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Songs and Sonnets. Blind, Mathilde, 1841–1896.
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SONNETS

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CLEAVE THOU THE WAVES.

  • CLEAVE thou the waves that weltering to and fro
  • Surge multitudinous. The eternal Powers
  • Of sun, moon, stars, the air, the hurrying hours,
  • The winged winds, the still dissolving show
  • Of clouds in calm or storm, for ever flow
  • Above thee; while the abysmal sea devours
  • The untold dead insatiate, where it lowers
  • O’er glooms unfathomed, limitless, below.
  • No longer on the golden‐fretted sands,
  • Where many a shallow tide abortive chafes,
  • Mayst thou delay; life onward sweeping blends
  • With far‐off heaven: the dauntless one who braves
  • The perilous flood with calm unswerving hands,
  • The elements sustain: cleave thou the waves.
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HOPE.

  • ALL treasures of the earth and opulent seas,
  • Metals and odorous woods and cunning gold,
  • Fowls of the air and furry beasts untold,
  • Vineyards and harvest fields and fruitful trees
  • Nature gave unto Man; and last her keys
  • Vouched passage to her secret ways of old
  • Whence knowledge should be wrung, nay power to mould
  • Out of the rough, his occult destinies.
  • But tired of these he craved a wider scope:
  • Then fair as Pallas from the brain of Jove
  • From his deep wish there sprang, full‐armed, to cope
  • With all life’s ills, even very death in love,
  • The only thing man never wearies of—
  • His own creation—visionary Hope.
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THE DEAD.

  • THE dead abide with us! Though stark and cold
  • Earth seems to grip them, they are with us still:
  • They have forged our chains of being for good or ill;
  • And their invisible hands these hands yet hold.
  • Our perishable bodies are the mould
  • In which their strong imperishable will—
  • Mortality’s deep yearning to fulfil—
  • Hath grown incorporate through dim time untold.
  • Vibrations infinite of life in death,
  • As a star’s travelling light survives its star!
  • So may we hold our lives, that when we are
  • The fate of those who then will draw this breath,
  • They shall not drag us to their judgment bar,
  • And curse the heritage which we bequeath.
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TIME’S SHADOW.

  • THY life, O Man, in this brief moment lies:
  • Time’s narrow bridge whereon we darkling stand,
  • With an infinitude on either hand
  • Receding luminously from our eyes.
  • Lo, there thy Past’s forsaken Paradise
  • Subsideth like some visionary strand,
  • While glimmering faint, the Future’s promised land,
  • Illusive from the abyss, seems fain to rise.
  • This hour alone Hope’s broken pledges mar,
  • And joy now gleams before, now in our rear,
  • Like mirage mocking in some waste afar,
  • Dissolving into air as we draw near.
  • Beyond our steps the path is sunny‐clear,
  • The shadow lying only where we are.
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A SYMBOL.

  • HURRYING for ever in their restless flight
  • The generations of earth’s teeming womb
  • Rise into being and lapse into the tomb
  • Like transient bubbles sparkling in the light;
  • They sink in quick succession out of sight
  • Into the thick insuperable gloom
  • Our futile lives in flashing by illume—
  • Lightning which mocks the darkness of the night.
  • Nay—but consider, though we change and die,
  • If men must pass shall Man not still remain?
  • As the unnumbered drops of summer rain
  • Whose changing particles unchanged on high,
  • Fixed, in perpetual motion, yet maintain
  • The mystic bow emblazoned on the sky.
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SUFFERING.

  • OH ye, all ye, who suffer here below,
  • Schooled in the baffling mystery of pain,
  • Who on life’s anvil bear the fateful strain,
  • Wrong as forged iron, hammered blow on blow.
  • Take counsel with your grief, in that you know,
  • That he who suffers suffers not in vain,
  • Nay, that it shall be for the whole world’s gain,
  • And wisdom prove the priceless price of woe.
  • Thus in some new‐found land where no man’s feet
  • Have trod a path, bold voyagers astray,
  • May fall foredone by torturing thirst and heat:
  • But from the impotent body of defeat—
  • The winners spring who carve a conquering way—
  • Measured by milestones of their perished clay.
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ANAΛKH.

