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Poems . Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock, 1826–1887.
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POEMS.

PHILIP MY KING.

“Who bears upon his baby brow the round And top of sovereignty.”

  • LOOK at me with thy large brown eyes,
  • Philip my king,
  • Round whom the enshadowing purple lies
  • Of babyhood’s royal dignities:
  • Lay on my neck thy tiny hand
  • With love’s invisible sceptre laden;
  • I am thine Esther to command
  • Till thou shalt find a queen‐handmaiden,
  • Philip my king.
  • O the day when thou goest a wooing,
  • Philip my king!
  • When those beautiful lips ’gin suing,
  • And some gentle heart’s bars undoing
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  • Thou dost enter, love‐crowned, and there
  • Sittest love‐glorified. Rule kindly,
  • Tenderly, over thy kingdom fair,
  • For we that love, ah! we love so blindly,
  • Philip my king.
  • Up from thy sweet mouth,—up to thy brow,
  • Philip my king!
  • The spirit that there lies sleeping now
  • May rise like a giant and make men bow
  • As to one heaven‐chosen amongst his peers:
  • My Saul, than thy brethren taller and fairer
  • Let me behold thee in future years;—
  • Yet thy head needeth a circlet rarer,
  • Philip my king.
  • —A wreath not of gold, but palm. One day,
  • Philip my king,
  • Thou too must tread, as we trod, a way
  • Thorny and cruel and cold and gray:
  • Rebels within thee and foes without,
  • Will snatch at thy crown. But march on, glorious,
  • Martyr, yet monarch: till angels shout
  • As thou sit’st at the feet of God victorious,
  • “Philip the king!”
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THOUGHTS IN A WHEAT‐FIELD

“The harvest is the end of the world, and the reapers are the angels”


  • IN his wide fields walks the Master,
  • In his fair fields, ripe for harvest,
  • Where the evening sun shines slant‐wise
  • On the rich ears heavy bending;
  • Saith the Master: “It is time.”
  • Though no leaf shows brown decadence,
  • And September’s nightly frost‐bite
  • Only reddens the horizon,
  • “It is full time,” saith the Master,
  • The wise Master, “It is time.”
  • Lo, he looks. That look compelling
  • Brings his laborers to the harvest;
  • Quick they gather, as in autumn
  • Passage‐birds in cloudy eddies
  • Drop upon the seaside fields;
  • White wings have they, and white raiment,
  • White feet shod with swift obedience,
  • Each lays down his golden palm branch,
  • And uprears his sickle shining,
  • “Speak, O Master,—is it time?”
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  • O’er the field the servants hasten,
  • Where the full‐stored ears droop downwards,
  • Humble with their weight of harvest:
  • Where the empty ears wave upward,
  • And the gay tares flaunt in rows:
  • But the sickles, the sharp sickles,
  • Flash new dawn at their appearing,
  • Songs are heard in earth and heaven,
  • For the reapers are the angels,
  • And it is the harvest time.
  • O Great Master, are thy footsteps
  • Even now upon the mountains?
  • Are thou walking in thy wheat‐field?
  • Are the snowy‐wingèd reapers
  • Gathering in the silent air?
  • Are thy signs abroad, the glowing
  • Of the distant sky, blood‐reddened,—
  • And the near fields trodden, blighted,
  • Choked by gaudy tares triumphant,—
  • Sure, it must be harvest time?
  • Who shall know the Master’s coming?
  • Whether it be at dawn or sunset,
  • When night dews weigh down the wheat‐ears,
  • Or while noon rides high in heaven,
  • Sleeping lies the yellow field?
  • Only, may thy voice, Good Master,
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  • Peal above the reapers’ chorus,
  • And dull sound of sheaves slow falling,—
  • “Gather all into My garner,
  • For it is My harvest time.”

IMMUTABLE.

“With whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.”


AUTUMN to winter, winter into spring, Spring into summer, summer into fall,— So rolls the changing year, and so we change; Motion so swift, we know not that we move. Till at the gate of some memorial hour We pause—look in its sepulchre to find The cast‐off shape that years since we called “I”— And start, amazed. Yet on! We may not stay To weep or laugh. All which is past, is past Even while we gaze the simulated form Drops into dust, like many‐centuried corpse At opening of a tomb. Alack, this world Is full of change, change, change,—nothing but change! page: 6 Is there not one straw in life’s whirling flood To hold by, as the torrent sweeps us down, Us, scattered leaves; eddied and broken; torn Roughly asunder; or in smooth mid‐stream Divided each from other without pain; Collected in what looks like union, Yet is but stagnant chance,—stopping to rot By the same pebble till the tide shall turn; Then on, to find no shelter and no rest, Forever rootless and forever lone. O God, we are but leaves upon Thy stream, Clouds on Thy sky. We do but move across The silent breast of Thy infinitude Which bears us all. We pour out day by day Our long, brief moan of mutability To Thine immutable—and cease. Yet still Our change yearns after Thine unchangedness; Our mortal craves Thine immortality; Our manifold and multiform and weak Imperfectness, requires the perfect ONE. For Thou art ONE, and we are all of Thee; Dropped from Thy bosom, as Thy sky drops down Its morning dews, which glitter for a space, Uncertain whence they fell, or whither tend, Till the great Sun arising on his fields Upcalls them all, and they rejoicing go. page: 7 So, with like joy, O Light Eterne, we spring Thee‐ward, and leave the pleasant fields of earth, Forgetting equally its blossomed green And its dry dusty paths which drank us up Remorseless,—we, poor humble drops of dew, That only wish to freshen a flower’s breast, And be exhaled to heaven. O Thou supreme All‐satisfying and immutable One, It is enough to be absorbed in Thee And vanish,—though ’t were only to a voice That through all ages with perpetual joy Goes evermore loud crying, “God! God! God!”

FOUR YEARS.

  • AT the midsummer, when the hay was down,
  • Said I, mournfully,—My life is at its prime,
  • Yet bare lie my meadows, shorn before the time,
  • In my scorched woodlands the leaves are turning brown.
  • It is the hot midsummer, and the hay is down.
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  • At the midsummer, when the hay was down,
  • Stood she by the streamlet, young and very fair,
  • With the first white bindweed twisted in her hair,—
  • Hair that drooped like birch‐boughs,—all in her simple gown.
  • For it was midsummer, and the hay was down.
  • At the midsummer, when the hay was down,
  • Crept she, a willing bride close into my breast:
  • Low piled the thunder‐clouds had drifted to the west,—
  • Red‐eyed out glared the sun, like knight from leaguered town,
  • That eve in high midsummer, when the hay was down.
  • It is midsummer,—all the hay is down;
  • Close to her bosom press I dying eyes,
  • Praying, “God shield thee till we meet in Paradise!”
  • Bless her in Love’s name who was my brief life’s crown,—
  • And I go at midsummer, when the hay is down.
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THE DEAD CZAR.

  • LAY him beneath his snows,
  • The great Norse giant who in these last days
  • Troubled the nations. Gather decently
  • The imperial robes about him. ’T is but man,—
  • This demi‐god. Or rather it was man,
  • And is—a little dust that will corrupt
  • As fast as any nameless dust which sleeps
  • ’Neath Alma’s grass or Balaklava’s vines.
  • No vineyard grave for him. No quiet tomb
  • By river margin, where across the seas
  • Children’s fond thoughts and women’s memories come
  • Like angels, to sit by the sepulchre,
  • Saying: “All these were men who knew to count,
  • Front‐faced, the cost of honor, nor did shrink
  • From its full payment: coming here to die,
  • They died—like men.”
  • But this man? Ah! for him
  • Funereal state, and ceremonial grand,
  • The stone‐engraved sarcophagus, and then
  • Oblivion.
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  • Nay, oblivion were as bliss
  • To that fierce howl which rolls from land to land
  • Exulting,—“Art thou fallen, Lucifer,
  • Son of the morning?” or condemning,—“Thus
  • Perish the wicked!” or blaspheming,—“Here
  • Lies our Belshazzar, our Sennacherib,
  • Our Pharaoh,—he whose heart God hardenèd,
  • So that he would not let the people go.”
  • Self‐glorifying sinners! Why, this man
  • Was but like other men:—you, Levite small,
  • Who shut your saintly ears, and prate of hell
  • And heretics, because outside church‐doors,
  • Your church‐doors, congregations poor and small
  • Praise Heaven in their own way;—you, autocrat
  • Of all the hamlets, who add field to field
  • And house to house, whose slavish children cower
  • Before your tyrant footstep;—you, foul‐tongued
  • Fanatic or ambitious egotist,
  • Who thinks God stoops from His high majesty
  • To lay His finger on your puny head,
  • And crown it,—that you henceforth may parade
  • Your maggotship throughout the wondering world,—
  • “I am the Lord’s anointed!”
  • Fools and blind!
  • This Czar, this emperor, this disthronèd corpse,
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  • Lying so straightly in an icy calm
  • Grander than sovereignty, was but as ye,—
  • No better and no worse;—Heaven mend us all!
  • Carry him forth and bury him. Death’s peace
  • Rest on his memory! Mercy by his bier
  • Sits silent, or says only these few words,—
  • “Let him who is without sin ’mongst ye all
  • Cast the first stone.”

THE WIND AT NIGHT.

