.
  • Sometimes I ponder, O my sweet,
  • The things I’ll tell you when we meet;
  • But straightway at your sight
  • My heart’s blood oozes to my feet
  • Like thawing waters in the heat,
  • Confused with too much light.
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  • I hardly know, when you are near,
  • If it is love, or joy, or fear
  • Which fills my languid frame;
  • Enveloped in your atmosphere,
  • My dark self seems to disappear,
  • A moth entombed in flame.
page: 99

MANY WILL LOVE YOU.

  • MANY will love you; you were made for love;
  • For the soft plumage of the unruffled dove
  • Is not so soft as your caressing eyes.
  • You will love many; for the winds that veer
  • Are not more prone to shift their compass, dear,
  • Than your quick fancy flies.
  • Many will love you; but I may not, no;
  • Even though your smile sets all my life aglow,
  • And at your fairness all my senses ache.
  • You will love many; but not me, my dear,
  • Who have no gift to give you but a tear
  • Sweet for your sweetness’ sake.
page: 100

A DREAM.

  • ONLY a dream, a beautiful baseless dream;
  • Only a bright
  • Flash from your eyes, a brief electrical gleam,
  • Charged with delight.
  • Only a waking, alone, in the moon’s last gleam
  • Fading from sight;
  • Only a flooding of tears that shudder and stream
  • Fast through the night.
page: 101

ROSE D’AMOUR.

  • I PLANTED a rose tree in my garden,
  • In early days when the year was young;
  • I thought it would bear me roses, roses,
  • While nights were dewy and days were long.
  • It bore but once, and a white rose only—
  • A lovely rose with petals of light;
  • Like the moon in heaven, supreme and lonely;
  • And the lightning struck it one summer night.
page: 102

SONNET.

  • EVEN as on some black background full of night,
  • And hollow storm in cloudy disarray,
  • The forceful brush of some great master may
  • More brilliantly evoke a higher light;
  • So beautiful, so delicately white,
  • So like a very metaphor of May,
  • Your loveliness on my life’s sombre gray
  • In its perfection stands out doubly bright.
  • And yet your beauty breeds a strange despair,
  • And pang of yearning in the helpless heart,
  • To shield you from time’s fraying wear and tear
  • That from yourself yourself would wrench apart;
  • How save you, fairest, but to set you where
  • Mortality kills death in deathless art?
page: 103

A PARTING.

  • THE year is on the wing, my love,
  • With tearful days and nights;
  • The clouds are on the wing above
  • With gathering swallow‐flights.
  • The year is on the wing, my sweet,
  • And in the ghostly race,
  • With patter of unnumbered feet,
  • The dead leaves fly apace.
  • The year is on the wing, and shakes
  • The last rose from its tree;
  • And I, whose heart in parting breaks,
  • Must bid adieu to thee.
page: 104

MY LADY.

  • LIKE putting forth upon a sea
  • On which the moonbeams shimmer,
  • Where reefs and unknown perils be
  • To wreck, yea, wreck one utterly,
  • It were to love you, lady fair,
  • In whose black braids of billowy hair
  • The misty moonstones glimmer.
  • Oh, misty moonstone‐coloured eyes,
  • Latticed behind long lashes,
  • Within whose clouded orbs there lies,
  • Like lightning in the sleeping skies,
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  • A spark to kindle and ignite,
  • And set a fire to love alight
  • To burn one’s heart to ashes.
  • I will not put forth on this deep
  • Of perilous emotion;
  • No, though your hands be soft as sleep,
  • They shall not have my heart to keep,
  • Nor draw it to your fatal sphere.
  • Lady, you are as much to fear
  • As is the fickle ocean.
page: 106

ON A VIOLA D’AMORE.

CARVED WITH A CUPID’S HEAD, AND PLAYED ON FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER MORE THAN A CENTURY.

  • WHAT fairy music clear and light,
  • Responsive to your fingers,
  • Swells rippling on the summer night,
  • And amorously lingers
  • Upon the sense, as long ago
  • In days of rouge and rococo!
  • A century of silence lay
  • On strings that had not spoken
  • Since powdered lords to ladies gay
  • Gave, for a lover’s token,
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  • Fans glowing fresh from Watteau’s art,
  • Well worth a marchioness’s heart.
  • Your dormant music tranced and bound
  • Was like the Sleeping Beauty
  • Prince Charming in the forest found,
  • And kissed in loyal duty:
  • And when she woke her eyes’ blue fire
  • Turned the dumb forest to a lyre.
  • Thus Amor with the bandaged eyes,
  • Fit symbol of hushed numbers,
  • Most musically wakes and sighs
  • After an age of slumbers:
  • Beneath your magic bow’s control.
  • The Viol has regained her soul.
page: 108

A CHILD’S FANCY.

  • “HUSH, hush! Speak softly, Mother dear,
  • So that the daisies may not hear;
  • For when the stars begin to peep,
  • The pretty daisies go to sleep.
  • “See, Mother, round us on the lawn;
  • With soft white lashes closely drawn,
  • They’ve shut their eyes so golden‐gay,
  • That looked up through the long, long day.
  • “But now they’re tired of all the fun—
  • Of bees and birds, of wind and sun
  • Playing their game at hide‐and‐seek;—
  • Then very softly let us speak.”
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  • A myriad stars above the child
  • Looked down from heaven and sweetly smiled;
  • But not a star in all the skies
  • Beamed on him with his Mother’s eyes.
  • She stroked his curly chestnut head,
  • And whispering very softly, said,
  • “I’d quite forgotten they might hear;
  • Thank you for that reminder, dear.”
page: 110

LASSITUDE.

  • I LAID me down beside the sea,
  • Endless in blue monotony;
  • The clouds were anchored in the sky,
  • Sometimes a sail went idling by.
  • Upon the shingles on the beach
  • Gray linen was spread out to bleach,
  • And gently with a gentle swell
  • The languid ripples rose and fell.
  • A fisher‐boy, in level line,
  • Cast stone by stone into the brine:
  • Methought I too might do as he,
  • And cast my sorrows on the sea.
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  • The old, old sorrows in a heap
  • Dropped heavily into the deep;
  • But with its sorrow on that day
  • My heart itself was cast away.
page: 112

SEEKING.

  • IN many a shape and fleeting apparition,
  • Sublime in age or with clear morning eyes,
  • Ever I seek thee, tantalizing Vision,
  • Which beckoning flies.
  • Ever I seek Thee, O evasive Presence,
  • Which on the far horizon’s utmost verge,
  • Like some wild star in luminous evanescence,
  • Shoots o’er the surge.
  • Ever I seek Thy features ever flying,
  • Which ne’er beheld I never can forget:
  • Lightning which flames through love, and mimics dying
  • In souls that set.
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  • Ever I seek Thee through all clouds of error;
  • As when the moon behind earth’s shadow slips,
  • She wears a momentary mask of terror
  • In brief eclipse.
  • Ever I seek Thee, passionately yearning;
  • Like altar‐fire on some forgotten fane,
  • My life flames up irrevocably burning,
  • And burnt in vain.
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