  • LIKE a great rock which looming o’er the deep
  • Casts his eternal shadow on the strands,
  • And veiled in cloud inexorably stands,
  • While vaulting round his adamantine steep
  • Embattled breakers clamorously leap,
  • Sun‐garlanded and hope‐uplifted bands,
  • But soon with waters shattered in the sands
  • Slowly recoiling back to ocean creep:
  • So sternly dost thou tower above us, Fate!
  • For still our eager hearts exultant beat,
  • Borne in the hurrying tide of life elate,
  • And dashing break against thy marble feet.
  • But would Hope’s rainbow‐aureole round us fleet,
  • Without these hurtling shocks of man’s estate?
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SLEEP.

  • LOVE‐CRADLING Night, lit by the lucent moon,
  • Most pitiful and mother‐hearted Night!
  • Blest armistice in life’s tumultuous fight,
  • Resolving discords to a spheral tune!
  • When tired with heat and strenuous toil of noon,
  • With ceaseless conflict betwixt might and right,
  • With ebb and flow of sorrow and delight,
  • Our panting hearts beneath their burdens swoon:
  • To thee, O star‐eyes comforter, we creep,
  • Earth’s ill‐used step‐children to thee make moan,
  • As hiding in thy dark skirts’ ample sweep;
  • —Poor debtors whose brief life is not their own;
  • For dunned by Death, to whom we owe its loan,
  • Give us, O Night, the interest paid in sleep.
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DEAD LOVE.

  • MOTHER of the unfortunate, mystic form,
  • Who calm, immutable, like oldest fate,
  • Sittest, where through the sombre swinging gate
  • Moans immemorial life’s encircling storm.
  • My heart, sore stricken by grief’s leaden arm,
  • Lags like a weary pilgrim knocking late,
  • And sigheth—toward thee staggering with its weight—
  • Behold Love conquered by thy son, the worm!
  • He stung him mid the roses’ purple bloom,
  • The Rose of roses, yea, a thing so sweet,
  • Haply to stay blind Change’s flying feet,
  • And stir with pity the unpitying tomb.
  • Here, take him, cold, cold, heavy and void of breath!
  • Nor me refuse, O Mother almighty, death.
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DESPAIR.

  • THY wings swoop darkening round my soul, Despair!
  • And on my brain thy shadow seems to brood
  • And hem me round with stifling solitude,
  • With chasms of vacuous bloom which are thy lair.
  • No light of human joy, no song or prayer,
  • Breaks ever on this chaos, all imbrued
  • With heart’s‐blood trickling from the multitude
  • Of sweet hopes slain, or agonising there.
  • Lo, wilt thou yield thyself to grief, and roll
  • Vanquished from thy high seat, imperial brain,
  • And abdicating turbulent life’s control,
  • Be dragged a captive bound in sorrow’s chain?
  • Nay! though my heart is breaking with its pain,
  • No pain on earth has power to crush my soul.
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TO MEMORY.

  • OH in this dearth and winter of the soul,
  • When even Hope, still wont to soar and sing,
  • Droopeth, a starveling bird whose downy wing
  • Stiffens ere dead through the dank drift it fall—
  • Yea, ere Hope perish utterly, I call
  • On thee, fond Memory, that thou haste and bring
  • One leaf, one blossom from that far‐off spring
  • When love’s auroral light lay over all.
  • Bring but one pansy: haply so the thrill
  • Of poignant yearning for those glad dead years
  • May, like the gusty south, breathe o’er the chill
  • Of frozen grief, dissolving it in tears,
  • Till numb Hope, stirred by that warm dropping rain,
  • Will deem, perchance, Love’s springtide come again.
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SAVING LOVE.