  • O SUDDEN blast, that through this silence black
  • Sweeps past my windows,
  • Coming and going with invisible track
  • As death or sin does,—
  • Why scare me, lying sick, and, save thy own,
  • Hearing no voices?
  • Why mingle with a helpless human moan
  • Thy mad rejoices?
  • Why not come gently, as good angels come
  • To souls departing,
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  • Floating among the shadows of the room
  • With eyes light‐darting,
  • Bringing faint airs of balm that seem to rouse
  • Thoughts of a Far Land,
  • Then binding softly upon weary brows
  • Death’s poppy‐garland?
  • O fearful blast, I shudder at thy sound,
  • Like heathen mortal
  • Who saw the Three that mark life’s doomèd bound
  • Sit at his portal.
  • Thou mightst be laden with sad, shrieking souls,
  • Carried unwilling
  • From their known earth to the unknown stream that rolls
  • All anguish stilling.
  • Fierce wind, will the Death‐angel come like thee,
  • Soon, soon to bear me
  • Whither? what mysteries may unfold to me,
  • What terrors scare me?
  • Shall I go wand’ring on through empty space
  • As on earth, lonely?
  • Or seek through myriad spirit‐ranks one face,
  • And miss that only?
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  • Shall I not then drop down from sphere to sphere
  • Palsied and aimless?
  • Or will my being change so that both fear
  • And grief die nameless?
  • Rather I pray Him who Himself is Love,
  • Out of whose essence
  • We all do spring, and towards him tending, move
  • Back to His presence,
  • That even His brightness may not quite efface
  • The soul’s earth‐features,
  • That the dear human likeness each may trace
  • Glorified creatures;
  • That we may not cease loving, only taught
  • Holier desiring;
  • More faith, more patience; with more wisdom fraught,
  • Higher aspiring.
  • That we may do all work we left undone
  • Here—though unmeetness;
  • From height to height celestial passing on
  • Towards full completeness.
  • Then, strong Azrael, be thy supreme call
  • Soft as spring‐breezes,
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  • Or like this blast, whose loud fiend‐festival
  • My heart’s blood freezes.
  • I will not fear thee. If thou safely keep
  • My soul, God’s giving,
  • And my soul’s soul, I, wakening from death‐sleep,
  • Shall first know living.

A FABLE.

  • SILENT and sunny was the way
  • Where Youth and I danced on together:
  • So winding and embowered o’er,
  • We could not see one rood before.
  • Nevertheless all merrily
  • We bounded onward, Youth and I,
  • Leashed closely in a silken tether:
  • (Well‐a‐day, well‐a‐day!)
  • Ah Youth, ah Youth, but I would fain
  • See thy sweet foolish face again!
  • It came to pass, one morn of May,
  • All in a swoon of golden weather,
  • That I through green leaves fluttering
  • Saw Joy uprise on Psyche wing:
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  • Eagerly, too eagerly
  • We followed after,—Youth and I,—
  • Till suddenly he slipped the tether:
  • (Well‐a‐day, well‐a‐day!)
  • “Where art thou, Youth?” I cried. In vain;
  • He never more came back again.
  • Yet onward through the devious way
  • In rain or shine, I recked not whether,
  • Like many other maddened boy
  • I tracked my Psyche‐wingèd Joy;
  • Till, curving round the bowery lane,
  • Lo,—in the pathway stood pale Pain,
  • And we met face to face together:
  • (Well‐a‐day, well‐a‐day!)
  • “Whence comest thou?”—and I writhed in vain—
  • “Unloose thy cruel grasp, O Pain!”
  • But he would not. Since, day by day
  • He has ta’en up Youth’s silken tether
  • And changed it into iron bands.
  • So through rich vales and barren lands
  • Solemnly, all solemnly,
  • March we united, he and I;
  • And we have grown such friends together
  • (Well‐a‐day, well‐a‐day!)
  • I and this my brother Pain,
  • I think we’ll never part again.
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LABOR IS PRAYER

  • LABORARE est orare:
  • We, black‐visaged sons of toil,
  • From the coal‐mine and the anvil
  • And the delving of the soil,—
  • From the loom, the wharf, the warehouse,
  • And the ever‐whirling mill,
  • Out of grim and hungry silence
  • Raise a weak voice small and shrill;—
  • Laborare est orare:
  • Man, dost hear us? God, He will.
  • We, who just can keep from starving
  • Sickly wives,—not always mild:
  • Trying not to curse Heaven’s bounty
  • When it sends another child,—
  • We who, worn‐out, doze on Sundays
  • O’er the Book we strive to read,
  • Cannot understand the parson
  • Or the catechism and creed.
  • Laborare est orare:—
  • Then, good sooth, we pray indeed.
  • We, poor women, feeble‐natured,
  • Large of heart, in wisdom small,
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  • Who the world’s incessant battle
  • Cannot understand at all,
  • All the mysteries of the churches,
  • All the troubles of the state,—
  • Whom child‐smiles teach “God is loving,”
  • And child‐coffins, “God is great”:
  • Laborare est orare:—
  • We too at His footstool wait.
  • Laborare est orare;
  • Hear it, ye of spirit poor,
  • Who sit crouching at the threshold
  • While your brethren force the door;
  • Ye whose ignorance stands wringing
  • Rough hands, scamed with toil, nor dares
  • Lift so much as eyes to Heaven,—
  • Lo! all life this truth declares,
  • Laborare est orare;
  • And the whole earth rings with prayers.
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A SILLY SONG

  • “O HEART, my heart!” she said, and heard
  • His mate the blackbird calling,
  • While through the sheen of the garden green
  • May rain was softly falling,—
  • Aye softly, softly falling.
  • The buttercups across the field
  • Made sunshine rifts of splendor:
  • The round snow‐bud of the thorn in the wood
  • Peeped through its leefage tender,
  • As the rain came softly falling.
  • “O heart, my heart!” she said and smiled,
  • “There’s not a tree of the valley,
  • Or a leaf I wis which the rain’s soft kiss
  • Freshens in yonder alley,
  • Where the drops keep ever falling,—
  • “There’s not a foolish flower i’ the grass,
  • Or bird through the woodland calling,
  • So glad again of the coming of rain
  • As I of these tears now falling,—
  • These happy tears down falling.”
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IN MEMORIAM

Obiit 1854.

  • HEAVEN rest thee!
  • We shall go about today
  • In our festal garlands gay;
  • Whatsoever robes we wear
  • Not a trace of black be there.
  • Well, what matters? none is seen
  • On thy daisy covering green,
  • Or thy pure white pillow, hid
  • Underneath a cofin lid.
  • Heaven rest thee!
  • Heaven take thee!—
  • Ay, heaven only. Sleeps beneath
  • One who died a virgin death:
  • Died so slowly, day by day,
  • That it scarcely seemed decay,
  • Till this lonely churchyard kind
  • Opened,—and we left behind
  • Nothing but a little dust;—
  • Heaven is pitiful and just:
  • Heaven take thee!
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  • Heaven keep thee:
  • Nevermore above the ground
  • Be one relic of thee found:
  • Lay the turf so smooth, we crave,
  • None would guess it was a grave,
  • Save for grass that greener grows,
  • Or for wind that gentlier blows
  • All the earth o’er, from this spot
  • Where thou wert—and thou art not.
  • Heaven keep thee!

AN HONEST VALENTINE

Returned from the Dead‐Letter Office

  • THANK you for your kindness,
  • Lady fair and wise,
  • Though love’s famed for blindness,
  • Lovers—hem! for lies.
  • Courtship’s mighty pretty,
  • Wedlock a sweet sight;—
  • Should I (from the city,
  • A plain man, Miss—) write,
  • Ere we spouse‐and‐wive it,
  • Just one honest line,
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  • Could you e’er forgive it,
  • Pretty Valentine?
  • Honey‐moon quite over,
  • If I less should scan
  • You with eye of lover
  • Than of mortal man?
  • Seeing my fair charmer
  • Curl hair spire on spire,
  • All in paper armor,
  • By the parlor fire;
  • Gown that wants a stitch in
  • Hid by apron fine,
  • Scolding in her kitchen,—
  • O fie, Valentine!
  • Should I come home surly
  • Vexed with fortune’s frown,
  • Find a hurly‐burly,
  • House turned upside down,
  • Servants all a‐snarl, or
  • Cleaning steps or stair:
  • Breakfast still in parlor,
  • Dinner—anywhere:
  • Shall I to cold bacon
  • Meekly fall and dine?
  • No,—or I’m mistaken
  • Much, my Valentine.
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  • What if we should quarrel?
  • —Bless you, all folks do:—
  • Will you take the war ill
  • Yet half like it too?
  • When I storm and jangle,
  • Obstinate, absurd,
  • Will you sit and wrangle
  • Just for the last word,—
  • Or, while poor Love, crying,
  • Upon tiptoe stands,
  • Ready plumed for flying,—
  • Will you smile, shake hands,
  • And the truth beholding,
  • With a kiss divine
  • Stop my rough mouth’s scolding?—
  • Bless you, Valentine!
  • If, should times grow harder,
  • We have lack of pelf,
  • Little in the larder,
  • Less upon the shelf;
  • Will you, never tearful,
  • Make your old gowns do,
  • Mend my stockings, cheerful,
  • And pay visits few?
  • Crave nor gift nor donor,
  • Old days ne’er regret,
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  • Seek no friend save Honor,
  • Dread no foe but Debt;
  • Meet ill‐fortune steady,
  • Hand to hand with mine,
  • Like a gallant lady,—
  • Will you, Valentine?
  • Then, whatever weather
  • Come, or shine, or shade,
  • We’ll set out together,
  • Not a whit afraid.
  • Age is ne’er alarming,—
  • I shall find, I ween,
  • You at sixty charming
  • As at sweet sixteen:
  • Let’s pray, nothing loath, dear,
  • That our funeral may
  • Make one date serve both, dear,
  • As our marriage day.
  • Then, come joy or sorrow,
  • Thou art mine,—I thine.
  • So we’ll wed to‐morrow,
  • Dearest Valentine.
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LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE

