Dramas in Miniature.
Blind, Mathilde, 18411896.
LYRICS.
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LOVE’S SOMNABULIST.
- LIKE some wild sleeper who alone at night
- Walks with unseeing eyes along a height,
- With death below and only stars above;
- I, in broad daylight, walk as if in sleep,
- Along the edges of life’s perilous steep,
- The lost somnambulist of love.
- I, in broad day, go walking in a dream,
- Led on in safety by the starry gleam
- Of thy blue eyes that hold my heart in thrall;
- Let no one wake me rudely, lest one day,
- Startled to find how far I’ve gone astray,
- I dash my life out in my fall.
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A MEETING.
- A TWILIGHT glow diffused on high
- Flushed all the autumn land beneath;
- Like love that lights your azure eye,
- The pond’s blue goblet on the heath
- Was brimful of the sky.
- We met by chance, and heaven’s rich hue
- Leaped to your face in rosy flame;
- Ah, is it possible you knew
- The wild delight that filled my frame
- As I caught sight of you?
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- Ah, is it possible, my love,
- That your delight can equal mine?
- Nay, then, the burning sky above
- Grows pale beside this bliss divine,
- And the deep glow thereof.
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YOUR FACE.
I TOOK your face into my dreams,
It floated round me like a light;
Your beauty’s consecrating beams
Lay mirrored in my heart all night.
As in a lonely mountain mere,
Unvisited of any streams,
Supremely bright and still and clear,
The solitary moonlight gleams,
Your face was shining in my dreams.
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ONLY A SMILE.
- NO butterfly whose frugal fare
- Is breath of heliotrope and clove,
- And other trifles light as air,
- Could live on less than doth my love.
- That childlike smile that comes and goes
- About your gracious lips and eyes,
- Hath all the sweetness of the rose,
- Which feeds the freckled butterflies.
- I feed my love on smiles, and yet
- Sometimes I ask, with tears of woe,
- How had it been if we had met,
- If you had met me long ago,
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- Before the fast, defacing years
- Had made all ill that once was well?
- Ah, then your smiling breeds such tears
- As Tantalus may weep in hell.
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SOMETIMES I WONDER.
- SOMETIMES I wonder if you guess
- The deep impassioned tenderness
- Which overflows my heart;
- The love I never dare confess;
- Yet hard, yea, harder to repress
- Than tears too fain to start.
- Sometimes I ponder, O my sweet,
- The things I’ll tell you when we meet;
- But straightway at your sight
- My heart’s blood oozes to my feet
- Like thawing waters in the heat,
- Confused with too much light.
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- I hardly know, when you are near,
- If it is love, or joy, or fear
- Which fills my languid frame;
- Enveloped in your atmosphere,
- My dark self seems to disappear,
- A moth entombed in flame.
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MANY WILL LOVE YOU.
- MANY will love you; you were made for love;
- For the soft plumage of the unruffled dove
- Is not so soft as your caressing eyes.
- You will love many; for the winds that veer
- Are not more prone to shift their compass, dear,
- Than your quick fancy flies.
- Many will love you; but I may not, no;
- Even though your smile sets all my life aglow,
- And at your fairness all my senses ache.
- You will love many; but not me, my dear,
- Who have no gift to give you but a tear
- Sweet for your sweetness’ sake.
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A DREAM.
- ONLY a dream, a beautiful baseless dream;
- Only a bright
- Flash from your eyes, a brief electrical gleam,
- Charged with delight.
- Only a waking, alone, in the moon’s last gleam
- Fading from sight;
- Only a flooding of tears that shudder and stream
- Fast through the night.
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ROSE D’AMOUR.
- I PLANTED a rose tree in my garden,
- In early days when the year was young;
- I thought it would bear me roses, roses,
- While nights were dewy and days were long.
- It bore but once, and a white rose only—
- A lovely rose with petals of light;
- Like the moon in heaven, supreme and lonely;
- And the lightning struck it one summer night.
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SONNET.
- EVEN as on some black background full of night,
- And hollow storm in cloudy disarray,
- The forceful brush of some great master may
- More brilliantly evoke a higher light;
- So beautiful, so delicately white,
- So like a very metaphor of May,
- Your loveliness on my life’s sombre gray
- In its perfection stands out doubly bright.
- And yet your beauty breeds a strange despair,
- And pang of yearning in the helpless heart,
- To shield you from time’s fraying wear and tear
- That from yourself yourself would wrench apart;
- How save you, fairest, but to set you where
- Mortality kills death in deathless art?