  • WOULD we but love what will not pass away!
  • The sun that on each morning shines as clear
  • As when it rose first on the world’s first year;
  • The fresh green leaves that rustle on the spray.
  • The sun will shine, the leaves will be as gay
  • When graves are full of all our hearts held dear,
  • When not a soul of those who loved us here,
  • Not one, is left us—creatures of decay.
  • Yea, love the Abiding in the Universe
  • Which was before, and will be after us.
  • Nor yet for ever hanker and vainly cry
  • For human love—the beings that change or die;
  • Die—change—forget: to care so is a curse,
  • Yet cursed we’ll be rather than not care thus.
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HAUNTED STREETS.

  • LO, haply walking in some clattering street—
  • Where throngs of men and women dumbly pass,
  • Like shifting pictures seen within a glass
  • Which leave no trace behind—one seems to meet,
  • In roads once trodden by our mutual feet,
  • A face projected from that shadowy mass
  • Of faces, quite familiar as it was,
  • Which beaming on us stands out clear and sweet.
  • The face of faces we again behold
  • That lit our life when life was very fair,
  • And leaps our heart toward eyes and mouth and hair:
  • Oblivious of the undying love grown cold,
  • Or body sheeted in the churchyard mould,
  • We stretch out yearning hands and grasp—the air.
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MOTHERHOOD.

  • FROM out the front of being, undefiled,
  • A life hath been upheaved with struggle and pain;
  • Safe in her arms a mother holds again
  • That dearest miracle—a new‐born child.
  • To moans of anguish terrible and wild—
  • As shrieks the night‐wind through an ill‐shut pane—
  • Pure heaven succeeds; and after fiery strain
  • Victorious woman smiles serenely mild.
  • Yea, shall she not rejoice, shall not her frame
  • Thrill with a mystic rapture! At this birth,
  • The soul now kindled by her vital flame
  • May it not prove a gift of priceless worth?
  • Some saviour of his kind whose starry fame
  • Shall bring a brightness to the darkened earth.
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THE AFTER‐GLOW.

  • IT is a solemn evening, golden‐clear—
  • The Alpine summits flame with rose‐lit snow
  • And headlands purpling on wide seas below,
  • And clouds and woods and arid rocks appear
  • Dissolving in the sun’s own atmosphere
  • And vast circumference of light, whose slow
  • Transfiguration—glow and after‐glow—
  • Turns twilight earth to a more luminous sphere.
  • Oh heart, I ask, seeing that the orb of day
  • Has sunk below, yet left to sky and sea
  • His glory’s spiritual after‐shine:
  • I ask if Love, whose sun hath set for thee,
  • May not touch grief with his memorial ray,
  • And lend to loss itself a joy divine?
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TO THE OBELISK

DURING THE GREAT FROST, 1881.

  • THOU sign‐post of the Desert! Obelisk,
  • Once fronting in thy monumental pride
  • Egypt’s fierce sun, that blazing far and wide,
  • Sheared her of tree and herb, till like a disk
  • Her waste stretched shadowless, and fraught with risk
  • To those who with their beasts of burden hied
  • Across the seas of sand until they spied
  • Thy pillar, and their flagging hearts grew brisk:
  • Now reared beside out Thames so wintry grey,
  • Where blocks of ice drift with the drifting stream,
  • Thou risest o’er the alien prospect! Say,
  • Yon dull, blear, rayless orb whose lurid gleam
  • Tinges the snow‐draped ships and writhing steam,
  • Is this the sun which fired thine orient day?
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MANCHESTER BY NIGHT.