  • AY, in thy face, old fellow! Now’s the time.
  • The Black Sea wind flaps my tent‐roof, nor wakes
  • These lads of mine, who take of sleep their fill,
  • As if they thought they’d never sleep again,
  • Instead of—
  • Pitiless Crimean blast,
  • How many a howling lullaby thou’lt raise
  • To‐morrow night, all nights till the world’s end,
  • Over some sleepers here!
  • Some?—who? Dumb Fate
  • Whispers in no man’s ear his coming doom;
  • Each thinks—“not I—not I.”
  • But thou, grim Death,
  • I hear thee on the night‐wind flying abroad,
  • I feel thee here, squatted at our tent‐door,
  • Invisible and incommunicable,
  • Pointing:
  • “Hurrah!”
  • Why yell so in your sleep,
  • Comrade? Did you see aught?
  • Well—let him dream:
  • Who knows, to‐morrow such a shout as this
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  • He’ll die with. A brave lad, and very like
  • His sister.
  • * * * * * *
  • So! just two hours have I lain
  • Freezing. That pale white star, which came and peered
  • Through the tent‐opening, has passed on, to smile
  • Elsewhere, or lost herself i’ the dark,—God knows.
  • Two hours nearer to dawn. The very hour,
  • The very hour and day, a year ago,
  • When we light‐hearted and light‐footed fools
  • Went jingling idle swords in waltz and reel,
  • And smiling in fair faces. How they’d start,
  • Those dainty red ad white soft faces kind,
  • If they could but behold my visage now,
  • Or his—or his—o some poor faces cold
  • We covered up with earth last noon.
  • —There sits
  • The laidly Thing I felt on our tent‐door
  • Two hours back. It has sat and never stirred.
  • I cannot challenge it, or shoot it down,
  • Or grapple with it, as with that young Russ
  • Whom I killed yesterday. (What eyes he had!—
  • Great limpid eyes, and curling dark‐red hair,—
  • A woman’s picture hidden in his breast,—
  • I never liked this fighting hand to hand.)
  • No, it will not be met like flesh and blood,
  • This shapeless, voiceless, immaterial Thing,
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  • Yet I will meet it. Here I sit alone,—
  • Show me thy face, O Death!
  • There, there. I think
  • I did not tremble.
  • I am a young man;
  • Have done full many an ill deed, left undone
  • Many a good one: lived unto the flesh,
  • Not to the spirit: I would rather live
  • A few years more, and try if things might change.
  • Yet, yet I hope I do not tremble, Death;
  • And that thy finger pointed at my heart
  • But calms the tumult there.
  • What small account
  • The All‐living seems to take of this thin flame
  • Which we call life. He sends a moment’s blast
  • Out of war’s nostrils, and a myriad
  • Of these our puny tapers are blown out
  • Forever. Yet we shrink not,—we, such frail
  • Poor knaves, whom a spent ball can instant strike
  • Into eternity,—we helpless fools,
  • Whom a serf’s clumsy hand and clumsier sword
  • Smiting—shall sudden into nothingness
  • Let out that something rare which could conceive
  • A universe and its God.
  • Free, open‐eyed,
  • We rush like bridegrooms to Death’s grisly arms:
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  • Surely the very longing for that clasp
  • Proves us immortal. Immortality
  • Alone could teach this mortal how to die.
  • Perhaps, war is but Heaven’s great ploughshare, driven
  • Over the barren, fallow earthly fields,
  • Preparing them for harvest; rooting up
  • Grass, weeds, and flowers, which necessary fall,
  • That in these furrows the wise Husbandman
  • May drop celestial seed.
  • So let us die;
  • Yield up our little lives, as the flowers do;
  • Believing He’ll not lose one single soul,—
  • One germ of His immortal. Naught of His
  • Or Him can perish; therefore let us die.
  • I half remember, something like to this
  • She says in her dear letters. So—let us die.
  • What, dawn? The faint hum in the trenches fails.
  • Is that a bell i’ the mist? My faith, they go
  • Early to matins in Sebastopol!—
  • A gun!—Lads, stand to your arms; the Russ is here.
  • Agnes.
  • Kind Heaven, I have looked Death in the face,
  • Help me to die.
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BY THE ALMA RIVER.

  • WILLIE, fold your little hands;
  • Let it drop, that “soldier” toy:
  • Look where father’s picture stands,—
  • Father, who here kissed his boy
  • Not two months since,—father kind,
  • Who this night may—Never mind
  • Mother’s sob, my Willie dear,
  • Call aloud that He may hear
  • Who is God of battles, say,
  • “O, keep father safe this day
  • By the Alma river.”
  • Ask no more, child. Never heed
  • Either Russ, or Frank, or Turk,
  • Right of nations or of creed,
  • Chance‐poised victory’s bloody work:
  • Any flag i’ the wind may roll
  • On thy heights, Sebastopol;
  • Willie, all to you and me
  • Is that spot, where’er it be,
  • Where he stands—no other word!
  • Stands—God sure the child’s prayer heard—
  • By the Alma river.
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  • Willie, listen to the bells
  • Ringing through the town to‐day.
  • That’s for victory. Ah, no knells
  • For the many swept away,—
  • Hundreds—thousands! Let us weep,
  • We who need not,—just to keep
  • Reason steady in my brain
  • Till the morning comes again,
  • Till the third dread morning tell
  • Who they were that fought and fell
  • By the Alma river.
  • Come, we’ll lay us down, my child,
  • Poor the bed is, poor and hard;
  • Yet thy father, far exiled,
  • Sleeps upon the open sward,
  • Dreaming of us two at home:
  • Or beneath the starry dome
  • Digs out trenches in the dark,
  • Where he buries—Willie, mark—
  • Where he buries those who died
  • Fighting bravely at his side
  • By the Alma river.
  • Willie, Willie, go to sleep,
  • God will keep us, O my boy;
  • He will make the dull hours creep
  • Faster, and send news of joy,
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  • When I need not shrink to meet
  • Those dread placards in the street,
  • Which for weeks will ghastly stare
  • In some eyes—Child, sy thy prayer
  • Once again; a different one:
  • Say, “O God, Thy will be done
  • By the Alma river.”

ROTHESAY BAY.

  • FU’ yellow lie the corn rigs
  • Far doun the braid hillside;
  • It is the brawest harst field
  • Alang the shores o’Clyde,—
  • And I’m a puir harst‐lassie
  • That stan’s the lee‐lang day
  • Shearing the corn‐rigs of Ardbeg
  • Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay.
  • O I had ance a true‐love,—
  • Now, I hae nane ava;
  • And I had ance three brithers,
  • But I hae tint them a’;
  • My father and my mither
  • Sleep i’ the mools this day.
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  • I sit my lane amang the rigs
  • Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay.
  • It’s a bonnie bay at morning,
  • And bonnier at the noon,
  • But it’s bonniest when the sun draps
  • And red comes up the moon:
  • When the mist creeps o’er the Cambrays,
  • And Arran peaks are gray,
  • And the great black hills, like sleepin’ kings,
  • Sit grand roun’ Rothesay Bay,
  • Then a bit sigh stirs my bosom,
  • And a wee tear blin’s my e’e,—
  • And I think o’that far Countrie
  • What I wad like to be!
  • But I rise content i’ the morning
  • To wark while wark I may
  • I’ the yellow harst field of Ardbeg
  • Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay.
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LIVING:

AFTER A DEATH.

“That friend of mine who lives in God.”


  • O LIVE!
  • (Thus seems it we should say to our beloved,—
  • Each held by such slight links, so oft removed;)
  • And I can let thee go to the world’s end,
  • All precious names, companion, love, spouse, friend,
  • Seal up in an eternal silence gray,
  • Like a closed grave till resurrection‐day:
  • All sweet remembrances, hopes, dreams, desires,
  • Heap, as one heaps up sarificial fires:
  • Then, turning, consecrate by loss, and proud
  • Of penury—go back into the loud
  • Tumultuous world again with never a moan—
  • Save that which whispers still, “My own, my own,”
  • Unto the same broad sky whose arch immense
  • Enfolds us both like the arm of Providence:
  • And thus, contended, I could live or die,
  • With never clasp of hand or meeting eye
  • On this side Paradise.—While thee I see
  • Living to God, thou art alive to me.
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  • O live!
  • And I, methinks, can let all dear rights go,
  • Fond duties melt away like April snow,
  • And sweet, sweet hopes, that took a life to weave,
  • Vanish like gossamers of autumn eve.
  • Nay, sometimes seems it I could even bear
  • To lay down humbly this love‐crown I wear,
  • Steal from my palace, helpless, hopeless, poor,
  • And see another queen it at the door,—
  • If only that the king had done no wrong,
  • If this my palace, where I dwelt so long,
  • Were not defiled by falsehood entering in:—
  • There is no loss but change, no death but sin,
  • No parting, save the slow corrupting pain
  • Of murdered faith that never lives again.
  • O live!
  • (So endeth faint the low pathetic cry
  • Of love, whom death has taught love cannot die,)
  • And I can stand above the daisy bed,
  • The only pillow for thy dearest head,
  • There cover up forever from my sight
  • My own, my earthly all of earth delight;
  • And enter the sea‐cave of widowed years,
  • Where far, far off the trembling gleam appears
  • Through which thy heavenly image slipped away,
  • And waits to meet me at the open day.
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  • Only to me, my love, only to me.
  • This cavern underneath the moaning sea;
  • This long, long life that I alone must tread,
  • To whom the living seem most like the dead,—
  • Thou wilt be safe out on the happy shore:
  • He who in God lives, liveth evermore.

IN OUR BOAT.

  • STARS trembling o’er us and sunset before us,
  • Mountains in shadow and forests asleep;
  • Down the dim river we float on forever,
  • Speak not, ah, breathe not,—there’s peace on the deep.
  • Come not, pale Sorrow, flee till to‐morrow,
  • Rest softly falling o’er eyelids that weep;
  • While down the river we float on forever,
  • Speak not, ah, breathe not,—there’s peace on the deep.
  • As the waves cover the depths we glide over,
  • So let the past in forgetfullness sleep,
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  • While down the river we float on forever,
  • Speak not, ah, breathe not,—there’s peace on the deep.
  • Heaven shine above us, bless all that love us,
  • All whome we love in thy tenderness keep!
  • While down the river we float on forever,
  • Speak not, ah, breathe not,—there’s peace on the deep.

THE RIVER SHORE.

For an old tune of Dowland’s

  • WALKING by the quiet river
  • Where the slow tide seaward goes,
  • All the cares of life fall from us,
  • All our troubles find repose:
  • Naught forgetting, naught regretting,
  • Lovely ghosts from days no more
  • Glide with while feet o’er the river,
  • Smiling towards the silent shore.
  • So we pray in His good pleasure
  • When this world we’ve safely trod,
  • We may walk beside the river
  • Flowing from the throne of God:
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  • All forgiving, all believing,
  • Not one lost we loved before,
  • Looking towards the hills of heaven
  • Calmly from the eternal shore.