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A PARTING.
- THE year is on the wing, my love,
- With tearful days and nights;
- The clouds are on the wing above
- With gathering swallow‐flights.
- The year is on the wing, my sweet,
- And in the ghostly race,
- With patter of unnumbered feet,
- The dead leaves fly apace.
- The year is on the wing, and shakes
- The last rose from its tree;
- And I, whose heart in parting breaks,
- Must bid adieu to thee.
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MY LADY.
- LIKE putting forth upon a sea
- On which the moonbeams shimmer,
- Where reefs and unknown perils be
- To wreck, yea, wreck one utterly,
- It were to love you, lady fair,
- In whose black braids of billowy hair
- The misty moonstones glimmer.
- Oh, misty moonstone‐coloured eyes,
- Latticed behind long lashes,
- Within whose clouded orbs there lies,
- Like lightning in the sleeping skies,
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- A spark to kindle and ignite,
- And set a fire to love alight
- To burn one’s heart to ashes.
- I will not put forth on this deep
- Of perilous emotion;
- No, though your hands be soft as sleep,
- They shall not have my heart to keep,
- Nor draw it to your fatal sphere.
- Lady, you are as much to fear
- As is the fickle ocean.
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ON A VIOLA D’AMORE.
CARVED WITH A CUPID’S HEAD, AND PLAYED ON FOR THE FIRST
TIME AFTER MORE THAN A CENTURY.
- WHAT fairy music clear and light,
- Responsive to your fingers,
- Swells rippling on the summer night,
- And amorously lingers
- Upon the sense, as long ago
- In days of rouge and rococo!
- A century of silence lay
- On strings that had not spoken
- Since powdered lords to ladies gay
- Gave, for a lover’s token,
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- Fans glowing fresh from Watteau’s art,
- Well worth a marchioness’s heart.
- Your dormant music tranced and bound
- Was like the Sleeping Beauty
- Prince Charming in the forest found,
- And kissed in loyal duty:
- And when she woke her eyes’ blue fire
- Turned the dumb forest to a lyre.
- Thus Amor with the bandaged eyes,
- Fit symbol of hushed numbers,
- Most musically wakes and sighs
- After an age of slumbers:
- Beneath your magic bow’s control.
- The Viol has regained her soul.
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A CHILD’S FANCY.
- “HUSH, hush! Speak softly, Mother dear,
- So that the daisies may not hear;
- For when the stars begin to peep,
- The pretty daisies go to sleep.
- “See, Mother, round us on the lawn;
- With soft white lashes closely drawn,
- They’ve shut their eyes so golden‐gay,
- That looked up through the long, long day.
- “But now they’re tired of all the fun—
- Of bees and birds, of wind and sun
- Playing their game at hide‐and‐seek;—
- Then very softly let us speak.”
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- A myriad stars above the child
- Looked down from heaven and sweetly smiled;
- But not a star in all the skies
- Beamed on him with his Mother’s eyes.
- She stroked his curly chestnut head,
- And whispering very softly, said,
- “I’d quite forgotten they might hear;
- Thank you for that reminder, dear.”
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LASSITUDE.
- I LAID me down beside the sea,
- Endless in blue monotony;
- The clouds were anchored in the sky,
- Sometimes a sail went idling by.
- Upon the shingles on the beach
- Gray linen was spread out to bleach,
- And gently with a gentle swell
- The languid ripples rose and fell.
- A fisher‐boy, in level line,
- Cast stone by stone into the brine:
- Methought I too might do as he,
- And cast my sorrows on the sea.
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- The old, old sorrows in a heap
- Dropped heavily into the deep;
- But with its sorrow on that day
- My heart itself was cast away.
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SEEKING.
- IN many a shape and fleeting apparition,
- Sublime in age or with clear morning eyes,
- Ever I seek thee, tantalizing Vision,
- Which beckoning flies.
- Ever I seek Thee, O evasive Presence,
- Which on the far horizon’s utmost verge,
- Like some wild star in luminous evanescence,
- Shoots o’er the surge.
- Ever I seek Thy features ever flying,
- Which ne’er beheld I never can forget:
- Lightning which flames through love, and mimics dying
- In souls that set.
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- Ever I seek Thee through all clouds of error;
- As when the moon behind earth’s shadow slips,
- She wears a momentary mask of terror
- In brief eclipse.
- Ever I seek Thee, passionately yearning;
- Like altar‐fire on some forgotten fane,
- My life flames up irrevocably burning,
- And burnt in vain.