  • O’ER this huge town, rife with intestine wars,
  • Whence as from monstrous sacrificial shrines
  • Pillars of smoke climb heavenward, Night inclines
  • Black brows majestical with glimmering stars.
  • Her dewy silence soothes life’s angry jars:
  • And like a mother’s wan white face, who pines
  • Above her children’s turbulent ways, so shines
  • The moon athwart the narrow cloudy bars.
  • Now toiling multitudes that hustling crush
  • Each other in the fateful strife for breath,
  • And, hounded on by diverse hungers, rush
  • Across the prostrate ones that groan beneath,
  • Are swathed within the universal hush,
  • As life exchanges semblances with death.
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THE RED SUNSETS, 1883.

  • THE twilight heavens are flushed with gathering light,
  • And o’er wet roofs and huddling streets below
  • Hang with a strange Apocalyptic glow
  • On the black fringes of the wintry night.
  • Such bursts of glory may have rapt the sight
  • Of him to whom on Patmos long ago
  • The visionary angel came to show
  • That heavenly city built of chrysolite.
  • And lo, three factory hands begrimed with soot,
  • Aflame with the red splendour, marvelling stand,
  • And gaze with lifted faces awed and mute.
  • Starved of earth’s beauty by Man’s grudging hand,
  • O toilers, robbed of labour’s golden fruit,
  • Ye, too, may feast in Nature’s fairyland.
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THE RED SUNSETS, 1883.

  • THE boding sky was charactered with cloud,
  • The scripture of the storm—but high in air,
  • Where the unfathomed zenith still was bare,
  • A pure expanse of rose‐flushed violet glowed
  • And, kindling into crimson light, o’erflowed
  • The hurrying wrack with such a blood‐red glare,
  • That heaven, igniting, wildly seemed to flare
  • On the dazed eyes of many an awe‐struck crowd.
  • And in far lands folk presaged with blanched lips
  • Disastrous wars, earthquakes, and foundering ships,
  • Such whelming floods as never dykes could stem,
  • Or some proud empire’s ruin and eclipse:
  • Lo, such a sky, they cried, as burned o’er them
  • Once lit the sacking of Jerusalem!
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THE SLEEPING BEAUTY.

  • THERE was intoxication in the air;
  • The wind, keen blowing from across the seas,
  • O’er leagues of new‐ploughed land and heathery leas,
  • Smelt of wild gorse whose gold flamed everywhere.
  • And undertone of song pulsed far and near,
  • The soaring larks filled heaven with ecstasies,
  • And, like a living clock among the trees,
  • The shouting cuckoo struck the time of year.
  • For now the Sun had found the earth once more,
  • And woke the Sleeping Beauty with a kiss;
  • Who thrilled with light of love in every pore,
  • Opened her flower‐blue eyes, and looked in his.
  • Then all things felt life fluttering at their core—
  • The world shook mystical in lambent bliss.
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THE ROBIN REDBREAST.

  • THE year’s grown songless! No glad pipings thrill
  • The hedge‐row elms, whose wind‐worn branches shower
  • Their leaves on the sere grass, where some late flower
  • In golden chalice hoards the sunlight still.
  • Our summer guests, whose raptures used to fill
  • Each apple‐blossomed garth and honeyed bower,
  • Have in adversity’s inclement hour
  • Abandoned us to bleak November’s chill.
  • But hearken! Yonder russet bird among
  • The crimson clusters of the homely thorn
  • Still bubbles o’er with little rills of song—
  • A blending of sweet hope and resignation:
  • Even so, when life of love and youth is shorn,
  • One friend becomes its last, best consolation.
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A WINTER LANDSCAPE.

  • ALL night, all day, in dizzy, downward flight,
  • Fell the wild‐whirling, vague, chaotic snow,
  • Till every landmark of the earth below,
  • Trees, moorlands, roads, and each familiar sight
  • Were blotted out by the bewildering white.
  • And winds, now shrieking loud, now whimpering low,
  • Seemed lamentations for the world‐old woe
  • That death must swallow life, and darkness light.
  • But all at once the rack was blown away,
  • The snowstorm hushing ended in a sigh;
  • Then like a flame the crescent moon on high
  • Leaped forth among the planets; pure as they,
  • Earth vied in whiteness with the Milky Way:
  • Herself a star beneath the starry sky.
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ON THE LIGHTHOUSE AT ANTIBES.