A FLOWER OF A DAY.

  • OLD friend, that with a pale and pensile grace
  • Climbest the lush hedgerows, art thou back again,
  • Marking the slow round of the wond’rous years?
  • Didst beckon me a moment, silent flower?
  • Silent? As silent is the archangel’s pen
  • That day by day writes our life chronicle,
  • And turns the page,—the half‐forgotten page,
  • Which all eternity will never blot.
  • Forgotten? No, we never do forget:
  • We let the years go: eash then clean with tears,
  • Leave them to bleach, out in the open day,
  • Or lock them careful by, like dead friends’ clothes,
  • Till we shall dare unfold them without pain,—
  • But we forget not, never can forget.
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  • Flower, thou and I a moment face to face—
  • My face as clear as thine, this July noon
  • Shining on both, on bee and butterfly
  • And golden geetle creeping in the sun—
  • Will pause, and,lifting up, page after page,
  • The many‐colored history of life,
  • Look backwards, backwards.
  • So, the volume close!
  • This July day, with the sun high in heaven,
  • And the whole earth rejoicing,—let it close.
  • I think we need not sigh, complain, nor rave;
  • Nor blush,—our doings and misdoing all
  • Being more ’gainst heaven than man, heaven them does keep
  • With all its doings and undoings strange
  • Concerning us.—Ah, let the volume close:
  • I would not alter in it one poor line.
  • My dainty flower, my innocent white flower
  • With such a pure smile looking up to heaven,
  • With such a bright smile looking down on me—
  • (Nothing but smiles,—as if in all the world
  • Were no such things as thunder‐storms or frosts,
  • Or broken petals trampled on the ground,
  • Or shivering leaveswhirled in the wintry air
  • Like ghosts of last years joys:)—my pretty flower,
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  • I’ll pluck thee—smiling too. Not one salt drop
  • Shall stain thee:—if these foolish eyes are dim,
  • That they behold such beauty and such peace,
  • Such wisdom and such sweetness, in God’s world.

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE MOWING.

  • ALL shimmering in the morning shine
  • And diamonded with dew,
  • And quivering in the scented wind
  • That thrills its green heart through,—
  • The little field, the smiling field,
  • With all its flowers a‐blowing,
  • How happy looks the golden field
  • The day before the mowing!
  • All still ’neath the departing light,
  • Twilight, though void of stars,
  • Save where, low westering, Venus hides
  • From the red eye of Mars;
  • How quiet lies the silent field
  • With all its beauties glowing;
  • Just stirring,—like a child asleep,—
  • The night before the mowing.
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  • Sharp steel, inevitable hand,
  • Cut keen, cut kind! Our field
  • We know full well must be laid low
  • Before its wealth it yield:
  • Labor and mirth and plenty blest
  • Its blameless death bestowing:
  • And yet we weep, and yet we weep,
  • The night before the mowing.

PASSION PAST.

  • WERE I a boy, with a boy’s heart‐beat
  • At glimpse of her passing adown the street,
  • Of a room where she had entered and gone,
  • Or a page her hand had written on,—
  • Would all be with me as it was before?
  • O no, never! no, no, never!
  • Never any more.
  • Were I a man, with a man’s pulse‐throb,
  • Breath hard and fierce, held down like a sob,
  • Dumb, yet hearing her lightest word,
  • Blind, until only her garment stirred:
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  • Would I pour my life like wine on her floor?
  • No, no, never: never, never!
  • Never any more.
  • Gray and withered, wrinkled and marred,
  • I have gone through the fire and come out unscarred,
  • With the image of manhood upon me yet,
  • No shame to remember, no wish to forget:
  • But could she rekindle the pangs I bore?—
  • O no, never! thank God, never!
  • Never any more.
  • Old and wrinkled, withered and gray,—
  • And yet if her light step passed to‐day,
  • I should see her face all faces among,
  • And say,—“Heaven love thee, whom I loved long!
  • Thou hast lost the key of my heart’s door,
  • Lost it ever, and forever,
  • Ay, forevermore.”
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OCTOBER.

  • IT is no joy to me to sit
  • On dreamy summer eves,
  • When silently the timid moon
  • Kisses the sleeping leaves,
  • And all things through the fair hushed earth
  • Love, rest—but nothing grieves.
  • Better I like old Autumn
  • With his hair tossed to and fro,
  • Firm striding o’er the stubble fields
  • When the equinoctials blow.
  • When shrinkingly the sun creeps up
  • Through misty mornings cold,
  • And Robin on the orchard hedge
  • Sings cheerily and bold,
  • While the frosted plum
  • Drops downward on the mould;—
  • And as he passes, Autumn
  • Into earth’s lap does throw
  • Brown apples gay in a game of play,
  • As the equinoctials blow.
  • When the spent year its carol sinks
  • Into a humble psalm,
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  • Asks no more for the pleasure draught,
  • But for the cup of balm,
  • And all its storms and sunshine bursts
  • Controls to one brave calm,—
  • Then step by step walks Autumn,
  • With steady eyes that show
  • Nor grief nor fear, to the death of the year,
  • While the equinoctials blow.

MOON‐STRUCK.

A FANTASY.

  • IT is a moor
  • Barren and treeless; lying high and bare
  • Beneath the archèd sky. The rushing winds
  • Fly over it, each with his strong bow bent
  • And quiver full of whistling arrows keen.
  • I am a woman, lonely, old, and poor.
  • If there be any one who watches me
  • (But there is none) adown the long blank wold,
  • My figure painted on the level sky
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  • Would startle him as if it were a ghost,—
  • And like a ghost, a weary wandering ghost,
  • I roam and roam, and shiver through the dark
  • That will not hide me. O but for one hour,
  • One blessed hour of warm and dewy night,
  • To wrap me like a pall—with not an eye
  • In earth or heaven to pierce the black serene.
  • Night, call yet this? No night; no dark—no rest—
  • A moon‐ray sweeps down sudden from the sky,
  • And smites the moor—
  • Is’t thou, accursèd Thing,
  • Broad, pallid, like a great woe looming out—
  • Out of its long‐sealed grave, to fill all earth
  • With its dead, ghastly smile? Art there again,
  • Round, perfect, large, as when we buried thee,
  • I and the kindly clouds that heard my prayers?
  • I’ll sit me down and meet thee face to face,
  • Mine enemy!—Why didst thou rise upon
  • My world—my innocent world, to make me mad?
  • Wherefore shine forth, a tiny tremulous curve
  • Hung out in the gray sunset beauteously,
  • To tempt mine eyes—then nightly to increase
  • Slow orbing, till thy full, blank, pitiless stare
  • Hunts me across the world?
  • No rest—no dark.
  • Hour after hour that passionless bright face
  • Climbs up the desolate blue. I will press down
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  • The lids on my tired eyeballs—crouch in dust,
  • And pray.
  • —Thank God, thank God!—a cloud has hid
  • My torturer. The night at last is free:
  • Forth peep in crowds the merry twinkling stars.
  • Ah, we’ll shine out, the little silly stars
  • And I; we’ll dance together across the moor,
  • They up aloft—I here. At last, at last
  • We are avengèd of our adversary!
  • The freshening of the night air feels like dawn.
  • Who said that I was mad? I will arise,
  • Throw off my burthen, march across the wold
  • Airily—Ha! what, stumbling? Nay, no fear—
  • I am used unto the dark, for many a year
  • Steering compassionless athwart the waste
  • To where, deep hid in valleys of white mist,
  • The pleasant home‐lights shine. I will but pause,
  • Turn round and gaze—
  • O me! O miserable me!
  • The cloud‐bank overflows: sudden outpour
  • The bright white moon‐rays—ah! I drown, I drown,
  • And o’er the flood, with steady motion, slow
  • It walketh—my inexorable Doom.
  • No more: I shall not struggle any more:
  • I will lie down as quiet as a child,—
  • I can but die.
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  • There, I have hid my face:
  • Stray travellers passing o’er the silent wold
  • Would only say, “She sleeps.”
  • Glare on, my Doom;
  • I will not look at thee: and if at times
  • I shiver, still I neither weep nor moan:
  • Angels may see, I neither weep nor moan.
  • Was that sharp whistling wind the morning breeze
  • That calls the stars back to the obscure of heaven?
  • I am very cold.—And yet there is a change.
  • Less fiercely the sharp moonbeams smite my brain,
  • My heart beats slower, duller: soothing rest
  • Like a soft garment binds my shuddering limbs.—
  • If I looked up now, should I see it still
  • Gibbeted ghastly in the hopeless sky?—
  • No!
  • It is very strange: all things seem strange:
  • Pale spectral face, I do not fear thee now:
  • Was’t this mere shadow which did haunt me once
  • Like an avenging fiend?—Well, we fade out
  • Together: I’ll nor dread nor curse thee more.
  • How calm the earth seems! and I know the moor
  • Glistens with dew‐stars. I will try and turn
  • My poor face eastward. Close not, eyes! That light
  • Fringing the far hills, all so fair—so fair,
  • Is it not dawn? I am dying, but ’t is dawn.
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  • “Upon the mountains I behold the feet
  • Of my Beloved: let us forth to meet”
  • Death.
  • This is death. I see the light no more;
  • I sleep.
  • But like a morning bird my soul
  • Springs singing upward, into the deeps of heaven
  • Through world on world to follow Infinite Day.

A STREAM’S SINGING.

  • O HOW beautiful is Morning!
  • How the sunbeams strike the daisies,
  • And the kingcups fill the meadow
  • Like a golden‐shielded army
  • Marching to the uplands fair;—
  • I am going forth to battle,
  • And life’s uplands rise before me,
  • And my golden shield is ready,
  • And I pause a moment, timing
  • My heart’s pæan to the waters,
  • As with cheerful song incessant
  • Onwards runs the little stream;
  • Singing ever, onward ever,
  • Boldly runs the merry stream.
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  • O how glorious is Noon‐day!
  • With the cool large shadows lying
  • Underneath the giant forest,
  • The far hill‐tops towering dimly
  • O’er the conquered plains below;—
  • I am conquering—I shall conquer
  • In life’s battle‐field impetuous:
  • And I lie and listen dreamy
  • To a double‐voiced, low music,—
  • Tender beech‐trees sheeny shiver
  • Mingled with the diapason
  • Of the strong, deep, joyful stream,
  • Like a man’s love and a woman’s;
  • So it runs—the happy stream!
  • O how grandly cometh Even,
  • Sitting on the mountain summit,
  • Purple‐vestured, grave, and silent,
  • Watching o’er the dewy valleys,
  • Like a good king near his end:—
  • I have labored, I have governed;
  • Now I feel the gathering shadows
  • Of the night that closes all things:
  • And the fair earth fades before me,
  • And the stars leap out in heaven,
  • While into the infinite darkness
  • Solemn runs the steadfast stream—
  • Onward, onward, ceaseless, fearless,
  • Singing runs the eternal stream.
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A REJECTED LOVER.

  • You “never loved me,” Ada. These slow words
  • Dropped softly from your gentle woman‐tongue
  • Out of your true and kindly woman‐heart,
  • Fell, piercing into mine like very swords
  • The sharper for their kindness. Yet no wrong
  • Lies to your charge, nor cruelty, nor art,—
  • Ev’n when you spoke, I saw the tender tear‐drop start.
  • You “never loved me.” No, you never knew,
  • You, with youth’s morning fresh upon your soul,
  • What ’t is to love: slow, drop by drop, to pour
  • Our life’s whole essence, perfumed through and through
  • With all the best we have or can control
  • For the libation—cast it down before
  • Your feet—then lift the goblet, dry for evermore.
  • I shall not die as foolish lovers do:
  • A man’s heart beats beneath thid breast of mine,
  • The breast where—Curse on that fiend‐whispering
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  • “It might have been!”—Ada, I will be true
  • Unto myself—the self that so loved thine:
  • May all life’s pain, like these few tears that spring
  • For me, glance off as rain‐drops from my white dove’s wing!
  • May you live long, some good man’s bosom flower,
  • And gather chldren round your matron knees:
  • So, when all this is past, and you and I
  • Remember each our youth‐days as an hour
  • Of joy—or anguish, one, serene, at ease,
  • May come to meet the other’s steadfast eye,
  • Thinking, “He loved me well!” clasp hands, and so pass by.

A LIVING PICTURE.

  • No, I’ll not say your name. I have said it now,
  • As you mine, first in childish treble, then
  • Up through a score and more familiar years
  • Till baby‐voices mock us. Time may come
  • When your tall sons look down on our white hair,
  • Amused to hear us call each other thus,
  • And question us about the old, old days,
  • The far‐off days, the days when we were young.
  • How distant do they seem, and yet how near!
  • Now, as I lie and watch you come and go,
  • With garden basket in your hand; in gown
  • Just girdled, and brown curls that girl‐like fall,
  • And straw hat flapping in the April breeze,
  • I could forget this lapse of years—start up
  • Laughing—“Come, let’s go play!”
  • Well‐a‐day, friend,
  • Our play‐days are all done.
  • Still, let us smile:
  • For as you flit about your garden here
  • You look like this spring morning: on your lips
  • An unseen bird sings snatches of gay tunes,
  • While, an embodied music, moves your step,
  • Your free, wild, springy step, like Atala’s,
  • Or Pocahontas, careless child o’ the sun—
  • Those Indian beauties I compare you to—
  • I, still your praiser,—
  • Nay, nay, I’ll not praise,
  • Fair seemeth fairest, ignorant ’t is fair:
  • That light incredulous laugh is worth a world!
  • That laugh, with childish echoes.
  • So then, fade,
  • Mere dream. Come, true and sweet reality:
  • Come, dawn of happy wifehood, motherhood,
  • Ripening to perfect noon! Come, peaceful round
  • Of simple joys, fond duties, gladsome cares,
  • When each full hour drops bliss with liberal hand,
  • Yet leaves to‐morrow richer than to‐day.
  • Will you sit here? the grass is summer‐warm.
  • Look at those children making daisy‐chains,
  • So did we too, do you mind? That eldest lad,
  • He has your very mouth. Yet, you will have ’t
  • His eyes are like his father’s? Perhaps so:
  • They could not be more dark and deep and kind.
  • Do you know, this hour I have been fancying you
  • A poet’s dream, and almost sighed to think
  • There was no poet to praise you—
  • Why, you’re flown
  • After those mad elves in the flower‐beds there,
  • Ha—ha—you’re no dream now.
  • Well, well—so best!
  • My eyelids droop content o’er moistened eyes:
  • I would not have you other than you are.
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LEONORA.

  • LEONORA, Leonora,
  • How the word rolls—Leonora
  • Lion‐like, in full‐mouthed sound,
  • Marching o’er the metric ground
  • With a tawny tread sublime—
  • So your name moves, Leonora,
  • Down my desert rhyme.
  • So you pace, young Leonora,
  • Through the alleys of the wood,
  • Head erect, majestic, tall,
  • The fit daughter of the Hall:
  • Yet with hazel eyes declined,
  • And a voice like summer wind,
  • And a meek mouth, sweet and good,
  • Dimpling ever, Leonora,
  • In fair womanhood.
  • How those smiles dance, Leonora,
  • As you meet the pleasant breeze
  • Under your ancestral trees:
  • For your heart is free and pure
  • As this blue March sky o’erhead,
  • And in the life‐path you tread,
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  • All the leaves are budding, sure,
  • All the primroses are springing,
  • All the birds begin their singing—
  • ’T is your spring‐time, Leonora,
  • May it long endure.
  • But it will pass, Leonora:
  • And the silent days must fall
  • When a change comes over all:
  • When the last leaf downward flitters,
  • And the last, last sunbeam glitters
  • On the terraced hillside cool,
  • On the peacocks by the pool:
  • When you’ll walk along these alleys
  • With no lightsome foot that dallies
  • With the violets and the moss,—
  • But with quiet steps and slow,
  • And grave eyes that earthward grow,
  • And a matron‐heart inured
  • To all women have endured,—
  • Must endure and ever will,
  • All the joy and all the ill,
  • All the gain and all the loss—
  • Can you cheerfully lay down
  • Careless girlhood’s flowery crown,
  • And thus take up, Leonora,
  • Womanhood’s meek cross?
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  • Ay! your eyes shine, Leonora,
  • Warm, and true, and brave, and kind:
  • And although I nothing know
  • Of the maiden heart below,
  • I in them good omens find.
  • Go, enjoy your present hours
  • Like the birds and bees and flowers:
  • And may summer days bestow
  • On you just so much of rain,
  • Blessed baptism of pain!
  • As will make your blossoms grow.
  • May you walk, as through life’s road
  • Every noble woman can,—
  • With a pure heart before God,
  • And a true heart unto man:
  • Till with this same smile you wait
  • For the opening of the Gate
  • That shuts earth from mortal eyes;
  • Till at last, with peaceful heart,
  • All contented to depart,
  • Leaving children’s children playing
  • In these woods you used to stray in,
  • You may enter, Leonora,
  • Into Paradise.
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PLIGHTED.

  • MINE to the core of the heart, my beauty!
  • Mine, all mine, and for love, not duty:
  • Love given willingly, full and free,
  • Love for love’s sake—as mine to thee.
  • Duty’s a slave that keeps the keys,
  • But Love, the master, goes in and out
  • Of his goodly chambers with song and shout,
  • Just as he please—just as he please.
  • Mine, from the dear head’s crown, brown‐golden,
  • To the silken foot that’s scarce beholden;
  • Give to a few friends hand or smile,
  • Like a generous lady, now and awhile,
  • But the sanctuary heart, that none dare win,
  • Keep holiest of holiest evermore;
  • The crowd in the aisles may watch the door,
  • The high‐priest only enters in.
  • Mine, my own, without doubts or terrors,
  • With all thy goodness, all thy errors,
  • Unto me and to me alone revealed,
  • “A spring shut up, a fountain sealed.”
  • Many may praise thee—praise mine as thine,
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  • Many may love thee—I’ll love them too;
  • But thy heart of hearts, pure, faithful, and true,
  • Must be mine, mine wholly, and only mine.
  • Mine!—God, I thank Thee that Thou hast given
  • Something all mine on this side heaven:
  • Something as much myself to be
  • As this my soul, which I lift to Thee:
  • Flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone,
  • Life of my life, whom Thou dost make
  • Two to the world for the world’s work’s sake—
  • But each unto each, as in Thy sight, one.

MORTALITY.

“And we shall be changed.”


  • YE dainty mosses, lichens gray,
  • Pressed each to each in tender fold,
  • And peacefully thus, day by day,
  • Returning to their mould;
  • Brown leaves, that with aerial grace
  • Slip from your branch like birds a‐wing,
  • Each leaving in the appointed place
  • Its bud of future spring;—
  • If we, God’s conscious creatures, knew
  • But half your faith in our decay,
  • We should not tremble as we do
  • When summoned clay to clay.
  • But with an equal patience sweet
  • We should put off this mortal gear,
  • In whatsoe’er new form is meet
  • Content to reappear.
  • Knowing each germ of life He gives
  • Must have in Him its source and rise,
  • Being that of His being lives
  • May change, but never dies.
  • Ye dead leaves, dropping soft and slow,
  • Ye mosses green and lichens fair,
  • Go to your graves, as I will go,
  • For God is also there.
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LIFE RETURNING

After War‐time.