  • A STORMY light of sunset glows and glares
  • Between two banks of cloud, and o’er the brine
  • Thy fair lamp on the sky’s carnation line
  • Alone on the lone promontory flares:
  • Friend of the Fisher who at nightfall fares
  • Where lurk false reefs masked by the hyaline
  • Of dimpling waves, within whose smile divine
  • Death lies in wait behind Circean snares.
  • The evening knows thee ere the evening star;
  • Or sees that flame sole Regent of the bight,
  • When storm, hoarse rumoured by the hills afar,
  • Makes mariners steer landward by thy light,
  • Which shows through shock of hostile nature’s war
  • How man keeps watch o’er man through deadliest night.
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BEAUTY.

  • EVEN as on some black background full of night
  • And hollow storm in cloudy disarray,
  • The forceful brush of some great master may
  • More brilliantly evoke a higher light;
  • So beautiful, so delicately white,
  • So like a very metaphor of May,
  • Your loveliness on my life’s sombre grey
  • In its perfection stands out doubly bright.
  • And yet your beauty breeds a strange despair,
  • And pang of yearning in the helpless heart;
  • To shield you from time’s fraying wear and tear,
  • That from yourself yourself would wrench apart,
  • How save you, fairest, but to set you where
  • Mortality kills death in deathless art?
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IN THE ST. GOTTHARDT PASS.

  • THE storm which shook the silence of the hills
  • And sleeping pinnacles of ancient snow
  • Went muttering off in one last thunder throe
  • Mixed with a moan of multitudinous rills;
  • Yea, even as one who has wept much, but stills
  • The flowing tears of some convulsive woe
  • When a fair light of hope begins to glow
  • Athwart the gloom of long remembered ills:
  • So does the face of this scarred mountain height
  • Relax its stony frown, while slow uprolled
  • Invidious mists are changed to veiling gold.
  • Wild peaks still fluctuate between dark and bright,
  • But when the sun laughs at them, as of old,
  • They kiss high heaven in all embracing light.
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CAGNES.

ON THE RIVIERA.

  • IN tortuous windings up the steep incline
  • The sombre street toils to the village square,
  • Whose antique walls in stone and moulding bear
  • Dumb witness to the Moor. Afar off shine,
  • With tier on tier, cutting heaven’s blue divine,
  • The snowy Alps; and lower the hills are fair,
  • With wave‐green olives rippling down to where
  • Gold clusters hang and leaves of sunburnt vine.
  • You may perchance, I never shall forget
  • When, between twofold glory of land and sea,
  • We leant together o’er the old parapet,
  • And saw the sun go down. For, oh, to me,
  • The beauty of that beautiful strange place
  • Was its reflection beaming from your face.
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HEART’S‐EASE.

  • AS opiates to the sick on wakeful nights,
  • As light to flowers, as flowers in poor men’s rooms,
  • As to the fisher when the tempest glooms
  • The cheerful twinkling of his village lights;
  • As emerald isles to flagging swallow flights,
  • As roses garlanding with tendrilled blooms
  • The unweeded hillocks of forgotten tombs,
  • As singing birds on cypress‐shadowed heights,
  • Thou art to me—a comfort past compare—
  • For thy joy‐kindling presence, sweet as May,
  • Sets all my nerves to music, makes away
  • With sorrow and the numbing frost of care,
  • Until the influence of thine eyes’ bright sway
  • Has made life’s glass go up from foul to fair.
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UNTIMELY LOVE.