  • O LIFE, dear life, with sunbeam finger touching
  • This poor damp brow, or flying freshly by
  • On wings of mountain wind, or tenderly
  • In links of visionary embraces clutching
  • Me from the yawning grave—
  • Can I believe thou yet hast power to save?
  • I see thee, O my life, like phantom giant
  • Stand on the hill‐top, large against the dawn,
  • Upon the night‐black clouds a picture drawn
  • Of aspect wonderful, with hope defiant,
  • And so majestic grown
  • I scarce discern the image as my own.
  • Those mists furl off, and through the vale resplendent
  • I see the pathway of my years prolong;
  • Not without labor, yet for labor strong;
  • Not without pain, but pain whose touch transcendent
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  • By love’s divinest laws
  • Heart unto heart, and all hearts upwards, draws.
  • O life, O love, your diverse tones bewildering
  • Make silence, like two meeting waves of sound;
  • I dream of wifely white arms, lisp of children—
  • Never of ended wars,
  • Save kisses scaling honorable scars.
  • No more of battles! Save the combat glorious
  • To which all earth and heaven may witness stand;
  • The sword of the Spirit taking in my hand
  • I shall go forth, since in new fields victorious
  • The King yet grants that I
  • His servant live, or His good soldier die.

MY FRIEND.

  • MY Friend wears a cheerful smile of his own,
  • And a musical tongue has he;
  • We sit and look in each other’s face,
  • And are very good company.
  • A heart he has, full warm and red
  • As ever a heart I see;
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  • And as long as I keep true to him,
  • Why, he’ll keep true to me.
  • When the wind blows high and the snow falls fast
  • And we hear the wassailers’ roar—
  • My Friend and I, with a right good‐will
  • We bolt the chamber door:
  • I smile at him and he smiles at me
  • In a dreamy calm profound,
  • Till his heart leaps up in the midst of him
  • With a comfortable sound.
  • His warm breath kisses my thin gray hair
  • And reddens my ashen cheeks;
  • He knows me better than you all know,
  • Though never a word he speaks:—
  • Knows me as well as some had known
  • Were things—not as things be.
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  • But hey, what matters? my Friend and I
  • Are capital company.
  • At dead of night, when the house is still,
  • He opens his pictures fair;
  • Faces that are, that used to be,
  • And faces that never were:
  • My wife sits sewing beside my hearth,
  • My little ones frolic wild,
  • Though—Lilian’s married these twenty years,
  • And I never had a child.
  • But hey, what matters? When those who laugh
  • May weep to‐morrow, and they
  • Who weep be as those that wept not—all
  • Their tears long wiped away.
  • I shall burn out, like you, my Friend,
  • With a bright warm heart and bold,
  • That flickers up to the last—then drops
  • Into quiet ashes cold.
  • And when you flicker on me, old Friend,
  • In the old man’s elbow‐chair,
  • Or—something easier still, where we
  • Lie down, to arise up fair
  • And young, and happy—why then, my Friend,
  • Should other friends ask of me,
  • Tell them I lived and loved and died
  • In the best of all company.

A VALENTINE.

  • YE are twa laddies unco gleg,
  • An’ blithe an’ bonnie:
  • As licht o’ heel as Anster’s Meg;—
  • Gin ye’d a lassie’s favor beg,
  • I’ faith she couldna stir a peg
  • Ance lookin’ on ye!
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  • He’s a douce wiselike callant—Jim:
  • Of wit aye ready.
  • Cuts aff ane’s sentence, ’t ither’s limb,
  • An’ whiles he’s daft and whiles he’s grim,
  • But brains?—wha’s got the like o’him
  • In’s wee bit heidie?
  • Dear laddie wi’ the curlin’ hair,
  • Gentlest of ony:
  • That gies kind looks an’ speeches fair
  • To dour auld wives as lassies rare,—
  • I ken a score o’ lads an’ mair,
  • But nane like Johnnie!
  • And gin ye learn the way to woo,
  • Hae sweethearts mony,
  • O laddie, never say ye loe
  • An’ gie fause coin for siller true;
  • A lassie’s sair heart’s naething new,—
  • Mind o’ that, Johnnie.
  • An’ dinna change your luve sae fast
  • For ilk face bonnie,
  • Lest waefu’ want track wilfu’ waste,
  • And a’ your youthfu’ years lang past,
  • Ye get the crookit stick at last,
  • Ochone, puir Johnnie!
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  • But callants baith, tak tent, and when
  • Bright e’en hae won ye,
  • Tak each your jo—and keep her—then
  • Be faithfu’ as ye’re fond, ye ken,
  • Or—gang your gate like honest men,
  • Young Jim and Johnnie.
  • Sae when auld Time his crookit claw
  • Sall lay upon ye,
  • When, Jim, your feet that dance sae braw
  • Are no the lightest in the ha’,
  • An’ a’ your curly haffets fa’,
  • My winsome Johnnie,—
  • May each his ain warm ingle view,
  • Cosie as ony:
  • A gudewife sonsie, leal and true,
  • O’ bonnie dochters not a few,
  • An’ lads—sic lads as ye’re the noo—
  • Dear Jim and Johnnie!
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GRACE OF CLYDESIDE.

  • AH, little Grace of the golden locks,
  • The hills rise fair on the shores of Clyde.
  • As the merry waves wear out these rocks
  • She wears my heart out, glides past and mocks:
  • But heaven’s gate ever stands open wide.
  • The boat goes softly along, along,
  • Like a river of life glows the amber Clyde;
  • Her voice floats near me like angel’s song,—
  • Ah, sweet love‐death, but thy pangs are strong!
  • Though heaven’s gate ever stands open wide.
  • We walk by the shore and the stars shine bright,
  • But coldly, above the solemn Clyde:
  • Her arm touches mine—her laugh rings light—
  • ONE hears my silence: His merciful night
  • Hides me—Can heaven be open wide?
  • I ever was but a dreamer, Grace:
  • As the gray hills watch o’er the sunny Clyde,
  • Standing afar, each in his place,
  • I watch your young life’s beautiful race,
  • Apart—until heaven be opened wide.
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  • And sometimes when in the twilight balm
  • The hills grow purple along the Clyde,
  • The waves flow softly and very calm,
  • I hear all nature sing this one psalm,
  • That “heaven’s gate ever stands open wide.”
  • So, happy Grace, with your spirit free,
  • Laugh on! life is sweet on the banks of Clyde;
  • This is no blame unto thee or me;
  • Only God saw it could not be,
  • Therefore His heaven stands open wide.

TO A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN.

“A daughter of the gods: divinely tall, And most divinely fair.”

  • SURELY, dame Nature made you in some dream
  • Of old‐world women—Chriemhild, or bright
  • Aslauga, or Boadicea fierce and fair,
  • Or Berengaria as she rose, her lips
  • Yet ruddy from the poison that anoints
  • Her memory still, the queen of queenly wives.
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  • I marvel, who will crown you wife, you grand
  • And goodly creature! who will mount supreme
  • The empty chariot of your maiden heart,
  • Curb the strong will that leaps and foams and chafes
  • Still masterless, and guide you safely home
  • Unto the golden gate, where quiet sits
  • Grave Matronhood, with gracious, loving eyes.
  • What eyes you have, you wild gazelle o’ the plain,
  • You fierce hind of the forest! now they flash,
  • Now glow, now in their own dark down‐dropt shade
  • Conceal themselves a moment, as some thought,
  • Too brief to be a feeling, flits across
  • The April cloudland of your careless soul—
  • There—that light laugh—and ’t is full sun—full day.
  • Would I could paint you, line by line, ere Time
  • Touches the gorgeous picture! your ripe mouth,
  • Your white arched throat, your stature like to Saul’s
  • Among his brethren, yet so fitly framed
  • In such harmonious symmetry, we say
  • As of a cedar among common trees
  • Never “How tall!” but only “O how fair!”
  • Who made you fair? moulded you in the shape
  • That poets dream of; sent you forth to men
  • His caligraph inscribed on every curve
  • Of your brave form?
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  • Is it written on your soul?
  • —I know not.
  • Woman, upon whom is laid
  • Heaven’s own sign‐manual, Beauty, mock heaven not!
  • Reverence thy loveliness—the outward type
  • Of things we understand not, nor behold
  • But as in a glass, darkly; wear it thou
  • With awful gladness, grave humility,
  • That not contemns, nor boasts, nor is ashamed,
  • But lifts its face up prayerfully to heaven,—
  • “Thou who hast made me, make me worthy Thee!”

MARY’S WEDDING.

February 25th, 1851.

  • YOU are to be married, Mary;
  • This hour as I wakeful lie
  • In the dreamy dawn of the morning,
  • Your wedding hour draws nigh;
  • Miles off, you are rising, dressing,
  • Your bridemaidens gay among,
  • In the same old house we played in,—
  • You and I, when we were young.
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  • Your bridemaids—they were our playmates:
  • Those known rooms, every wall,
  • Could speak of our childish frolics,
  • Loves, jealousies, great and small:
  • Do you mind how pansies changed we
  • And smiled at the word “forget”?—
  • ’T was a girl’s romance: yet somehow
  • I have kept my pansy yet.
  • Do you mind our poems written
  • Together? our dreams of fame—
  • And of love—how we’d share all secrets
  • When that sweet mystery came?
  • It is no mystery now, Mary;
  • It was unveiled, year by year,
  • Till—this is your marriage morning;
  • And I rest quiet here.
  • I cannot call up your face, Mary,
  • The face of the bride to‐day:
  • You have outgrown my knowledge,
  • The years have so slipped away.
  • I see but your girlish likeness,
  • Brown eyes and brown falling hair;—
  • God knows, I did love you dearly,
  • And was proud that you were fair.
  • Many speak my name, Mary,
  • While yours in home’s silence lies:
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  • The future I read in toil’s guerdon,
  • You will read in your children’s eyes:
  • The past—the same past with either—
  • Is to you a delightsome scene,
  • But I cannot trace it clearly
  • For the graves that rise between.
  • I am glad you are happy, Mary!
  • These tears, could you see them fall,
  • Would show, though you have forgotten,
  • I have remembered all.
  • And though my cup may be empty
  • While yours is all running o’er,
  • Heaven keep you its sweetness, Mary,
  • Brimming for evermore.

BETWEEN TWO WORLDS.

Parting for Australia.

  • HERE sitting by the fire
  • I aspire, love, I aspire—
  • Not to that “other world” of your fond dreams,
  • But one as nigh and nigher,
  • Compared to which your real, unreal seems.
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  • Together as to‐night
  • In our light, love, in our light
  • Of reunited joy appears no shade:
  • From this our hope’s reached height
  • All things are possible and level made.
  • Therefore we sit and view—
  • I and you, love, I and you—
  • That wondrous valley o’er southern seas,
  • Where in a country new
  • You will make for me a sweet nest of ease;
  • Where I, your poor tired bird,
  • (Nothing stirred? Love, nothing stirred?)
  • May fold her wings and be no more distrest:
  • Where troubles may be heard
  • Like outside winds at night which deepen rest.
  • Where in green pastures wide
  • We’ll abide, love, we’ll abide,
  • And keep content our patriarchal flocks,
  • Till at our aged side
  • Leap our young brown‐faced shepherds of the rocks.
  • Ah, tale that’s easy told!
  • (Hold my hand, love, tighter hold.)
  • What if this face of mine, which you think fair—
  • If it should ne’er grow old,
  • Nor matron cap cover this maiden hair?
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  • What if this silver ring
  • (Loose it clings, love, yet does cling:)
  • Should ne’er be changed for any other? nay,
  • This very hand I fling.
  • About your neck should—Hush! to‐day’s to‐day:
  • To‐morrow is—ah, whose?
  • You’ll not lose, love, you’ll not lose
  • This hand I pledged, if never a wife’s hand
  • For tender household use
  • Led by your fearless into a far, far land.
  • Kiss me and do not grieve;
  • I believe, love, I believe
  • That He who holds the measure of our days,
  • And did thus strangely weave
  • Our opposite lives together, to His praise—
  • He never will divide
  • Us so wide, love, us so wide:
  • But will, whate’er befalls us, clearly show
  • That those in Him allied
  • In life or death are nearer than they know.
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COUSIN ROBERT.

  • O COUSIN Robert, far away
  • Among the lands of gold,
  • How many years since we two met?—
  • You would not like it told.
  • O cousin Robert, buried deep
  • Amid your bags of gold—
  • I thought I saw you yesternight
  • Just as you were of old.
  • You own whole leagues—I half a rood
  • Behind my cottage door;
  • You have your lacs of gold rupees,
  • And I my children four;
  • Your tall barques dot the dangerous seas,
  • My “ship’s come home”—to rest
  • Safe anchored from the storms of life
  • Upon one faithful breast.
  • And it would cause no start or sigh,
  • Nor thought of doubt or blame,
  • If I should teach our little son
  • His cousin Robert’s name.—
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  • That name, however wide it rings,
  • I oft think, when alone,
  • I rather would have seen it graved
  • Upon a churchyard stone—
  • Upon the white sunshining stone
  • Where cousin Alick lies:
  • Ah, sometimes, woe to him that lives!
  • Happy is he that dies!
  • O Robert, Robert, many a tear—
  • Though not the tears of old—
  • Drops, thinking of your face last night
  • Your hand’s remembered fold;
  • A young man’s face, so like, so like
  • Our mothers’ faces fair:
  • A young man’s hand, so firm to clasp,
  • So resolute to dare.
  • I thought you good—I wished you great;
  • You were my hope, my pride:
  • To know you good, to make you great
  • I once had happy died.
  • To tear the plague‐spot from your heart,
  • Place honor on your brow,
  • See old age come in crownèd peace—
  • I almost would die now!
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  • Would give—all that’s now mine to give—
  • To have you sitting there,
  • The cousin Robert of my youth—
  • Though beggar’d, with gray hair.
  • O Robert, Robert, some that live
  • Are dead, long ere they are old;
  • Better the pure heart of our youth
  • Than palaces of gold;
  • Better the blind faith of our youth
  • Than doubt, which all truth braves;
  • Better to mourn, God’s children dear,
  • Than laugh, the Devil’s slaves.
  • O Robert, Robert, life is sweet,
  • And love is boundless gain:
  • Yet if I mind of you, my heart
  • Is stabbed with sudden pain:
  • And as in peace this Christmas eve
  • I close our quiet doors,
  • And kiss “good‐night” on sleeping heads—
  • Such bonnie curls,—like yours:
  • I fall upon my bended knees
  • With sobs that choke each word;—
  • “On those who err and are deceived
  • Have mercy, O good Lord!”
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AT LAST.

  • Down, down like a pale leaf dropping
  • Under an autumn sky,
  • My love dropped into my bosom
  • Quietly, quietly.
  • There was not a ray of sunshine
  • And not a sound in the air,
  • As she trembled into my bosom—
  • My love, no longer fair.
  • All year round in her beauty
  • She dwelt on the tree‐top high:
  • She danced in the summer breezes,
  • She laughed to the summer sky.
  • I lay so low in the grass‐dews,
  • She sat so high above,
  • She never wist of my longing,
  • She never dreamed of my life.
  • But when winds lay bare her dwelling,
  • And her heart could find no rest,
  • I called—and she fluttered downward
  • Into my faithful breast.
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  • I know that my love is fading;
  • I know I cannot fold
  • Her fragrance from the frost‐blight,
  • Her beauty from the mould:
  • But a little, little longer
  • She shall contented lie,
  • And wither away in the sunshine
  • Silently, silently.
  • Come when thou wilt, grim Winter,
  • My year is crowned and blest
  • If when my love is dying
  • She die upon my breast.

THE AURORA ON THE CLYDE.

September, 1850.

  • AH me, how heavily the night comes down,
  • Heavily, heavily:
  • Fade the curved shores, the blue hills’ serried throng,
  • The darkening waves we oared in light and song:
  • Joy melts from us as sunshine from the sky;
  • And Patience with sad eye
  • Takes up her staff and drops her withered crown.
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  • Our small boat heaves upon the heaving river,
  • Wearily, wearily;
  • The flickering shore‐lights come and go by fits;
  • Towering ’twixt earth and heaven dusk silence sits,
  • Death at her feet; above, infinity;
  • Between, slow drifting by,
  • Our tiny boat, like life, floats onward ever.
  • Pale, mournful hour,—too early night that falls
  • Drearily, drearily,
  • Come not too soon! Return, return, bright day,
  • Kind voices, smiles, blue mountains, sunny bay!
  • In vain! Life’s dial cannot backward fly:
  • The dark time comes. Low lie,
  • And listen, soul. Oft in the night, God calls.
  • * * * * * *
  • Light, light on the black river! How it gleams,
  • Solemnly, solemnly!
  • Like troops of pale ghosts on their pensive march,
  • Treading the far heavens in a luminous arch,
  • Each after each: phantasms serene and high
  • From that eternity
  • Where all earth’s sharpest woes grow dim as dreams.
  • Let us drink in the glory, full and whole,
  • Silently, silently:
  • Gaze, till it lulls all pain, all vain desires:—
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  • See now, that radiant bow of pillared fires
  • Spanning the hills like dawn, until they lie
  • In soft tranquillity,
  • And all night’s ghastly glooms asunder roll.
  • Look, look again! the vision changes fast,
  • Gloriously, gloriously:
  • That was heaven’s gate with its illumined road,
  • But this is heaven; the very throne of God
  • Hung with flame curtains of celestial dye
  • Waving perpetually,
  • While to and fro innumerous angels haste.
  • I see no more the stream, the boat that moves
  • Mournfully, mournfully:
  • And we who sit, poor prisoners of clay:
  • It is not night, it is immortal day,
  • Where the One Presence fills eternity,
  • And each, His servant high,
  • Forever praises and forever loves.
  • O soul, forget the weight that drags thee down
  • Deathfully, deathfully:
  • Know thyself. As this glory wraps thee round,
  • Let it melt off the chains that long have bound
  • Thy strength. Stand free before thy God and cry—
  • “My Father, here am I:
  • Give to me as thou wilt—first cross, then crown.”
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AN AURORA BOREALIS.

Roslin Castle.

  • O STRANGE soft gleam, o ghostly dawn
  • That never brightens unto day;
  • Ere earth’s mirk pale once more be drawn
  • Let us look out beyond the gray.
  • It is just midnight by the clock—
  • There is no sound on glen or hill,
  • The moaning linn adown its rock
  • Leaps, but the woods lie dark and still.
  • Austere against the kindling sky
  • Yon broken turret blacker grows;
  • Harsh light, to show remorselessly
  • Ruins night hid in kind repose!
  • Nay, beauteous light, nay, light that fills
  • The whole heaven like a dream of morn,
  • As waking upon northern hills
  • She smiles to find herself new‐born,—
  • Strange light, I know thou wilt not stay,
  • That many an hour must come and go
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  • Before the pale November day
  • Break in the east, forlorn and slow.
  • Yet blest one gleam—one gleam like this,
  • When all heaven brightens in our sight,
  • And the long night that was and is
  • And shall be, vanishes in light:
  • O blest one hour like this! to rise
  • And see grief’s shadows backward roll;
  • While bursts on unaccustomed eyes
  • The glad Aurora of the soul.

AT THE LINN‐SIDE.

Roslin.

  • O LIVING, living water,
  • So busy and so bright,
  • Aye flashing in the morning beams,
  • And sounding through the night;
  • O golden‐shining water—
  • Would God that I might be
  • A vocal message from His mouth
  • Into the world, like thee!
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  • O merry, merry water,
  • Which nothing e’er affrays;
  • And as it pours from rock to rock
  • Nothing e’er stops or stays;
  • But past cool heathery hollows
  • And gloomy pools it flows;
  • Past crags that fain would shut it in
  • Leaps through—and on it goes.
  • O fresh’ning, sparkling water,
  • O voice that’s never still,
  • Though winter lays her dead‐white hand
  • On brae and glen and hill;
  • Though no leaf’s left to flutter
  • In woods all mute and hoar,
  • Yet thou, O river, night and day
  • Thou runnest evermore.
  • No foul thing can pollute thee;
  • Thy swiftness casts aside
  • All ill, like a good heart and true,
  • However sorely tried.
  • O living, living water,
  • So fresh and bright and free—
  • God lead us through this changeful world
  • Forever pure, like thee!
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A HYMN FOR CHRISTMAS MORNING.