  • PEACE, throbbing heart, nor let us shed one tear
  • O’er this late love’s unseasonable glow;
  • Sweet as a violet blooming in the snow,
  • The posthumous offspring of the widowed year
  • That smells of March when all the world is sere,
  • And, while around the hurtling sea‐winds blow—
  • Which twist the oak and lay the pine tree low—
  • Stands childlike in the storm and has no fear.
  • Poor helpless blossom orphaned of the sun,
  • How could it thus brave winter’s rude estate?
  • Oh love, more helpless, why bloom so late,
  • Now that the flower‐time of the year is done?
  • Since thy dear course must end when scarce begun,
  • Nipped by the cold touch of relentless fate.
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THE PASSING YEAR.

  • NO breath of wind stirs in the painted leaves,
  • The meadows are as stirless as the sky,
  • Like a Saint’s halo golden vapours lie
  • Above the restful valley’s garnered sheaves.
  • The journeying Sun, like one who fondly grieves,
  • Above the hills seems loitering with a sigh,
  • As loth to bid the fruitful earth good‐bye,
  • On these hushed hours of luminous autumn eves.
  • There is a pathos in his softening glow,
  • Which like a benediction seems to hover
  • O’er the tranced earth, ere he must sink below
  • And leave her widowed of her radiant Lover,
  • A frost‐bound sleeper in a shroud of snow,
  • While winter winds howl a wild dirge above her.
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CHRISTMAS EVE.

  • ALONE—with one fair star for company,
  • The loveliest star among the hosts of night,
  • While the grey tide ebbs with the ebbing light—
  • I pace along the darkening wintry sea.
  • Now round the yule‐log and the glittering tree
  • Twinkling with festive tapers, eyes as bright
  • Sparkle with Christmas joys and young delight,
  • As each one gathers to his family.
  • But I—a waif on earth where’er I roam—
  • Uprooted with life’s bleeding hopes and fears
  • From that one heart that was my heart’s sole home,
  • Feel the old pang pierce through the severing years,
  • And as I think upon the years to come
  • That fair star trembles through my falling tears.
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THE EVENING OF THE YEAR.

  • WAN mists enwrap the still‐born day;
  • The harebell withers on the heath;
  • And all the moorland seems to breathe
  • The hectic beauty of decay.
  • Within the open grave of May
  • Dishevelled trees drop wreath on wreath;
  • Wind‐wrung and ravelled underneath
  • Waste leaves choke up the woodland way.
  • The grief of many partings near
  • Wails like an echo in the wind:
  • The days of love lie far behind,
  • The days of loss lie shuddering near.
  • Life’s morning‐glory who shall bind?
  • It is the evening of the year.
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NEW YEAR’S EVE.

  • ANOTHER full‐orbed year hath waned to‐day,
  • And set in the irrevocable past,
  • And headlong whirled long Time’s winged blast
  • My fluttering rose of youth is borne away:
  • Ah rose once crimson with the blood of May,
  • A honeyed haunt where bees would break their fast,
  • I watch thy scattering petals flee aghast,
  • And all the flickering rose‐lights turning grey.
  • Poor fool of life! plagued ever with thy vain
  • Regrets and futile longings! were the years
  • Not cups o’erbrimming still with gall and tears?
  • Let go thy puny personal joy and pain!
  • If youth with all its brief hope disappears,
  • To deathless hope we must be born again.
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NIRVANA.

  • DIVEST thyself, O Soul, of vain desire!
  • Bid hope farewell, dismiss all coward fears;
  • Take leave of empty laughter, emptier tears,
  • And quench, for ever quench, the wasting fire
  • Wherein this heart, as in a funeral pyre,
  • Aye burns, yet is consumed not. Years on years
  • Moaning with memories in thy maddened ears—
  • Let at thy word, like refluent waves, retire.
  • Enter thy soul’s vast realm as Sovereign Lord,
  • And, like that angel with the flaming sword,
  • Wave off life’s clinging hands. Then chains will fall
  • From the poor slave of self’s hard tyranny—
  • And Thou, a ripple rounded by the sea,
  • In rapture lost be lapped within the All.
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