1855.

  • IT is the Christmas time:
  • And up and down ’twixt heaven and earth,
  • In glorious grief and solemn mirth,
  • The shining angels climb.
  • And unto everything
  • That lives and moves, for heaven, on earth,
  • With equal share of grief and mirth,
  • The shining angels sing:—
  • “Babes new‐born, undefiled,
  • In lowly hut, or mansion wide—
  • Sleep safely through this Christmas‐tide
  • When Jesus was a child.
  • “O young men, bold and free,
  • In peopled town, or desert grim,
  • When ye are tempted like to Him,
  • ’The man Christ Jesus’ see.
  • “Poor mothers, with your hoard
  • Of endless love and countless pain—
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  • Remember all her grief, her gain,
  • The Mother of the Lord.
  • “Mourners, half blind with woe,
  • Look up! One standeth in this place,
  • And by the pity of His face
  • The Man of Sorrows know.
  • “Wanderers in far countrie,
  • O think of Him, who came, forgot,
  • To His own, and they received Him not—
  • Jesus of Galilee.
  • “O all ye who have trod
  • The wine‐press of affliction, lay
  • Your hearts before His heart this day—
  • Behold the Christ of God!”
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A PSALM FOR NEW YEAR’S EVE.

1855.

  • A FRIEND stands at the door;
  • In either tight‐closed hand
  • Hiding rich gifts, three hundred and three score:
  • Waiting to strew them daily o’er the land
  • Even as seed the sower.
  • Each drops he, treads it in and passes by:
  • It cannot be made fruitful till it die.
  • O good New Year, we clasp
  • This warm shut hand of thine,
  • Loosing forever, with half sigh, half gasp,
  • That which from ours falls like dead fingers’ twine:
  • Ay, whether fierce its grasp
  • Has been, or gentle, having been, we know
  • That it was blessed: let the Old Year go.
  • O New Year, teach us faith!
  • The road of life is hard:
  • When our feet bleed and scourging winds us scathe,
  • Point thou to Him whose visage was more marred
  • Than any man’s: who saith
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  • “Make straight paths for your feet”—and to the opprest—
  • “Come ye to Me, and I will give you rest.”
  • Yet hang some lamp‐like hope
  • Above this unknown way,
  • Kind year, to give our spirits freer scope
  • And our hands strength to work while it is day.
  • But if that way must slope
  • Tombward, O bring before our fading eyes
  • The lamp of life, the Hope that never dies.
  • Comfort our souls with love,—
  • Love of all human kind;
  • Love special, close—in which like sheltered dove
  • Each weary heart its own safe nest may find;
  • And love that turns above
  • Adoringly; contented to resign
  • All loves, if need be, for the Love Divine.
  • Friend, come thou like a friend,
  • And whether bright thy face,
  • Or dim with clouds we cannot comprehend,—
  • We’ll hold out patient hands, each in his place,
  • And trust thee to the end.
  • Knowing thou leadest onwards to those spheres
  • Where there are neither days nor months nor years.
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FAITHFUL IN VANITY‐FAIR.

Suggested by one of David Scott’s illustrations of “Pilgrim’s Progress.”

I.

  • THE great human whirlpool—’t is seething and seething:
  • On! No time for shrieking out—scarcely for breathing:
  • All toiling and moiling, some feebler, some bolder,
  • But each sees a fiend‐face grim over his shoulder:
  • Thus merrily live they in Vanity‐fair.
  • The great human caldron—it boils ever higher:
  • Some drowning, some sinking; while some, stealing nigher
  • Athirst, come and lean o’er its outermost verges,
  • Or touch, as a child’s feet touch, timorous, the surges—
  • One plunge—lo! more souls swamped in Vanity‐fair.
  • Let’s live while we live; for to‐morrow all’s over:
  • Drink deep, drunkard bold; and kiss close, maddened lover;
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  • Smile, hypocrite, smile; it is no such hard labor,
  • While each stealthy hand stabs the heart of his neighbor—
  • Faugh! Fear not: we’ve no hearts in Vanity‐fair.
  • The mad crowd divides and then soon closes after:
  • Afar towers the pyre. Through the shouting and laughter
  • “What new sport is this?” gasps a reveller, half turning.—
  • “One Faithful, meek fool, who is led to the burning,
  • He cumbered us sorely in Vanity‐fair.
  • “A dreamer, who held every man for a brother;
  • A coward, who, smit on one cheek, gave the other;
  • A fool, whose blind soul took as truth all our lying,
  • Too simple to live, so best fitted for dying:
  • Sure, such are best swept out of Vanity‐fair.”

II.

  • SILENCE! though the flames arise and quiver:
  • Silence! though the crowd howls on forever:
  • Silence! Through this fiery purgatory
  • God is leading up a soul to glory.
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  • See, the white lips with no moans are trembling,
  • Hate of foes or plaint of friends’ dissembling;
  • If sighs come—his patient prayers outlive them,
  • “Lord—these know not what they do. Forgive them!”
  • Thirstier still the roaring flames are glowing;
  • Fainter in his ear the laughter growing;
  • Brief will last the fierce and fiery trial,
  • Angel welcomes drown the earth denial.
  • Now the amorous death‐fires, gleaming ruddy,
  • Clasp him close. Down drops the quivering body,
  • While through harmless flames ecstatic flying
  • Shoots the beauteous soul. This, this is dying.
  • Lo, the opening sky with splendor rifted,
  • Lo, the palm‐branch for his hands uplifted:
  • Lo, the immortal chariot, cloud‐descending,
  • And its legioned angels close attending.
  • Let his poor dust mingle with the embers
  • While the crowds sweep on and none remembers:
  • Saints unnumbered through the Infinite Glory,
  • Praising God, recount the martyr’s story.
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HER LIKENESS.

  • A GIRL, who has so many wilful ways
  • She would have caused Job’s patience to forsake him;
  • Yet is so rich in all that’s girlhood’s praise,
  • Did Job himself upon her goodness gaze,
  • A little better she would surely make him.
  • Yet is this girl I sing in naught uncommon,
  • And very far from angel yet, I trow.
  • Her faults, her sweetnesses, are purely human;
  • Yet she’s more lovable as simple woman
  • Than any one diviner that I know.
  • Therefore I wish that she may safely keep
  • This womanhede, and change not, only grow;
  • From maid to matron, youth to age, may creep,
  • And in perennial blessedness, still reap
  • On every hand of that which she doth sow.
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ONLY A DREAM.

“I waked—she fled: and day brought back my night.”

  • METHOUGHT I saw thee yesternight
  • Sit by me in the olden guise,
  • The white robes and the pain foregone,
  • Weaving instead of amaranth crown
  • A web of mortal dyes.
  • I cried, “Where hast thou been so long?”
  • (The mild eyes turned and mutely smiled:)
  • “Why dwellest thou in far‐off lands?
  • What is that web within thy hands?”
  • —“I work for thee, my child.”
  • I clasped thee in my arms and wept;
  • I kissed thee oft with passion wild:
  • I poured fond questions, tender blame;
  • Still thy sole answer was the same,—
  • “I work for thee, my child.”
  • “Come and walk with me as of old.”
  • Then camest thou, silent as before;
  • We passed along that churchyard way
  • We used to tread each Sabbath day,
  • Till one trod earth no more.
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  • I felt thy hand upon my arm,
  • Beside me thy meek face I saw,
  • Yet through the sweet familiar grace
  • A something spiritual could trace
  • That left a nameless awe.
  • Trembling I said, “Long years have passed
  • Since thou wert from my side beguiled;
  • Now thou’rt returned and all shall be
  • As was before.”—Half‐pensively
  • Thou answered’st—“Nay, my child.”
  • I pleaded sore: “Hadst thou forgot
  • The love wherewith we loved of old,—
  • The long sweet days of converse blest,
  • The nights of slumber on thy breast,—
  • Wert thou to me grown cold?”
  • There beamed on me those eyes of heaven
  • That wept no more, but ever smiled;
  • “Love only is love in that Home
  • Where I abide—where, till thou come,
  • I work for thee, my child.”
  • If from my sight thou passedst then,
  • Or if my sobs the dream exiled,
  • I know not: but in memory clear
  • I seem these strange words still to hear,
  • “I work for thee, my child.”
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TO MY GODCHILD ALICE.

  • ALICE, Alice, little Alice,
  • My new‐christened baby Alice,
  • Can there ever rhymes be found
  • To express my wishes for thee
  • In a silvery flowing, worthy
  • Of that silvery sound?
  • Bonnie Alice, Lady Alice,
  • Sure, this sweetest name must be
  • A true omen to thee, Alice,
  • Of a life’s long melody.
  • Alice, Alice, little Alice,
  • Mayst thou prove a golden chalice,
  • Filled with holiness like wine:
  • With rich blessings running o’er
  • Yet replenished evermore
  • From a fount divine:
  • Alice, Alice, little Alice,
  • When this future comes to thee,
  • In thy young life’s brimming chalice
  • Keep some drops of balm for me!
  • Alice, Alice, little Alice,
  • Mayst thou grow a goodly palace,
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  • Fitly framed from roof to floors,
  • Pure unto the inmost centre,
  • While high thoughts like angels enter
  • At the open doors:
  • Alice, Alice, little Alice,
  • When this beauteous sight I see,
  • In thy woman‐heart’s wide palace
  • Keep one nook of love for me.
  • Alice, Alice, little Alice,—
  • Sure the verse halts out of malice
  • To the thoughts it feebly bears,
  • And thy name’s soft echoes, ranging
  • From quaint rhyme to rhyme, are changing
  • Into silent prayers.
  • God be with thee, little Alice,
  • Of His bounteousness may He
  • Fill the chalice, build the palace,
  • Here, unto eternity!
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